204 Significance

I don't know when the rain has stopped, and when Chen Xu left Bai Jinxuan, the road was still wet.

It was still Fang Fang who sent him down and sent him to the gate of the community.

"Mr. Chen, please walk slowly." Fang Fang stood at the door and waved at him.

"Goodbye."

Chen Xu glanced back at the building and walked outside.

He didn't stay overnight, because Shao Qing had been by his side all the time, and he had no intention of leaving. Looking at that posture, he won't be given a chance to take advantage of.

She is Jinxuan's boss after all, and if she wants to stay here as a light bulb, he has no choice but to do it. Seeing that the time was not early, he said to Bai Jinxuan and left.

Although Bai Jinxuan looked reluctant, he didn't force him to stay, and after saying goodbye, he watched him go out.

It was already eleven o'clock, and he was walking alone in the streets after the rain, all around, and from time to time the trees on the sidewalk had droplets of water dripping down on his head, on his clothes.

When he walked to the side of the road, his hair and clothes were already half wet.

After waiting for a while, a car stopped in front of him, which was the online car-hailing he called.

He sat in the car, took out his mobile phone, and dialed Old Tang's number, "It's so late, didn't you make any noise?" It's nothing, it's just a little sullen and wants to find you for a drink. Okay, go to the rotisserie near your house. Well, it'll be there in half an hour. ”

"Master, change your destination......"

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Lao Tang's house, Lao Tang was still working in the living room, with a laptop in front of him, after receiving a call from Chen Xu. He glanced at the time and continued to work in front of the computer.

His wife came out of the room, gently closed the door, and asked, "Who just called?" ”

"It's Chen Xu, it seems that he is not in a good mood, and asked me to go out for a drink."

"Then you're not in a hurry?" When his wife heard this, she hurriedly urged.

"He'll be there in half an hour, so there's no hurry." Old Don't take his eyes off the computer and asked, "Is the baby asleep?" ”

"Sleep."

His wife sat next to him and said, "Husband, you still have a vision, and you have a good relationship with Chen Xu early in the morning." The last time you entered the electronics sales department, and this time you were promoted to deputy director, it was all thanks to him. ”

Old Tang also sighed a little, "Actually, I didn't expect him to be as successful as he is now." When I first contacted him, I just thought that he had a good character and was worth dating. ”

"I didn't see that before."

"He's a person, how can I say it, if you treat him well, he will treat you with the same attitude. You treat him as a friend, and he will treat you as a friend. I won't stab you in the back, it's much better than those who stab you twice. ”

His wife said, "To be honest, I used to think he was too cold and didn't have a good impression of him. ”

"Actually, his personality is a bit similar to what I used to be, and seeing him is like seeing my former self. Too strong self-esteem, sensitive heart, afraid of rejection, cautious about people and things in the outside world, for fear of hot faces sticking to other people's cold farts/shares. At the same time, as long as others take the initiative to show favor to him, they can gain his friendship. ”

Old Tang's wife said, "Listening to you describe it like this, it seems quite pitiful." ”

"But that's before. Over the past year, he has changed a lot, it's like a different person. ”

Old Tang sighed, "It should be the period before and after the establishment of the electronic sales department, his whole person began to be different, and inadvertently, he revealed a kind of self-confidence that he didn't have before." Looking back now, it should be his interaction with Mr. Luo that made him have such a change. Sure enough, only women can make a man grow up quickly. ”

His wife nodded in agreement, "Indeed, the last time I saw him, I thought he was very different from before. How to describe it, with the temperament of a successful person. ”

Old Tang glanced at the time and said, "He should be almost there, I'll go down." ”

"Well, go ahead, don't drink too much."

"Good. You go to bed early. ”

Old Don took his wallet and keys, changed into his shoes, and went out.

Not far from his house, there is a barbecue restaurant, and he went to Chen Xu last time. After arriving at the store, Chen Xu hadn't come yet.

He ordered something first, and after waiting for a while, he saw Chen Xu push the door and walk in, so he waved his hand and shouted, "This way." ”

Chen Xu walked over, sat down, and said, "It's not good to be conscious, it's so late, and I still called you out, my sister-in-law didn't say anything, right?" ”

"When she comes out with you, she is very relieved, but if she is someone else, it may not be." Old Tang called the waiter and asked him to bring the beer, while saying, "It's just right, I haven't been out to drink for a while, if you hadn't called me, I really wouldn't have that chance." ”

As he spoke, the waiter came over with a beer, he opened a bottle, poured two glasses, and said, "Here, do one." ”

After a toast, the barbecue also came up.

The two chatted while eating meat, and after chatting a few words, Lao Tang got to the point, "Say, what's going on, is there a quarrel?" ”

"Quarrels are just small things."

Chen Xu picked up the cup that had just been poured up, drank it all in one gulp, and said, "You say, what do people live for?" ”

Without waiting for Old Tang to answer, he said to himself, "In the past, I thought that people live just to live, eat, sleep, work and play, until one day, they can't live, and it's over." ”

Old Tang knew that all he needed at this time was an audience, so he didn't interject, opened another bottle of beer, and poured it for him.

"At that time, I was the only one in my world. I, TV, especially envy those protagonists, so many people love them. I never felt like anyone loved me. “

"My grandparents prefer my cousin and cousin. My grandparents love my cousin and cousin even more. Even my parents, they may love me in their hearts, but in my feelings, they love each other more. Ever since I was a child, they threw me at my grandparents......"

"When I was growing up, I made friends, some of them made fun of me, and some of them copied my homework."

"I've also had girlfriends, and it seems that I was accepted because I was lonely and lonely, and I needed a boyfriend. To be honest, when I kissed them, I didn't feel that she loved me. It's like a routine. ”

"I want to open it, and I feel that this is the end of my life. Actually, if you think about it, it's nothing, isn't it the same for me myself? Only love yourself, when is it incumbent on you to be good to someone without hesitation? No. Never. ”

"I'm just a selfish person, you haven't been nice to me, why should I be nice to you?"

Speaking of which, he'd already drained several beers in a row.

"Until one day, an opportunity presented itself. It was an opportunity to change my life. Then, I couldn't help but use this opportunity to think about whether I could have a real relationship. In the middle, I almost messed up, and I was thinking at the time, maybe my personality is not suitable for falling in love. ”

"Later, there was a turnaround, and we came together."

When Chen Xu said this, his tone changed, "During that time, I was really happy, but unfortunately, it was too short. Towards the end, I asked her, do you love me? She said, "No." ”

"I really can't take it, can you relate to that?"

"So, I gave up."

"Later, the same opportunity presented itself, but I still couldn't resist and made the same choice. It was a very different girl, but alas, we didn't get together because I was a little scared of her. She's so smart that she can easily read my mind. I'm afraid I'll be toyed with by her. “

Later, she tried her best to get close to me, and broke my defense little by little, I thought, even if it is acting, I will admit it, anyway, I will not suffer. In this way, one day, she said that she was leaving, and then, she evaporated from the world. I was angry, but I thought that she might have some kind of trouble, and I decided to go to her in the future. ”

This time, Lao Tang heard it, and what he said should be his previous girlfriend. The woman who knew at a glance that it was not simple.

As for the first woman Chen Xu said, most of them were Luo Xiyun.

"The third time, it was a complete accident. At that time, all I wanted to do was make money and go to my her. But God just likes to joke with you. One day, she suddenly told me that she loved me. I was surprised and a little puzzled, why did you fall in love with me? ”

"I didn't accept her, she scolded me for being hypocritical. Actually, I'm just more wary, and after being deceived once, I don't dare to trust women easily. ”

"Later, I cleared up the misunderstanding with the first girl and really got together. From that moment on, I felt that I was no longer the only one in my life. ”

Then a third girl appeared, and she let me know that there are people in this world who can give up everything for me. She lit up my world, and at that moment, I knew that I could never afford to lose her. ”

Old Tang understood it thoroughly, and almost gasped.

Chen Xu, you actually want to step on two boats?

PS: The last one was asking for a monthly pass, and after updating a chapter in the morning, I found that it was overtaken by more than 300 votes, and I almost didn't breathe.