285 Thoughts
The train started and moved steadily.
Luo Xiyun sat on the chair, thinking about the bits and pieces of getting along with Chen Xu in the past two months, and his face turned pale for a while.
"What's wrong with you, are you not feeling well?" Chen Xu next to him asked with concern.
When Luo Xiyun heard his words, not only did he not feel relieved, but his heart was even more panicked.
Chen Xu has changed, and she is about to lose her knowledge.
Why didn't you find out earlier?
No, she actually noticed it, but she thought that Chen Xu's change was brought about by those two women, and she felt very angry about it.
What kind of person Chen Xu was in the past, I'm afraid no one knows better than her. Because in a word, you can ignore her for a few months in the environment of the end times, she has a stubborn personality, a bit of machismo, and her temper is not good, and she will not coax people.
However, this time when he entered the dream realm, he simply changed as a person. That kind of care and thoughtfulness is something he has never shown. No matter what kind of cold face she put on, the smile on his face never changed.
In the past, Chen Xu would have been angry with her attitude, even if he wouldn't lose his temper at her, he would treat her with the same cold attitude.
A person's personality does not change just because it changes. Generally, only after experiencing inner pain will change a little bit. She has experienced this firsthand.
Chen Xu has changed so much that it is completely like two people. She couldn't imagine what kind of pain and suffering he had experienced in his heart to make him like this.
Thinking of this, Luo Xiyun only felt that his heart hurt terribly.
"Why is your face so pale? Are you sick? Chen Xu asked a little anxiously, and at this time he couldn't care about it, and reached out to touch her forehead, "I'll take you to the doctor." ”
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"She's fine, she should be too tired."
In the medical laboratory, Feng Lin, the only doctor, examined Luo Xiyun and said, "Go back and have a good rest, and you will get better soon." ”
When Chen Xu heard her say this, he was half relieved, looked at Luo Xiyun lying on the hospital bed, saw that her face was still pale, and asked, "Did you sleep badly at night?" ”
Luo Xiyun's eyes kept looking at him, and he shook his head when he heard this.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" Chen Xu finally couldn't help but ask, from just now, Luo Xiyun's eyes looked at him a little wrong, he seemed to be a little sad, he felt very abnormal.
Luo Xiyun looked into his eyes and asked, "How did you come here when you were here alone?" ”
"Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"
"I want to know."
"If I'm alone, it's mainly about work and study."
It was rare for her to ask about him, and Chen Xu was also happy to talk more, "At the beginning, I was cultivating some first-level biochemical people, so I could only do some rough work, and I had to do a lot of things myself, so I was very busy." As long as you get busy, time flies very quickly. ”
Luo Xiyun asked again, "Do you feel lonely?" ”
"Sometimes, especially when one is quiet. As you know, I usually don't sleep much, and for a while, I almost lost sleep. Later, it was also adjusted. ”
"Do you feel like you've changed?"
Chen Xu was a little surprised and said, "No, I really don't think I've changed anywhere." ”
"But there must be a reason for that. Where do you think I've changed? For the better, or for the worse? ”
Luo Xiyun didn't answer this question and continued, "It's been more than three years since you entered this dream, how long have you been with them?" ”
This is the second time she has asked about Yang Jinxia and Bai Jinxuan today, Chen Xu was a little puzzled, "Why do you suddenly ask this?" ”
"Can't you say that?"
"Not really, probably seven months."
In the first year and a half, Chen Xu was too busy to find Yang Jinxia and the two of them, and after picking them up, it was time to go offline.
Within a few days, Bai Tiexuan went offline. Then, Yang Jinxia stayed for about half a month, and then went offline.
Later, Bai Jinxuan re-launched and stayed for about half a year. That adds up, that's almost seven months.
Luo Xiyun's face changed again, "That is to say, you have been here alone for two and a half years......"
At this time, Chen Xu probably guessed the reason for her abnormality, and said with a smile, "Actually, it's nothing, at least there are robots here, and cyborgs, who can chat, unlike last time, we couldn't even find an animal." ”
Luo Xiyun listened to him comfort himself, but his heart became even more uncomfortable.
Seeing that she was silent, Chen Xu said, "I'll send you back." ”
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After that day, Chen Xu obviously felt that Luo Xiyun's attitude had changed a lot, he was no longer as cold as before, and when he chatted, he could be regarded as talking and laughing.
This is undoubtedly a huge step forward. Let him see a glimmer of light.
However, he is not in a hurry and intends to play steadily.
The previous few dreams were all half a year, and there was a shorter three months, and it didn't feel obvious. This time, after more than three years in the dream world, he became more patient.
In such an environment, he has more time to think about his life.
Counting, plus the time in the dream, he is already in his thirties. I've been through so many things, and my view of many things is really different from before.
Still, he didn't feel like he had changed.
"What's wrong?"
One day at noon, the two were eating, and Luo Xiyun put down the chopsticks in his hand when he saw Chen Xu halfway through eating, and asked.
Chen Xu didn't hide it from her, "It's a bit urgent." "A red light on the opposite wall came on, it was a signal from the control center, a red light, which meant that the matter was urgent and he needed to go over and deal with it immediately.
Luo Xiyun said, "Then you can go." ”
"Well, you eat slowly." Chen Xu stood up and left.
Luo Xiyun looked at the back of him leaving, his face was a little uneasy, and he lost his appetite, sat for a while, got up and went into the kitchen, and covered the food with a lid.
Chen Xu had a large amount of food, he only ate half of it just now, and he was definitely not full.
She sat down on the couch, put the pillow in her arms, supported her chin with her hands, and stared at the doll pattern on the sofa pillow opposite.
At first, she wondered, what could it be, could there be any enemy? Or something went wrong.
This month, Chen Xu has been with her for more and more time, and only when she is studying, will she deal with some base affairs. Usually, the two are together, mainly chatting.
It was the first time that Chen Xu left suddenly in the middle of eating like this, and it must be a very urgent matter.
"Could it be the two of them?"
Suddenly, such a thought flashed through her heart, and her heart tightened.
Immediately, I felt that it was wrong, I was already in a relationship with him, what if they came?
Moreover, if he is accompanied, he can go offline.
No, she can't just leave, it will seem that she has a weak heart, why should she go, they should be the ones with a weak heart, they are the third party, and the fourth person......
Thoughts crossed her mind.