035 But I want to
It was late at night, and the whole family was ready to go back to the house to rest, the men all went into the house, and Mother He also went back to the house with the sleeping Hop, and Li Yaotang and her sister-in-law were left in the yard to help Aunt Liu clean up the mess on the ground.
"What's the matter? …… What ......? ”
Li Yaotang, who returned to the house, looked at He Yu's uncomfortable and awkward sleeping posture and called him softly.
He Yu was lying on the bed, his whole face was buried in the soft pillow, and he didn't want to move at this moment. The bare arms are exposed outside the blanket. He replied vaguely and said, "Hmm...... Don't make a fuss...... Let me sleep a little longer."
Someone reached over and pulled the blanket for him, covering his shoulders. He curled back in comfortably.
The room was quiet.
In the morning, Li Yaotang got up first, and then called He Yu. He Yu heard Li Yaotang shouting to himself, but he couldn't open his mouth to answer. Li Yaotang went downstairs first.
Gradually, He Yu's brain came to his senses.
He reached out and fumbled, and found a watch by the pillow, and when he looked at it, it was not yet seven o'clock. He rolled over, opened his eyes, and slowly adjusted to the light. Feeling that something was wrong with the watch in his hand, he held it up in front of him - the golden lady's watch, the brown wristband - was Li Yaotang's, and his was still on the wrist, and he didn't bother to take it off last night.
He Yu's mind froze for a moment, staring at the pale gold dial, and after a long while, he put the watch back in its place.
The sound of giggling from downstairs came from time to time, and He Yu knew it was time to get up. Sure enough, after a while, the bedroom door lock clicked. He Yu closed his eyes.
Someone was approaching him.
He Yu tried to slow down his breathing......
This taste, sweet and greasy......
He Yu felt the edge of the bed being pressed down, and a soft object suddenly pressed against his chest.
"Ho Hop!" He Yumeng opened his eyes and shouted. The "object" pressing on his chest was stunned for a second, and let out a sharp scream, and the uncle and nephew rolled on the bed, having fun.
He was tickled, laughing and screaming, "Little Aunt ......" asking for help.
"Call you skin!" He Yu slapped his niece's buttocks. He got out of bed, picked up his niece with his big hands, and threw her into the arms of Li Yaotang, who was standing at the door watching them frolicking.
He Yu was naked, Li Yaotang's face was a little embarrassed, and he quickly said, "Dad is going out soon, you hurry up and come out for breakfast." ”
He Yu picked up the bedside shirt and put it on his body, and looked back at Li Yaotang - she wore a rare skirt, still festive red, with a garnet red gemstone chain, which looked charming and fragrant. And jumping in Li Yaotang's arms, like a pink flower.
He Yu walked out, passed by their side, raised his hand and twisted the little face that jumped. Jumping and screaming.
Li Yaotang followed He Yu with Hopping in his arms, followed him into the bathroom, put Hopping on the washstand, and combed Hop's hair. The bow was loosened by He Yu just now. Jumping obediently let Li Yaotang comb his hair, leaned on Li Yaotang, and played with the gem chain on Li Yaotang's chest in his hand.
He Yu immersed his face in the water.
Hearing his mother urging them to eat, Li Yaotang hurriedly responded.
"Hurry up." Li Yaotang took the towel in his hand and couldn't help urging.
"Why don't you wash it for me?" He Yu angrily pulled the towel from her hand.
She frowned, "I don't want to quarrel with you. ”
He Yu wiped the water droplets on his face, and when he heard this, he snorted, ignored her, clapped his hands and took Hop Hop over, and put it on his shoulder, "Go down and eat!" ”
"Eat......" jumped happily and shouted happily with He Yu.
Li Yaotang looked at the big and small ones funny, and folded the towels He Yu had just used twice and put them back on the towel rack.
The dinner table has already been set. The family sat down, and He Yu said hello from his parents to his brother and sister-in-law, and then picked up the chopsticks.
Jumping still wants He Yu to hug, He Yu simply let Jumping sit on his lap and feed Jumping to eat.
Liu Shu smiled and said don't be too spoiled, "How do you want us to bring it in the future." ”
He Chuan smiled, "Just let her go for a few days." He turned his face and said to Li Yaotang, "I see, you will have peace of mind in the future." ”
"Huh?"
"Look at Xiao Tie's full daddy."
The whole family laughed.
Li Yaotang watched He Yu carefully wipe the corners of his mouth, and suddenly an indescribable taste appeared in his heart.
After a busy day, with his mother-in-law going out to visit friends during the day and helping to greet guests at home at night, when Li Yaotang returned to his room, his legs were sore and swollen. Look at the time it's almost twelve o'clock, and the day has passed.
She poured herself a glass of water and sat on a wicker chair next to her bed, flipping through the messages on her phone. The screen suddenly jumped, showing that a call came in, it was Fu Gan.
Li Yaotang stared at the screen, his heart beating a beat.
She pressed the answer button, "Hello? ”
"Tang Tang."
"Hmm." Li Yaotang closed her eyes, and Fu Gan's face floated clearly in front of her eyes. After saying the word, both of them fell silent.
After a while, he asked, "Over there...... Is it raining? ”
"Fugan?"
"Huh?"
"You have a cold?" She could hear the strangeness of his voice.
……
"Hmm."
"I'm fine. Thank you. ”
Hearing his deep nasal voice, Li Yaotang felt that he was also having trouble breathing. He is like this, he will have rhinitis when he catches a cold, and when it is severe, he can't sleep, which makes him very uncomfortable - her heart is gently and sourly pulled, and gradually feels pain...... It's clearly none of her business, but she can't help it. Can't help but not care.
He Yu pushed the door and came in, and saw Li Yaotang holding the phone in his hand, sitting dumbfounded, with an imperceptible light flashing in his eyes. He took off his watch and put it on the bedside table, took his bathrobe and went out.
Faintly I could hear the sound of water in the bathroom coming through the two doors, Li Yaotang listened, was stunned for a while, and stood up to make the bed. That's when there was a knock on the door. It was Aunt Liu who brought her soup.
Li Yaotang drank a bowl of soup and drank the water in a big gulp, diluting the taste of herbs in his mouth.
When He Yu came back, he smelled the medicine and frowned, "Mom still asked you to take medicine?" ”
Li Yaotang didn't look at him, "No, it's tonic soup." ”
Mom promised that she wouldn't let Li Yaotang drink this kind of thing again. He Yu thought in his heart to remind his mother again.
"It's not the same." He Yu sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Li Yaotang, and asked, "Why did your mother let you use herbs, do you know?" He spoke in a calm tone, unable to hear the waves.
"Yes." She replied simply.
She took off the clip on top of her head, and her long hair poured down like a waterfall. She shook her head. The long, curly hair flowed behind her back.
She doesn't look at what happens. Just staring at the vanity mirror.
For a long time, he didn't move.
He Yu walked behind her, "Now that you know, what are you going to do?" ”
His voice was soft, but it was like a roar in the hollow, echoing in her ears.
She was still staring at the vanity mirror.
"Nope."
Short, but clear, and firm. Perhaps, that's how her life ended. But the child cannot, she can't pull innocent lives into the water. That's enough.
"But, I want to."
Li Yaotang turned around violently as if he was being burned. Because she was in a hurry, she was a little dizzy. She tried her best to stabilize her figure. His hand involuntarily grasped the gemstone chain in front of him. It was as if grasping something in the palm of her hand would make her feel empowered. Due to excessive exertion, the palm of her hand was hurt by the jewel, but she didn't care.
He Yu's face still had such a calm expression. It's like talking about a most common topic.
But he should have known, and she knew, that this was no ordinary topic.
What exactly does he mean? What do you know, do you understand, what are you talking about?
Her mind was spinning a little.
"You ......"
"I'm thirty-four years old." Thirty-five, to be exact.
He bent down, looked her in the eye, and whispered, "So, as my wife, you still need to think again." ”
Think again.
She doesn't understand his temper yet? This is an ultimatum, not a discussion.
Li Yaotang's heart was flustered with a layer of annoyance, which made his heart, liver, spleen and lungs suddenly twist together, and the whole person was upside down.
Li Yaotang shook his head lightly and moved closer to her.
Li Yaotang subconsciously dodged backwards, but his shoulder was held by He Yu's big hand. Li Yaotang's hair suddenly stood on end, and she wanted to break away.
His eyes sparkled. At the moment, he is like a fox, looking at his prey.
"Nope."
He Yu raised his eyebrows, "No?" ”
He gritted his teeth secretly - no? No?!
"Yes, no!" Li Yaotang raised his hand to brush his hand away. She had to get out of his grasp, she had to talk to him, she had to make him understand...... Before she finished her thoughts, He Yu had already grabbed her and pushed her down on the bed, he bullied her, Li Yaotang shouted: "He Yu! ”
"Shhhhh......hhh ”
"You let me go." She lowered her voice. Because she was angry and annoyed, as if the blood in her whole body was surging to the top of her head, her pink face turned red, and her breathing began to be short.
He Yu didn't speak, but there was a little flame in his eyes.
Li Yaotang couldn't help but be stunned when he saw it. The bad thought hadn't flashed yet, and He Yu's face was only an inch away from her. His scorching breath suddenly wrapped her firmly, and his kiss followed suit, making Li Yaotang's mind go blank.
He conquered the city, and she retreated.
There is a faint saltiness between the lips and teeth, and there is a slight pain. Like a pinprick or a burn, the little pain gradually spreads, spreading to the heart, to the limbs, and to the whole body.
He Yu held the hand on her cheek, suddenly felt hot and moist, he opened his eyes and saw the tears rolling down Li Yaotang's face.
He was stunned for a moment.
Raising his hand, he gently stroked her trembling lips.
"Tang Tang ......," he said in a low voice.
Li Yaotang's whole body was shaking. Her hands rested on He Yu's chest, firmly grasping his chest, firmly, nervously, choking.
He Yu gasped and finally let go of his hand. He lay down dejectedly, staring at the ceiling. Although the chest was heavy, the breath fell together. The blood finally cooled down. He turned his face and looked at her quietly.
"Me, am I that bad?"
No response.
There was dead silence in the room.
After a while, he got up from the bed. There was a sound of a soot. After another moment, he opened the bedroom door.
His footsteps were heavy, and he made a loud noise as he stepped on the wooden floor.
The footsteps faded away, the hallways, the stairs, the hallways, the doorways...... He closed the door with his hand, and the glass on the door was a little loose, and when he closed the door, he was a little stronger, and the glass made a trembling sound...... The trills fade away,
The whole house fell silent.
After a long time, Li Yaotang opened his eyes.
The lights went out.
Then there was boundless darkness in front of me.