The lights of the night are illusory and flashy, and the colorful neon lights twinkle throughout the city. The endless stream of vehicles is like a tidal wave on the road.

Inside the car. I sat next to Ling Yuqian, and I wanted to take the initiative to break the silent atmosphere several times, but I couldn't say the words when they came to my mouth. It's all my fault that our relationship has become like this, I want to slowly make him forgive me, but after a long time I will feel powerless, I love him to death, but I can't resist the cruelty of reality.

When we arrived at the venue of the dinner, we walked in and attracted a lot of attention. Ling Yuqian and I finished greeting the people we knew well, and when we saw someone handing Ling Yuqian wine, we didn't think about bringing it over, "Mr. Ling is not feeling well and can't drink, I drank this cup for him." ”

As soon as he drank the wine from his glass, the man looked embarrassed for a moment, said a few polite words and walked away.

I put down the cup and looked at Ling Yuqian, only to see that his eyes were deep, so that people couldn't see the bottom, and I didn't know what he was thinking at the moment. I smiled at him, picked up the cake in front of me and asked him, "Would you like something to eat?" ”

"You can eat." He finished talking to another wave of people. I took a bite of the cake and put it down, it was so sweet. Picked up a glass of wine and took a sip, and was tapped on the shoulder.

Turning to look at her, she was slightly stunned, Xu Ling was wearing a white off-the-shoulder dress, her long hair was pulled up, and her delicate makeup looked soft and luxurious.

I said, "It's you." ”

She glanced at Ling Yuqian not far away and said, "I never thought that Yu Qian would be so right, although Ran Ran did a lot of wrong things, what Yu Qian did completely ruined the rest of her life. She said this, her eyes falling on me, "Actually, I should hate you, if it weren't for you, they wouldn't have come this far." ”

I looked at her with a little more mockery: "Do you know that Li Shiran almost killed me several times?" She doesn't care what she does to me, but she shouldn't have moved. ”

Xu Ling sighed and said, "I know she shouldn't have done anything to Yang Yang, but Yu Qian was really too cruel to her, she left City A, and I don't know where she went, I'm really worried that she will do something stupid." ”

I didn't speak again, I don't know if Li Shiran would do something stupid, I only know that she is to blame.

Xu Ling walked away, and Ling Yuqian came over to me and asked, "What did she tell you?" ”

"Nothing." I collected my emotions and smiled at him, "Let's dance." ”

He looked at my outstretched hand, his gaze flickering for a moment, and then it became deep and complex. I looked at the ring on my finger and said to him, "I've been wearing it and I'm reluctant to throw it away." ”

He didn't say anything, took me by the hand and walked with the others to the center of the hall, and as the lyric music played, I put my other hand on his shoulder, and he put his arm around my waist and moved to the music step by step.

We were so close that I could even feel his breath on my face, so soft, yet so ambiguous.

Even if you don't talk about love, don't miss this precious understanding in life, because once you lose it, it will be a lifetime of regret.

I don't want to have any more regrets, I should do whatever comes to mind, no matter how it turns out.

I deliberately stumbled and was about to fall Ling Yuqian's eyes quickly hugged me, we looked at each other, kissed his lips while he was unprepared, and then laughed and hooked his neck, "Ah Qian, you have been angry for so long, you should forgive me, right?" ”

He stared at me deeply, and my appearance was reflected in his starry eyes, only to see him whisper in my ear, "Do you want so many people to look at you and complain?" ”

After I listened, I noticed that everyone was looking at us, and those eyes were full of the meaning of watching a play.

Ling Yuqian let go of me, I coughed embarrassedly, my face was like a boiled persimmon, and I was dizzy when it was hot.

In the crowd, I saw Xu Ling looking at me expressionlessly, and I don't know why my heart suddenly tightened, as if I saw a bad omen in her eyes.

Just when I was distracted, Ling Yuqian suddenly pushed me away, and then the huge chandelier fell between us, and subconsciously I hugged my head tightly, but my body was still scratched by the broken glass.

What happened in an instant made everyone slow to react. Seeing that Ling Yuqian didn't get up on the other side, my heart sank to the bottom all of a sudden. Got up from the ground and came to his side, looking at the blood on his neck and his face turned pale with fright, Ling Yuqian had fallen into a coma at the moment, and I shouted to the others: "Call an ambulance!" ”

They reacted, pulled out their phones and called. I looked at Xu Ling, who was leaving with her back to me, her eyes cold.

Hospital.

I lay on the edge of the bed and stared at Ling Yuqian, who was still unconscious, and I still had palpitations when I thought of the thrill that had just happened. How could a chandelier fall for no apparent reason? It must be artificial, is it Xu Ling?

The doctor said that a lot of broken glass was removed from Ling Yuqian's neck, and it was a blessing that he did not die. My injuries were fine, and I took out a few pieces of broken glass and I kept watch over him, not wanting to leave.

Ling Feichen: I was still here when they came.

Ling Xueqi said to me: "Sister-in-law, go and rest, we will watch here, it will be fine." ”

"yes, how about we tell you when the big brother wakes up?" Ling Yunjing also persuaded me.

"I don't want to rest, let's go." Looking at Ling Yuqian's face, I rejected their kindness.

It was still Ling Feichen who understood me, and he said to them: "Just let her watch, how can she leave if the eldest brother doesn't wake up." ”

When they left, I fetched a basin of water and wiped Ling Yuqian's face and hands. He also had several scratches on his hands, and I cried when I saw them.

"You say we're done, but why do you have to save me every time at the risk of your own safety? How can you make me so cruel to forget you? Speaking of this, he looked at his pale face and sobbed, "Ling Yuqian, you are a bastard. Obviously told me that we can't do it, why do you still give me hope, do you know that I will be even more reluctant to you! ”

The more I talked, the more excited I became, and I cried louder on top of him. After a pause, he raised his head slightly to look at him, "You know what?" The cruelest sentence in the world is not that I hate you, but that we can't go back when we are over. is such a simple sentence, which makes the two of us originally intimate strangers. Do you know how much my heart hurts when you say those words? Have you ever experienced the pain of your skin? "My tears soaked his clothes" I have experienced it, it really hurts, it hurts. ”

"I don't understand why you still love me and why you stay away from me again and again." Wringed out the towel and carefully wiped his face, trying to control the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes and said, "I'm sorry, I can't forget you, and I can't do it either." So, no matter what, I will always be with you and love you. It doesn't matter if you accept it or not, I won't leave you. ”

Almost everyone will have attachment, persistence is not stubbornness, but a kind of heart that never admits defeat.

For you, I am too.