Chapter 402: Into His Heart
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That time in the mental hospital, she complained that he chose his mother, and exchanged benefits with her, and offered to let go, she was miserable, she was sad.
Therefore, she resented Zhang's mother even more, hated her for not respecting herself, hated her for being so selfish and so ignorant, and only thought about her son, and did not treat her as a person.
Because of this, she always felt that Zhang's mother doted on her son so much and always put her son first, so in Zhang Chenyi's heart, even if he felt sorry for himself, he must love his mother, although he was helpless, he would not really be angry with his mother.
However, today she realized that she had always been different!
It turned out that in his heart, in addition to helplessness, he was also rejected and disgusted by his mother, it turned out that he made a choice that time, and it was so painful!
If he hadn't lost his memory this time, she would never have known this, and she would never have known what was going on in his heart.
Thinking like this, Gong Xiangqin couldn't help but start thanking him for losing his memory this time.
Because of the loss of memory, she can enter his heart more, let her get closer to him, and find a way to eliminate the dislike and rift between the two people.
It can be regarded as a blessing and a curse.
Gong Xiangqin was thinking about how to reply to him for a while, while picking up the letter and continuing to look down, finding that there were still a few lines left.
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I had just rested for an hour and finally regained some strength, so I picked up my pen again and wrote down some words.
Xiangqin, I'm sorry to say to you solemnly, you can't find me in the past few months, I guess it must have worried you!
I'm very anxious and worried about you every day, so I can understand your feelings.
And precisely because of understanding, I feel more and more sorry for you, because I can't return to you immediately, and I feel more and more self-blame and helplessness, and I feel very guilty about you.
I hope you know that everything is fine with me, and you don't have to worry about me anymore, and I hope that when you read this letter, you can give you some comfort.
Love you and miss your Chenyi.
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After reading the last sentence, Gong Xiangqin exhaled softly and blinked, only to find that there were some tears flowing down again.
Alas.
Gong Xiangqin wiped away her tears, sighed with tears and laughter, and felt that she had become more and more crying since she was pregnant.
"Knock knock."
At this moment, there was a knock on the door.
"Please come in." Gong Xiangqin hurriedly put away the letter, sat up from the bed, and looked at the door of the house.
"Crying again?" Zhong Yue walked in and saw that her eyes were red, but she was not surprised, and asked, "Did Chen Yi say in his letter when he would come back?" โ
"That's it. At least three months later. Gong Xiangqin frowned slightly, and said: "Chen Yi's body is not good, he can't stand the cold, and the northeast is now cold, so he can't go out at all." What's more, it was a kind old couple who saved him, but the old lady was terminally ill and only had three months to live, and Chen Yi wanted to stay and die for her. โ
"That's exactly what happened." When Zhong Yue heard this, he couldn't help but widen his eyes in surprise, muttered for a while, and said: "The two old men saved Chen Yi's life, Chen Yi stayed for an extra month or two, and it is also appropriate to do his filial piety for the old man!" โ
Gong Xiangqin nodded, a little distracted.
Seeing her like this, Zhong Yue was really worried that she wanted to go to the Northeast to find Zhang Chenyi regardless of her body, so she grabbed her hand and said with some stern words:
"You are now pregnant with children, twins, heavy body, long distance to the northeast, harsh climate, poor conditions, you can't go over, your body can't stand it! I will ask the people who are still over there to send more things to the two old men and Chen Yi, and I will also help take care of them. What do you think? โ
"Mom, I didn't think about it. I want to see Chen Yi, but now I have to be a mother, and I have to take care of the two little babies in my belly. Gong Xiangqin said with a smile: "Knowing that he is okay and can receive his letters, I am very satisfied and happy." โ
"If only you weren't confused!" Zhong Yue smiled reassuringly, thought about it and asked, "How is Chen Yi's body?" Why don't you send a doctor over and take a look? โ
Chen Yi said that the one who saved him was a doctor, and he took care of him very carefully. I don't think I need to, but let the people over there ask if they are short of any medicine, and they will help send some over. Gong Xiangqin couldn't help but think of Zhen Lao again, if she could let Zhen Lao take the pulse for Chen Yi, she would also feel more at ease.
However, Zhen Lao is old and can't move around, this idea is obviously not good, and Gong Xiangqin had to put it on hold.
"You've been lying down for a long time, get up and get something to eat." Zhong Yue patted her on the shoulder and teased her: "Only after you have eaten enough can you have the strength to reply to the letter." โ
Gong Xiangqin smiled a little embarrassedly.
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Northeast.
"Ahem, ahem, Xiaoyi, your family is too polite, why do you bring so many things, we can't finish eating." The old lady pointed to the piles of things with her cane and coughed.
"Auntie, this is a little heart, thank you for saving me and taking care of me so much. Let's finish eating these and let them deliver them, so don't worry about this. Zhang Chenyi stepped forward and helped her sit on the chair next to her, smoothing her down and allowing her to rest.
"It's good to have found your family. I see that you are crazy with joy, and the eldest lady is also happy when she looks at it, haha......" The old lady looked at Chen Yi with a smile.
After a while, she grabbed his hand again and said very reluctantly: "When you are well and want to leave, you have to talk to me, don't leave without any movement." Auntie wants to send you well. โ
"Auntie, it's too early for us to talk about leaving, the old man said that if I want to be healthy in the future, it's best to wait until the spring is warm and the snow melts before leaving. I have now contacted my family to let them know that I am safe and sound, and I am not so anxious to leave, so I will listen to my uncle. โ
Zhang Chenyi held her hand and said softly, only saying that he would leave after the snow melted, and now he didn't mention anything about staying here and doing his filial piety for her.
Because he knew that the old lady was kind, and he said that although she was happy, she would never agree.
On the grounds of his body, staying here to accompany her, the old lady can have no psychological burden at all, and can she be truly happy.
"Really? Wait until the snow melts. When the old lady heard this, her eyes lit up, and she said with a smile: "It's cold, the snow melts slowly, and it will take three or four months to finish." You'll be here with me for a few more months. It's good, it's good! โ
Zhang Chenyi also smiled when he saw her so happy.