Ying Xingchen explained again: "I said it, he didn't chase me, I'm not like him." ”

"What's going on here? You say, you just called him boss again, and asked him to comfort you, what is the matter with you? Jia Xiaohui asked with a serious face.

"Actually, in fact, we ......" Ying Xingchen shook his head a few times and said, "Actually, I owe him money, and now I'm helping him do some chores." But don't tell anyone, I don't want others to know that I know him, think I covet him, I want to live a low-key life. ”

Jia Xiaohui was surprised: "What? Do you owe him money? Did you ask him to borrow money? Why did you ask him to borrow it? Aren't you afraid that he will take the opportunity to trick you? ”

"Oh, this, this thing is complicated. Anyway, I'm helping him buy breakfast or something, but there's nothing to do, and after a few years, everyone has cleared up. Ying Xingchen pretended to explain lightly.

Jia Xiaohui sighed, "Xingchen, this is a set." ”

"What's the set!"

"I'll lend you money first, and then I'll trap you." Jia Xiaohui said helplessly.

"No, it's not what you think." Ying Xingchen said firmly.

"Okay, okay, if you say no, it's not. But you have to remember that you must not like him, never like him, and no matter how good he is to you, you must not like him. Otherwise, you will be the one who will be hurt in the end! Jia Xiaohui said bitterly.

"Got it, I don't like him, absolutely not, it's completely impossible for me to be with him!"

Hearing Ying Xingchen say this, Jia Xiaohui finally let go of the big stone in her heart, "Well, you just have this kind of awareness." ”

Ying Xingchen thinks that Jia Xiaohui is too worried, she likes Yi Shuyan? Does she like Yi Shuyan? Scold! How could she possibly like Yi Shuyan? He was very nice to her, like a big brother. Her feelings for him are only grateful and grateful, how can there be anything like or dislike, love or not? But for some reason, thinking about it like this, Ying Xingchen's heart suddenly felt sullen, I don't like him, I don't love him, do I?

They all thought that Ying Xingchen was very drunk before, but in fact, Ying Xingchen was only a little drunk at that time, especially after seeing Yi Shuyan, her mind was basically sober, she remembered everything that happened tonight clearly, every word she said and every action she did was said and done from the heart. For example, when she suddenly saw Yi Shuyan, who she hadn't seen for a few days, she couldn't help crying, Yi Shuyan said softly that he would protect her, accept her, and when she asked for her, she hugged him with emotion.

It's so warm in Yi Shuyan's arms, he always warms her like this, just like the last time he was at the train station. Thinking of this, Ying Xingchen smiled unconsciously.

Later, before going to bed, she sent a voice message to Yi Shuyan as usual: "Boss, good night." ”

At this time, Yi Shuyan was standing in a daze in the corridor, and his mobile phone vibrated a little, so he clicked on WeChat and listened to Ying Xingchen's voice message. After thinking for a moment, he called Ying Xingchen.

Ying Xingchen was very happy when he saw him calling, and hurriedly answered the phone: "Hey, boss." ”

"Hmm." Yi Shuyan's voice was faint, without a little wave, "Are you in a better mood?" ”

"Oh, I'm much better, thank you boss for your concern."

"Hmm." After being silent for a while, Yi Shuyan suddenly said earnestly: "Xingxing, let the past pass, you will not make things better if you are sad all the time." Moreover, life is not only about love, there are many things worth pursuing. Just like we are studying medicine now, we will become doctors in the future, and we can help many, many people, which is very meaningful, isn't it? Xingxing, study hard and try to be a good doctor. There is love, the icing on the cake, no, it is still wonderful. Yi Shuyan also said these words to himself.

Is there something wrong with his character? He's pretending again? No, he didn't! He is actually really an upright, sincere and kind person. Ying Xingchen smiled and said, "I understand, boss, let's work together to become a good doctor!" ”

"Good!" Yi Shuyan was silent for a moment, and then said in a calm tone: "It's almost the end of the semester now, in order not to affect your review and exams, starting tomorrow, you don't have to help me buy breakfast anymore." I probably won't go to the library every day, and you won't have to rush there every day to take my place, so you can study wherever you want. But you have to remember to review well and not be lazy. ”

When Ying Xingchen heard this, she really wanted to cheer loudly, but she couldn't help it, she grinned and said, "Thank you, boss, you're really getting more and more intimate!" ”

At this time, hearing Ying Xingchen's laughter and her joyful voice like a bird singing, Yi Shuyan felt sad. She really didn't care about me at all, even if we never saw each other again. She doesn't have to do things for me, she doesn't have to see me, but she still thinks it's easy so that no one will bother her anymore. Thinking of this, Yi Shuyan's heart was about to break, he took a deep breath, tried to adjust his emotions, and replied: "You're welcome, then so be it, don't disturb your rest, good night." ”

"Good night!"

Since listening to Jia Xiaohui's phone call and determining that Ying Xingchen has always liked him, but he has deeply hurt Ying Xingchen, Yang Fan has become depressed and depressed because of the extreme pain and guilt and self-blame in his heart.

From Saturday, when it was time for him to eat, he went to eat; When it's time to take a bath, I go to take a bath, and the rest of the time, I stay in bed in a daze, like a living dead.

On Monday, when it was supposed to be time to go to class, Yang Fan was still lying on the bed, very abnormally, he didn't even touch the books, and it was the same on Tuesday and Wednesday.

The students in the class thought it was very strange, why did this physics genius, who is usually very active in learning, suddenly not come to class? Is it because on December 16th, when he became famous in school, he was arrogant and pretentious, and he felt that he could outperform everyone without having to go to class?

However, only the people in his dormitory knew that he was in a very poor state, his face was like ashes, he had no love, like a soulless, emotionless, thoughtless person, standing lonely and helpless on the verge of death.

Liu Haolong, a roommate who usually talked to him, finally couldn't help but call him: "Yang Fan, aren't you going to class?" How do you stay in bed all the time? ”

Yang Fan replied lightly: "I'm tired and want to rest for a while before going." ”

"Are you uncomfortable? Should I see a doctor? Liu Haolong asked with concern.