Two days later, Ling Yuqian was really going to Myanmar, and I was reluctant to grab his hand and said, "Let me go with you." ”

"Fei Chen and Zhai Lin will go with me this time, don't worry so much, I'll be back soon." He took my hand and put it to his lips and kissed it tenderly.

"But I want to go with you." I don't know why I'm so insecure and holding on to him that I won't let go.

"Shallow, I promise you to come back soon, okay?" He caressed my back to soothe.

Eventually, he left, and I stood at the airport for a long time without moving. After a short meeting, we parted again, this time I went to Myanmar I don't know how long it will take to come back, I feel empty, reluctance and worry occupy my heart, lingering.

In the past few days since Ling Yuqian left, I have been restless, and I don't care about doing things at all, although I have spoken with him on the phone a few times, I am still worried about his situation over there.

"Xiaoqian, you see you're wandering again." He Wanwan snatched the document in my hand and pointed to the place where I signed: "Do you see if this still looks like a word?" ”

"You can reprint it." I put down my pen and leaned back in my chair, closing my eyes and rubbing my temples.

"Xiao Qian, didn't I say you, are you? Ling Yuqian has only been gone for a few days, and you have become like this? It's almost lovesick. ”

"I don't know, I'm just worried about him." As I spoke, I felt my heart blocked, as if something bad had happened, and it was very uncomfortable.

"You'd better go back and rest, because if you continue like this, you'll be sick again." She put away her joking tone and made a serious proposal.

I opened my eyes and looked at her and smiled, "It's okay, I'm okay." ”

I had a dream at night, in which Ling Yuqian was covered in blood, I was very scared, but he still gently called me, "Shallow." ”

I tried to touch him, but he disappeared out of thin air.

"Ah Qian!"

When I opened my eyes, I realized that it was a dream. Because I was afraid to dream of this terrible scene again, I didn't sleep in the second half of the night.

After a few more days, I was even more uneasy, Ling Yuqian's mobile phone couldn't get through, calling Ling Feichen and Zhai Lin were the same, they must have had an accident.

I wanted to go to them, but I didn't know the exact location, so I had to do it in a hurry. Just when I was anxious like ants on a hot pan, they came back. When I saw Ling Feichen and Zhai Lin, but didn't see Ling Yuqian, I thought he wanted to surprise me, he must have wanted to appear in front of me while I wasn't paying attention, but no.

"Where's your eldest brother? Why are you two the only ones coming back? Where is he! I grabbed Ling Feichen, my voice trembling.

He looked at me with sadness in his eyes, and he said, "There was a sudden explosion in our warehouse, and my eldest brother was there at the time......"

"What do you mean?" Not only did my voice tremble, but my body trembled.

"Big brother, he...... He ......"

Zhai Lin took Ling Feichen's words and said, "Under the explosion, all the goods are gone, and Yu Qian is gone. ”

Listening to his words, I only felt suffocated for breath, and I fainted in the darkness in front of my eyes.

When I woke up again, I thought it was just a dream I had, and I saw He Wanwan come in and ask her, "Wanwan, Ah Qian, are they back?" ”

She was stunned for a moment, put down the porridge in her hand and said to me: "Xiao Qian, I know you don't want to face the reality, but Ling Yuqian is really dead, they say that there is no body left at the scene." ”

I covered my ears and yelled at her, "No! You're lying to me, you're all lying to me! ”

How could I believe that Ling Yuqian died like this, he also said that he would remarry me when he came back this time, he would not die, let alone leave me.

"Xiaoqian, you have to accept the reality, he is really dead." He Wanwan looked at me with a sad face, "I don't think he wants to see you like this, and you are pregnant, do you know?" ”

Silent on the edge of pain, I looked at her in a daze, "What did you say?" ”

"You're pregnant, and the doctor says it's been almost two months......"

I was deaf in both ears and could no longer hear what she was saying, so I reached out and stroked my lower abdomen, and Ling Yuqian's face appeared in front of me. Why is this happening, just when I want to go with Ling Yuqian, why did God give me another child?

He Wanwan said to me: "The doctor said that you have stopped taking medicine for a long time, so this child can be born as long as you keep your mood comfortable." ”

"Even a kid can't be as important to me as he is to me!" I cried out loud after I finished speaking, and I wanted to vent all my emotions. He Wanwan hugged me and comforted, "Xiaoqian, this child is his, you can't say that." For him, can you live well? ”

I don't know how long I cried that day until I fainted.

I woke up in the hospital, surrounded by the smell of disinfectant water, and I looked at the ceiling as if it were a soulless body.

"Xiaoqian, you're awake."

He Wanwan came in and put down the water bottle, and then said to me: "I tell you, it's good to vent your emotions, you can't do it again next time, it's very bad for the baby, you know?" ”

I ignored her, and her motionless appearance made her a little angry, and she turned my face and said seriously: "You have to cheer me up for this child, understand?" This is Ling Yuqian's only child, you should love him even more. ”

Thinking of Ling Yuqian, I couldn't cry anymore, and I wanted to speak, but my throat was so dry and painful.

"Now you know it's uncomfortable, right? It's no wonder that I cried for so long yesterday. She said so, poured me a glass of water, and then lifted me up and slowly fed it into my mouth.

After being soaked in water, my throat is slightly better.

"Xiaoqian, are we okay for this child?" She flattened me and said distressedly, "We don't want to see you look half-dead, so you must get better." ”

I endured the pain in my throat and said with difficulty: "I don't believe he's dead, I'm going to find him......"

Although Ling Yuqian's hope of surviving the Big Bang was slim, I never believed that he was dead. I'm going to look for him until I find him.

He Wanwan listened to my words, and sighed helplessly, "Okay, wait until you get well and then go to him, it's better to have a hope than you look like this." ”

When Ling Xueqi and Ling Feichen came to see me, they told me that my grandfather was overhearted when he heard the news of Ling Yuqian's death and was hospitalized. I was very worried, so I asked them to help me up and go to his hospital room.

When I came to Mr. Ling's ward, everyone in the Ling family was there, and I saw that he closed his eyes, had a ventilator, and had many tubes inserted in his body. I was so uncomfortable that I sat down and took his old and thin hand and called him, "Grandpa"

He opened his eyes, looked at me with cloudy eyes, and said with difficulty, "Xiao Qian...... I'm afraid Grandpa won't be able to see ...... My great-grandchildren...... Son......"

"No, grandpa, you can definitely see it." My nose was sore and my eyes were astringent.

He grabbed my hand weakly, "My old bones...... Early...... Should go...... Nothing to be sad about...... ......"

"No, grandpa, you will live a hundred years." At this moment, I hated myself for being so useless, I couldn't stop Ling Yuqian from going to Myanmar, and I couldn't stop Old Man Ling's serious illness, so I could only watch him close his eyes, but there was nothing I could do.

His hand let go of mine, hanging limply, as he listened to the vital signs on those instruments slowly disappear, and the people behind him called him sadly at the same time.

"Grandpa!"

"Dad!"