Chapter 209: Protection is a double-edged sword
Although Gong Qianhan was jealous, he still said, "It's good that you know." â
"But I betrayed her." Zhang Xiaoxing's hands held the milk tea cup: "I miss the past very much, and I want to reconcile as before." But I know that I don't have the qualifications anymore. Five years ago, Xiaomi gave up going to the British Imperial Royal Academy for me, and I know it. I could have persuaded her to leave, but I was selfish enough to persuade her to stay. â
That year, the stars were like a sea.
Twelve-year-old An Xiaoxiao and Zhang Xiaoxing sat on a rocker on the balcony.
Zhang Xiaoxing pointed to the stars in the sky and counted them one by one.
An Xiaomi suddenly asked: "Xiaoxing, if I go abroad, will you support me?" â
Zhang Xiaoxing's hand paused, and there was a strong reluctance in his eyes.
"Xiaomi won't go abroad." Zhang Xiaoxing showed a sweet smile: "Because you said that you will always be by my side and protect me." â
The loss of concentration in An Xiaomi's eyes flashed, she blinked her big eyes, and reached out to put her arm around Zhang Xiaoxing's shoulder: "As long as Xiaoxing still needs my protection, even if there is a good opportunity, I will not leave you." â
After An Xiaomi left, Zhang Xiaoxing counted the stars on the balcony alone.
As she counted, she cried.
At that time, she confessed over and over again in her heart: Xiaomi, forgive me for my selfishness, I really can't bear you.
"She, she gave up her great future for me. Obviously such a good friend, obviously so gentle. I forgot what I was trying to do. Recalling this, Zhang Xiaoxing's tears were like rain with a broken thread: "When I was twelve years old, although I left her, I regretted it very much in my heart. At the age of seventeen, I grew to hate her. Hate her for being overprotective, leaving me without friends. hating her for being so strong made me lose the independence I should have. â
An Xiaomi's protection has become a double-edged sword.
The good thing is that she grows in a greenhouse. The bad thing is that she doesn't have any friends other than An Xiaomi.
Gradually, these emotions turned into anger.
And Li Feng's overtures made her lose herself. She fell into the other party's sweet words, knowing that he was An Xiaomi's boyfriend, but she accepted his pursuit and started an underground relationship.
After crying for a long time, Zhang Xiaoxing took out a bank card and pushed it in front of Gong Qianhan: "There are 200,000 here, I asked my parents to talk, and they agreed to lend it to An Xiaomi and let her study abroad." That's the only thing I can do for her. â
Gong Qianhan was very surprised: "Since you said you hate her, why do you want to support her?" â
"I have no right to hate her, everything she does is for me, it's me who is too narrow-minded. And now, I've figured it out. Zhang Xiaoxing continued: "I have always understood the truth that the broken mirror will not be reunited, and I don't pray that our friendship can return to the beginning. She has been hurt countless times for me, and now it's time for me to repay her. â
"You should give it to her personally."
"If I gave it, she wouldn't have asked for it." Zhang Xiaoxing shook his head and smiled bitterly: "I know, you are very close to Xiaomi, please transfer this money to her." â
After Gong Qianhan hesitated for a while, he put away his bank card: "Okay, I'll give it a try, if she doesn't accept it, I'll pay it back to you." â
"Thank you, Mr. Gong."
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After Gong Qianhan and Zhang Xiaoxing separated, he looked at the bank card in a daze.
Girls' friendship is really strange, and they always like to express their feelings around the bush.
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