The ward fell into a deathly silence, I closed my eyes, endured the throbbing pain in my heart and said, "Ling Yuqian, have you been playing tricks on me from the beginning. ”

I'd rather I was wrong than that nothing happened. I didn't want to lose him, but God was playing with me again.

"Shallow, are you angry with me? Do you blame me for not arriving in time for your birth? He gently stroked my hair and continued: "Your due date has not yet arrived, I really didn't expect you to give birth early, forgive me, okay?" ”

He opened his eyes and looked at him: "Forgive?" ”

His eyes were full of tenderness, and he couldn't see a little weakness in his heart: "Don't be angry, okay?" I can put the company's affairs aside and stay with you until you annoy me. ”

I must have been very happy before, but now I just think that he is so good to me in order to hide his relationship with Li Shiran.

"No, I don't want to go on like this, let's break up." I didn't dare to look into his eyes after saying this, and turned my back to him.

He didn't seem to expect me to talk like this, and was silent for a while before he spoke: "Shallow, what are you talking about?" ”

"Let's break up." After I finished speaking, tears came out of my eyes, and although it hurt to leave him, I didn't want to continue playing with them.

He wrenched my body, stared into my eyes, and said in a deep voice: "What are you talking about stupidly, why did you break up?" Is it just for this purpose? ”

"Isn't that enough?" I thought he was referring to himself and Li Shiran, and I was even more annoyed at the moment, so I pushed his hand away and said loudly: "Ling Yuqian, I admit that I love you very much, but it doesn't mean that I will always let you trample on this love!" I can understand the relationship between you and Li Shiran before, but you shouldn't have slept with her when I was about to give birth! ”

Ling Yuqian listened to my words, frowning, "Who did you listen to?" ”

"I saw it with my own eyes!" Because I was exerting too hard, I felt a terrible pain under my body, and after a while, I felt that something was flowing out, and when I lifted the quilt, I saw that my legs and bed were covered in blood.

Just as my face turned pale, Ling Yuqian called out to the doctor, and I was sent to the operating room.

I woke up in a daze and found Ling Yuqian lying on the edge of the bed asleep. Looking at his quiet sleeping face, when he wanted to touch it, he stopped in mid-air and hesitated to take it back.

The cry of a child came from the stroller next to me, and I struggled to sit up from the bed and hold the child in my arms, smiling slightly at the corner of my mouth. Is this my child? With a small face and a small body, he looks like a little old man, not very good-looking.

The child's cry woke Ling Yuqian up, he got up and made a glass of milk and handed it to me, "The child is hungry, feed him." ”

I didn't answer, watching him cry louder and louder, frowning. Thinking that most mothers breastfeed themselves, I lifted my clothes and fed him.

But the next second I retreated, it hurt......

But for the sake of the child, he gritted his teeth and persevered.

But he didn't seem to suck much for a long time, and I couldn't do it in a hurry.

Ling Yuqian took the child over, put the pacifier in his mouth and sucked it non-stop.

After feeding, he put the baby back in the crib and said to me, "I'm worried that you won't be able to stand breastfeeding, so let's feed formula." ”

I didn't speak, but I still wished I could feed myself.

I didn't say a word to him that night until the next night, when he came to see me.

When Ling Yuqian went out, she said to me, "Xiaoqian, I saw Ling Yuqian and Li Shiran again last night. ”

My heart twitched, and I watched Xiao Lingyang be silent for a long time. Ling Yuqian went out to find Li Shiran last night after I fell asleep, which made me very uncomfortable, did he really think I didn't care? Are all those gentle and considerate fake?

In the past few days, Ling Yuqian has taken care of me meticulously, and he didn't say a word about breaking up that day, as if it didn't happen at all. I accepted his care, but I already had a plan in my heart.

I knew that Ling Yuqian would not allow me to take the child away, so I could only say goodbye without saying goodbye.

When Ling Yang was full moon, I secretly took Ling Yang to the departing train, and my steps were heavy. It's painful to make such a decision, but I don't want my children to live in that kind of environment.

The mobile phone rang, and it was Ling Yuqian calling. I hesitated and answered.

"Shallow, where did you take Yang Yang? Tonight, I asked Mama Zhou to cook a lot of your favorite dishes. After the Ling badminton was finished, my tears fell uncontrollably, I looked at Ling Yang who was asleep in my arms and said: "I know that the person you love is always Li Shiran, I will go far away with the child, you can rest assured." ”

Ling Yuqian listened to my words, and his voice was urgent and gloomy, "Where are you now?" ”

"I'll bless you, but I won't give it to you." After saying this, he hung up.

wiped away his tears, looked at the scenery outside the car window, and couldn't help hugging Ling Yang.

This time, there's really no going back.

In the station. I met Jiang Yanlin, and he saw me coming over and said, "Ling Yuqian has already sent people to look for you everywhere, why should you leave him." ”

I don't know how he found me, hugged Ling Yang and took two steps back, "How do you know my journey." ”

"I'm just worried about you, Ling Yuqian won't let you go easily, he has already arranged people at stations all over the place."

His words shocked me, Ling Yuqian arranged people so quickly, is it because of Ling Yang? Sure enough, he wouldn't let me take Ling Yang away.

"If you really don't want to go back, come with me." After Jiang Yanlin finished speaking, he grabbed my wrist, "Trust me." ”

At this time, Ling Yang suddenly cried, and had no choice but to leave with Jiang Yanlin.

When I came to Minda City again, I was still familiar with everything here. Thinking of what happened when he had amnesia before, Jiang Yanlin was a little embarrassed.

Jiang Yanlin asked me to stay at his home temporarily, but I refused. He just smiled helplessly, helped me rent a house, and said that I could find him for anything.

He glanced at Ling Yang on the bed and said, "Why don't I help you find a confinement sister-in-law, so that you can also relax." ”

"No, I can bring him myself." I didn't think about refusing, now Ling Yang was only at ease in my hands.

"Alright then, be careful yourself, and call me anytime you have something." He finished and left.

Staring at Ling Yang, his eyes blurred. He looks very much like Ling Yuqian, especially his eyes and mouth, so small and so similar, no matter how big it is, it is a small copy of him.

"Wow......"

Just as I was distracted, he burst into tears.

After changing the diaper, he stopped a lot, and his two little hands fluttered, looking very cute.

"Yangyang, from now on, we will depend on each other, you must be obedient, you know?" I didn't care if he could understand or not, and I talked a lot to him.

I kept telling myself in my heart: Yang Qian, start over, forget all the unhappy things. But is it really that easy to forget?