Foe?

Shen Linglong was a little stunned, and looked at Pan Zhengli in shock and fear: "What enemy?" What did I do, or my family? ”

Pan Zhengli had a deep meaning, and he saw that Shen Linglong's skin was numb.

After a long time, Pan Zhengli asked, "Why don't you leave?" ”

Shen Linglong: "??? ”

Pan Zhengli's demeanor was too gloomy and terrifying, Shen Linglong reflexively took a step back, and said, "Do you know what you are like now?" ”

"What will you look like in the wilderness?" Pan Zhengli laughed coldly, but he dispersed a lot of gloom, and he said as he walked, "Don't worry so much, the enemy I said, heh-"

He laughed to himself as he spoke.

With irony, I don't know if I'm ridiculing myself or someone else.

Shen Linglong thought for a while, but continued to walk forward with Pan Zhengli.

If Pan Zhengli really wanted her to die, he wouldn't do it now, Pan Zhengli had countless opportunities, but not only did he not kill himself, but he saved her life.

Seeing that Shen Linglong was fearless and indifferent after being frightened, Pan Zhengli glanced at it and muttered: "It's really different, I don't know what happened before, but the person I once liked was not you after all." ”

Shen Linglong heard it.

She frowned.

Seen out?! After nearly ten years, how did Pan Zhengli see that she had changed a little bit.

There are so many people around her, and they don't think about her or not.

Shen Linglong pretended to be calm: "After so many years, people should always become, and I can't become different from before, I will become your enemy, right?" That's a bit weird. ”

"You're not her." Pan Zhengli still insisted, as if he didn't feel that what he said was shocked, and walked on the path between people, "I sent a letter to her before, and you don't know what I said to her before leaving." ”

Shen Linglong paused.

She has memories of the original body, but she doesn't think about it one by one, a person's life is too long, and only the impressive things will stay in her mind.

Without waiting for Shen Linglong to find an excuse to explain anything, Pan Zhengli said to himself: "She is not as smart as you, but her stubbornness is the same, after I heard that I am going back, I will not be left with a little regret, and I will marry immediately." ”

Shen Linglong thought in his heart, if she wanted her, she wouldn't leave any way back, why? You scumbag, still waiting for you to turn back?

Probably Pan Zhengli also understood this truth, he took a long breath and said: "It was also when I was ambitious, I should have gained something, and I should have lost something." ”

Shen Linglong was silent, being a loyal listener.

Pan Zhengli suddenly looked back, stared at Shen Linglong and asked, "Aren't you going to say something?" ”

Shen Linglong asked rhetorically: "What do you want me to say?" I think friends can do it, partners can do it, it's impossible to renew the edge with you, if you miss it, you miss it, after so many years, I'm not the same person I used to be. ”

"That Shen Linglong at the beginning—" Pan Zhengli said, for some reason he choked up, he took several deep breaths to make himself look more normal, but his eyes were red, "Isn't it, dead." ”

Shen Linglong was stared at by Pan Zhengli's stubborn gaze, this time even through the heavy lenses, Shen Linglong felt it, this time Pan Zhengli wanted a definite answer.

Shen Linglong wrinkled his brows and said, "You ......"

Pan Zhengli probably knew it in his heart, and he didn't need Shen Linglong to say anything, so he smiled bitterly and said: "When I came to this place, I knew the first day, Linglong and she were dead......

"By the time I see you again, you'll be the same person you are now, and I've asked everyone about your past. If it were you now, you would never fall into the situation where your children were sent away and forced to be penniless and separated. ”

Shen Linglong listened to his analysis clearly and clearly, she said, "Since you know everything, what are you asking me to do?" ”

Pan Zhengli was silent.

She didn't know what Pan Zhengli was for, she knew that the real Shen Linglong was dead, why she was still so ambitious to be with her, why she became a win-win friend with him later, and why she saved her when life and death were at stake.

Although in Qi Jiamei's place, Shen Linglong knew that Pan Zhengli was not so bad, and when he had a miscarriage, Pan Zhengli slandered him, so he re-acquainted himself with Pan Zhengli.

But in fact, she still never really understood Pan Zhengli.

For example, now.

Pan Zhengli suddenly looked up at the blue sky and white clouds, the spring swallows fluttered their wings and flew by, and the frost and cold that fell from the long night made Pan Zhengli's mirror appear a vast white mist.

He took off his eyes and wiped them slowly with a white handkerchief.

While wiping, he said, "I probably suddenly heard you wonder if I like you!" ”

Shen Linglong asked: "You like the former Shen Linglong, so you don't want me to have this kind of doubtful thought?" ”

"If I don't remember her and like you, probably no one really knows about her." All Pan Zhengli's emotions have been hidden, he re-arranges his eyes, and the words that he clearly said are infatuated, but there is indeed no trace of deep feelings.

Some people are like this, they don't forget in their hearts, but they have to continue to live, and their ideals have to continue to be realized.

Fate makes people, and if you miss it, it will be a lifetime.

Shen Linglong pursed his lips and said for a long time: "When I took over this body, there was only endless hatred and despair, in fact, I have a lot of memories, but you also know people, many things will be forgotten, some unimportant things, what you said, I have no impression at all." ”

Compared with cruelty, few people can compare to Shen Linglong.

She hit the nail on the head, and she always made the only fluke that couldn't be saved.

Pan Zhengli asked himself: "You want to tell me, maybe she doesn't need my memory, she's tired, and she can't wait for everyone to forget her?" This is impossible, she is clearly stubborn, and she clearly likes to get a lot of attention. ”

Shen Linglong cut off his words: "She is dead, a hundred, and the dead are gone." ”

"If it weren't for my arrival, then she would be a handful of loess and a tired of white bones."

The straightforward words made Pan Zhengli's hands tremble.

The road back to his hometown was very long, and it took more than half an hour to arrive, especially on the way, they didn't say a word, which made the road seem extraordinarily long.

When they were separated, Pan Zhengli said: "Your house has not been inhabited, and your father and them are afraid of causing trouble for you, so they will clean you every once in a while, and they don't live here." ”

Hearing this, Shen Linglong furrowed his brows: "I didn't think about it, have you used the things in there?" ”

When he left, Shen Linglong still left a lot of food and drink, as well as firewood, which was specially reserved for the Fu family for the New Year, if it was useless, Shen Linglong would have a headache.

As soon as Pan Zhengli answered affirmatively, Shen Linglong saw a head popping out of her yard, and a surprised voice sounded: "Sister! ”

Shen Linglong turned her head to look over, at this point in time, the sky was only faintly bright, she couldn't see it, she could only take out the flashlight and shake it, and she reacted to Fu Yiquan's face: "Ah Quan? What's wrong with your voice? Slurred, slurred, I didn't even hear what you were saying. ”

When I heard it just now, I almost thought it was a duck quacking.

Shen Linglong actually knows, boys, it is normal for a voice to be unpleasant during the voice change period, but Fu Yiquan is afraid of ugliness, and he suppresses his voice vaguely, like a little girl.

Fu Yiquan's eyes dodged, and he hesitated and said, "No, nothing." ”

Shen Linglong stood in place and looked at him and said, "Speak well and speak clearly." ”

"Oh, you came in first, how bad it was for people to find out!" The boy was thin-skinned, and his words were clear, and he hurriedly urged Shen Linglong to hurry in.

Shen Linglong didn't lose face, she turned her head and said to Pan Zhengli: "Then I'll go in first." ”

After saying that, he turned around and left.

Walking to the door, Pan Zhengli suddenly stopped her: "Do you think I'm like this, it's ridiculous?" ”

Shen Linglong turned around, the light of the flashlight shone on the ground, she couldn't see Pan Zhengli's appearance clearly, but she was already staring at him.

Then he paused word by word, and said extremely seriously: "There is nothing ridiculous or ridiculous, you go the way you want to go, there should always be gains and losses, if you don't go down because of hesitation, it is called ridiculous." After all, there is nothing left in the end. ”

There are thousands of people in the world, and everyone thinks differently.

Shen Linglong never felt that there was anything wrong with working hard for what he wanted.

On the contrary, she is a person who is only willing to promise and looks forward and backward, and she doesn't like it very much.

A life with regrets and missed is called fulfillment, because after experiencing missed and regrets, you know how to cherish it.

Pan Zhengli listened to Shen Linglong's words and was stunned for a moment.

After a long time, a cold wind blew,

Shen Linglong grew a lot of hair, and it rose with the cold wind, but her shoulders and back did not cower because of the cold, like an aspen with her head held high, facing the wind and rain, facing the bleakness, welcoming the morning sun and spring.

Pan Zhengli was silent for a long time and said, "Thank you." ”

Shen Linglong smiled slightly: "No thanks, between friends, helping each other is what it should be." ”

After saying that, Shen Linglong went in, and while walking into the house, Shen Linglong asked Fu Yiquan: "I heard that you don't live here, why are you here today?" ”

Fu Yiquan replied: "Sister, what did you just say to Pan Zhengli?" Inexplicably, the bull's head is not in the horse's mouth. ”

"You've learned a lot of idioms!" After entering the house and feeling the stove in the hall, she untied the silk scarf around her neck, praised Fu Yiquan and said, "I am talking about being a man, you have to face regrets and misses." ”

Fu Yiquan: "??? ”

Young Lang is still young, even though he has suffered from bumps and poverty, experienced wealth and glory and poverty, but he still does not understand many truths in life.

Because he has not yet experienced it, it is still an uncarved rough stone.

But Shen Linghui was not vague because of his young age.

She turned her head, looked at Fu Yiquan solemnly and said: "It means, if you have any goals, what ideals, when you keep moving forward, what people and things you miss, what regrets have been caused to you in the future, don't stagnate because of these regrets, and only promise, look forward and backward, you have to face all the regrets and misses, these are your choices, it is your life, only when you face it head-on, calmly, you will be more fulfilling." ”

Fu Yiquan touched the back of his head blankly, and looked at Shen Linglong in a half-understanding.

He wrinkled his face and asked, "Shouldn't it be something to make up for regrets and misses?" ”

Shen Linglong asked rhetorically: "If you miss it, your regrets don't need you to make up for it?" What if the person you missed dies? ”

Fu Yiquan was stunned by the question.

He asked dryly, "So, what should I do?" ”

Shen Linglong said with a smile: "Don't be confused, let these experiences enrich myself, so that I can understand the word cherish more in the future." ”

Fu Yiquan seemed to understand whether he understood or not, but he was afraid that Shen Linglong would laugh at him and not know, so he simply nodded vaguely.

Shen Linglong could see this situation at a glance.

Shen Linglong patted Fu Yiquan's shoulder and said, "There is no regret medicine in the world, if you do something wrong, what you can do is to face your mistakes and then correct them." ”

"But Pan Zhengli, just now, I feel that the question is not the same as what I said?" Fu Yiquan is ignorant, but at the same time perceptive.

He didn't think that Pan Zhengli, an excellent man, would not know this truth, so he felt that what Shen Linglong said to Pan Zhengli was different from what he said to himself.

Shen Linglong noticed Fu Yiquan's keenness, and after she was stunned for a moment, she laughed again.

There is no cover-up, and there is no clarity. Shen Linglong put it another way and said metaphorically: "When he was young, he liked someone, but because of his ambition and dreams, he and the person he liked missed it, and that person was still dead, which became his regret again." ”

Because of these things, he began to wonder if the path he was taking was wrong, he was wondering if he shouldn't have dreams and ambitions, if he hadn't missed it at the beginning, if the person he once liked wouldn't have died.

Fu Yiquan's eyes widened when he listened, he was indignant at first, but he didn't know what he thought of and was a little difficult to say.

Shen Linglong said: "Ambition and ideals are higher than feelings, and there is no shame in this matter, at least in my opinion. People have their own aspirations and pursue different things. You can't judge others because of what you think is right or wrong. ”

"Dreams and ideals are not inferior to feelings."

Speaking of this, Shen Linglong stopped with some chagrin, she felt that she was a little impulsive, and told a teenager who had not completely fixed her three views with her own feelings.

She coughed dryly, coughed up Fu Yiquan, who was listening seriously, and said: "All in all, no matter what happens, you can't be confused yourself, you are sure of the path you want to take, don't look forward and give up your path because of other regrets and misses, or other various situations." If you give up halfway, this is called the bamboo basket to draw water, and in the end, you will live with regret for a lifetime. ”

Hate to give up the once beautiful for the ideal, hate the once beautiful and confused the ideal.