Chapter 103: Don't forget to remember
It was like he had put some kind of spell on me, and I lifted my front foot, and he followed with his back foot, and suddenly he said to me, "It's okay, that's how I came here."
This is the most healing word I have ever heard, and I instantly feel as if I am not alone, and it still resonates.
His purple clothes were not only purple, but also had some auspicious cloud patterns sewn on them with silver fairies, and I touched the auspicious cloud patterns on his clothes with my hand.
He wondered, "What's wrong?" ”
I said, "Have you always done this or have you changed your clothes today?" ”
He said calmly: "It has always been so. ”
Maybe it's not a good thing to be busy striding forward, and I even neglected the person closest to me, and I couldn't even figure out if there was a pattern on his clothes for so many years.
Zhong Kui's face was blurred, I couldn't even remember whether he had double eyelids, and I didn't dare to look up at him due to my inferiority complex over the years, missed the moment when my eyes met, and missed the opportunity to seriously engrave his face in my heart, and I had forgotten it.
I always feel bad, so I want to be a very good person. In fact, it has nothing to do with emotional matters whether you are powerful or not, I have to admit that if a person has denied you, then the indifference in the bones cannot be changed.
Lu Juan stood in the temple early in the morning, he stood with his hands in his hands, and the moment I pushed the door, he happened to turn around, and he had been waiting for a long time. He had a shallow smile on his face and said that to me.
The instinct in my heart is that you happen to be there when I need it. The ice in my heart has been accumulating for a long time, and Lu Juan has opened a copy of my life.
I had another world, and the past was a dream, and it wasn't me, and I just met them, and it all started with black and white impermanence.
I wore a light veil with a hat, and the light veil that hung down from the hat covered the right side of my face, and the red flower on the other side was covered, and everything was as if nothing had happened, and I didn't have that scar.
But a scar is a scar, and just because it's covered doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
I asked Lu Juan: "Why did I have sores on my face back then?" ”
"Why is Zhong Kui coming to me again now?"
"Why wasn't it you who brought me to the underworld in the first place?"
"Why do I have to finish the affairs of the fox clan when I cultivate immortals?"
I asked a lot of questions. He just quietly put the goggles on my hand and said, "It's safer to carry it." ”
I said, "You know, but you won't tell me." I looked at him and said seriously: "Judge Lu, I know that I am a must-move in your plan, but I don't want to be kept in the dark." ”
He didn't answer, just picked up the heart shield in my hand: "Hey, do you know what this is for?" He said to himself, "This treasure can save your life if necessary." "He helped me put it on, and the emerald green goggles were so heavy that they felt heavy.
I said, "Why are you running away from my question?" ”
He patted me on the shoulder: "I'm afraid that my friends won't have to do it in the future." ”
I count as a pawn, but not an ordinary pawn, I am a pawn with his feelings. In fact, it is not a chess piece, those are his inevitable choices.
I suddenly realized that every step I took, every little injury, was related to him, and he stabbed and mended at the same time.
I was not in a good mood, I lowered my voice and asked, very cautious: "Lu Ju, what are your plans next, tell me about it, so that I can be prepared." I forced myself to laugh, looking like I didn't care, which can be regarded as a kind of flattery, because the only thing I believe in is his Lu judgment, if he leaves, there is really nothing to believe: "It's to discuss with the wolf clan, you know that I will suffer from heart-gouging, so you came to give me a heart guard?" ”
I asked with a cold face, "Which step was not planned for me by you?" ”
"Isn't it you who chooses?" He asked rhetorically.
I nodded, "It's true that I chose myself, but I don't have a choice." ”
"That's how you wear these goggles." Then he motioned with his arm for me to spread it, removed the goggles, and said, "I'm just afraid you'll get hurt." Then he put the heart shield on my hand, and then his big hand held mine, tightening it little by little, "You put it away carefully, I can't protect you all the time, then protect myself, I can only do this." ”
I envy the world, and raising my eyebrows and white head is the scene of my life. At present, this seemingly endless life is also tasteless, and we are just empty of skin and thoughts, because we can't be the master of everything, and everything is inferior.
I felt flustered, but I didn't know why.
……
As soon as I said goodbye to the temple, I panicked, because I couldn't do anything, so I went to the underworld to find Lu Ju, I just didn't expect it to be such a 'grand scene.' ’
He was drunk, his chest was open, and he lay directly on his back on the stone bed, and in the crook of his arm was a girl, and he saw me and said: It seems that I am really drunk, and I actually saw Ah Di.
He shoved the girl down, and with a 'plop' sound, the water in the hot spring splashed me. "I hate the smell of you, the incense powder is too heavy, so let you bring me a cup of tea, what are you doing lying in my arms."
The girl was aggrieved all of a sudden, she wiped her face, I saw that it was the one who taught him to cook, she frowned: "I served tea and water, you asked me to help you to the bed, but you are too heavy, who knew that your body would press my clothes!" She looked at me as a savior, came out of the hot spring pool, and pulled me to complain: "The moment the girl looked at you, I thought I met a savior, I went first, and Lord Lu will explain it to you." ”
This situation and this scene are so familiar. It's like the day he dug my heart.
Before I could say yes, the girl hurriedly thanked me and ran away.
I took out my goggles and put them on immediately.
The scary thing about feelings is two words: care.
It's a kind of shackle, you pretend to be indifferent on your face, but you can't hide the sourness in your heart at all.
He was quiet and fell asleep all the time.
I cast a spell and conjured up a small bench and sat on the ground, staring at him. His long eyelashes covered his eyes, and the moment his pure face was still, he felt that he was very gentle, and he also had that need to be protected on his face.
I've seen him all of his appearances - childish and cute, mature and sensible, irritable, gentle and elegant. He's complex, but it's also simple.
I can't figure out his temperament, I don't understand his preferences, and I don't even know what the reason for what he does. But I know he doesn't have any bad intentions.
When I picked up the quilt at the foot of his bed and put it on him, he said in a whisper, "Don't think about it. ”
I looked at him and thought it was a little funny, he was lying on his back like a child, restless, and holding a pillow. I teased him, "Do you know who I am?" Why should I be fooled? ”
He frowned: "Don't make trouble, you are a woman, you have a lot of questions, how can you keep asking me questions on weekdays." ”
I sat on the edge of his bed and asked, "Why do you drink?" ”
The stone bed was large, and he was holding his pillow on the side of the water, some distance away from me.
"Yes."
"Are you afraid I'll think too much?"
"Hope." He sat up, his eyelids twitching: "Why aren't you moved, don't you have a heart?" ”
"Don't you know if I have me?" I asked rhetorically.
Communication is really a sharp weapon, and I shouldn't say that.
He seemed to think of something, and began to say again, "I'm sorry." ”
I was helpless: "I don't mean you swallowed my heart." ”
He suddenly quieted down and looked at me quietly: "Ah Di, I'm not drunk, and I'm not drunk. ”
"I know." I reassured him, his face was red, his eyes were not as energetic as before, and he was visibly drunk.
I asked, "Since you have drunk this wine, don't you drink it to help you and relieve your sorrows?" What are you?" I sighed: "Judge Lu, I told you that I hope that the first thing that comes to mind when you encounter something difficult is me." Why don't you say anything, you have to carry everything yourself?"
He smiled: "Aren't you unhappy, I don't want to burden you." ”
I also smiled: "Don't worry, I'll be happy when I see you unhappy." ”
He said, "What you say is a loss of conscience. ”
I said, "So tell me if you have anything." ”
He said, "Ah Di, I can't accompany you anymore, because I find that I can't afford to be happy at the moment, and I'm not very happy myself." ”
He said that the reason why I couldn't continue to be with me was because I couldn't find that I couldn't be happy. But Lu Ju, having you is my happiness.
What I was worried about happened: "Lu Ju, but for me, it is my happiness to have you by my side." I'm tired, you're tired, let's take off our armor in front of each other. ”
Later, I learned that it was the Emperor of Heaven who had made a difference, and he came forward to help the fox clan settle everything, because of the respect for the god Nuwa. The immortal family has the most important face, and the king of the demon world can only be the nine-tails.
Immortals, demons, demons, humans, and the four worlds seem to be scattered, but in fact they are a whole, all centered on the immortal family. The hands of the immortal family are pervasive, and now only the demon clan is still independent.
The king of the world is called the Son of Heaven, and he also respects these immortals all the time. The king of the demon clan is also barely considered a 'nepotism' with the immortals, only the demon is the devil.
Lu Juan told me the original matter: "The road ahead is difficult, your identity can't be hidden from the Emperor of Heaven, in addition to taking care of the face of the immortal family this time, he also wants to meet you for a while." ”
I asked, "He already knows?" ”
Actually, there will be such a day. He has clairvoyance, he has ears to the wind, the Four Realms, and the Three Realms are all his own family, how can I hide my affairs?
He said, "Got it, I have to leave." Do you remember how many of your lives you had?"
I replied earnestly: "Dead three times, six left." ”
He touched my face, and suddenly became serious: "Ah Di, no matter what happens in the future, please remember that I treated you more sincerely than anyone else in the past." ”
Holding back tears, I smiled and said, "I know." ”
If parting is a necessity, then I have to be brave, I don't want to let this hold him back.
He said, "Remember everything I tell you, and take away everything that is given to you." ”
I nodded, smiling brightly: "You have it, it's like explaining what happened later." ”