Chapter Thirty-Eight: I Only Have One Sentence That I Won't Regret
"What does the title of the song mean? Shouldn't the title of the song be I Love You, Am I Willing? Li Xinxin asked Lin Wanxiang puzzled.
Lin Wanxiang was also stunned, she stared at Qiu Yuan standing on the stage with wide eyes, from this moment on, Qiu Yuan's eyes no longer looked at her, but looked up at the spotlight in the distance.
Yes, what does it mean to be fulfilled? Shouldn't you confess now? It's like the upbeat love song of "Simple Love".
But no, when Qiu Yuan picked up the microphone, the audience heard the sound of a tactful and low cello.
This prelude is not a prelude to a confessional song, it is very sad.
Behind Qiu Yuan, the display screen on the stage already showed the lyrics of the first line of the song.
"Watching you and him walk up to me, smiling and saying long time no see."
When Qiu Yuan sang the first lyrics, the original discussion under the stage also stopped abruptly, Qiu Yuan's singing echoed throughout the party, and the ethereal psychedelic and gentle singing voice seemed to tell a small thing that could not be smaller.
Just the first lyrics, Qiu Yuan's singing conquered all the people present.
But more people are tasting the meaning of the lyrics, 'You and him? 'Who the hell is this singing?'
Some people who didn't understand were a little confused, but Shi Fangzheng understood the song in an instant.
She covered her mouth with her hands and looked at Lin Wanxiang and Bai Xingchuan.
"Xiao Wan..."When Shi Fang was about to say something, Qiu Yuan had already continued the story.
"If it hadn't been for my fulfillment, would you still be hovering in the same place today..."
The moment the second lyric was sung, everyone understood that this was indeed a confessional love song, nothing more than a confession of a loser in love.
No... No, it's not a loser.
"Not for barely ridiculous dignity." When Qiu Yuan sang this sentence, her eyes looked at Lin Wanxiang again, as well as the cup of red bean porridge that she no longer knew where to throw it.
"All the sorrow is left on the day of the breakup, and it may not always be considered to be fully loved." When Qiu Yuan sang this, he quickened his tone: "The fulfillment of one person is better than the entanglement of three people." ”
The fulfillment of one person is better than the entanglement of three people.
This lyric, which seems to be free and easy, seems to be telling something, instantly grabbed the hearts of all the listeners.
Even those seniors with similar emotional experiences had completely frozen their expressions, either covering their chests, or tears began to overflow from the corners of their eyes.
Fulfill? Who wants to make it happen... Like a girl or like a boy, and that person in the world doesn't want to keep him or her by his side? Who wouldn't?
But it can't be done! No way! There are many reasons why you can't do it, you are not good enough, you are not worthy of that girl or boy, but the biggest reason is that she doesn't like you at all, she likes someone better than you.
What can you do? Do you continue to follow her side and fight to the death? It's really ugly to do this, maybe someone will get entangled like this, but how long can it last?
Everyone knows that taking the initiative to let go is the best choice for that girl, no matter how unwilling she is, no matter how uncomfortable she is.
But who in the world can be so free and easy to fulfill the girl they like and be with another person?
"I have paid so many years for your youth, in exchange for a thank you for your fulfillment." Qiu Yuan's next song sang to everyone's hearts again.
My good to you is not so important in your eyes, it is all taken for granted, I will tolerate everything you treat me badly, I don't think there is anything unfair about all this, because I like you.
Even if you have worked hard for so many years, it may not be as simple as a simple love word from the person you like.
Just like Qiu Yuan's next sentence sang.
"He promised you sweet words of the sea oath, I... There is only one sentence of fulfillment without regrets. ”
When Qiu Yuan sang here, there were some not very good homophonies in the cello sound, and when the camera showed Chu Yunzhi, who was playing the cello, she found that she was already in tears.
Qiu Yuan's singing voice is too strong and too strong, the atmosphere of the scene is close to tears, the juniors and seniors are all ages that have experienced all kinds of love, maybe some couples have talked about their seniors from their freshman year, but more people have experienced what it feels like to break up.
Many more people have also experienced what it's like to like a girl and not get it at all.
So let it go, no matter how painful it is, that girl doesn't like you, no matter how persistent you are, it's in vain, and continuing will only make her embarrassed.
But I still love her, I love her to the point of not being selfish, and if my departure can make her live a better life, I am willing to leave and let her go.
Qiu Yuan's "Fulfillment" is unselfish love, I love you more than I love myself.
But is there any unselfish love in the world, can you really forget her freely after leaving the person you like?
It's impossible.
"It has fulfilled your chic and adventurous, and fulfilled my blue sea and blue sky." When Qiu Yuan sang to the climax, some people were already singing with Qiu Yuan.
Because the follow-up lyrics are the same, the seniors below are also studying music, they silently looked at the teleprompter behind them, and they couldn't help but sing along quietly when their emotions were rendered to the right place.
But those seniors sang and gradually understood the feelings contained in Qiu Yuan's singing, as well as Qiu Yuan's current mood.
That is, Qiu Yuan couldn't let go of that girl at all.
"Xiao Wan..." Shi Fangzheng had already covered his mouth and cried, and now Qiu Yuan was really confessing, just the most painful and painful confession.
Qiu Yuan knew that it was impossible for him to be with Lin Wanxiang, so Qiu Yuan chose to let go and sang this song "Fulfillment", which fulfilled Lin Wanxiang and the people who would accompany her in the future, and seemed to be very free and easy to say, 'I'm fine, I actually don't like you, I bless you to be with him'.
But every sentence written in the lyrics of this song is fulfillment, but every sentence sung by Qiu Yuan is not fulfilled!
Shi Fangzheng heard that Qiu Yuan couldn't let go of Lin Wanxiang at all, but he could only let go of her, and there was a feeling of despair in his singing.
This song is really too humble and pitiful, and Qiu Yuan on the stage is the same, but who is not like this on the active side in love?
Qiu Yuan raised his pitch and sang hoarsely as if he was making a final quibble and pretending to be free.
"Fulfill your today and tomorrow, fulfill my next... Summer! ”
The moment he finished singing, Qiu Yuan put down the microphone in his hand, and Shi Fangzheng found that although Qiu Yuan was not crying, there was already light in his eyes, but his eyes never looked at Lin Wanxiang anymore.
Qiu Yuan put down the microphone and pointed to his side, and for a moment the spotlight fell on Zhao Hanwei beside him, who held the bass and gave the audience a perfect bass solo.
This solo completely pushed the atmosphere of the whole singing to the climax, but when the bass solo ended and the atmosphere of the singing reached its climax, the spotlight turned to Qiu Yuan again.
The accompaniment suddenly fell silent, and everything around was quiet.
Qiu Yuan's eyes finally fell on Lin Wanxiang's body again, and then Qiu Yuan sang the next song in the softest voice, as if whispering in Lin Wanxiang's ear.
"I have paid so many years for your youth, in exchange for a word of thank you for your fulfillment..."
Qiu Yuan's singing gradually went down, this was Qiu Yuan's last gentle, gentle telling.
When Qiu Yuan sang here, she could clearly see tears in the corners of Lin Wanxiang's eyes, and she opened her mouth to shout something to Qiu Yuan.
But it was useless, Qiu Yuan turned his head sideways and looked at the girl he had liked again, raising his voice.
Qiu Yuan sang loudly to the audience...
"Fulfill your chic and adventurous! Fulfilled my blue sea and blue sky! ”
The surrounding accompaniment sounded and completely pulled up, pushing the whole song to the climax of the final epilogue.
"He promised you sweet words of the sea oath, and I only have one sentence that I will not regret... Fulfill your today and tomorrow, fulfill my next..."Qiu Yuan raised his hand as he sang this, facing the spotlight as if trying to catch something, and finally sang two words: "Summer..."
When the final lyrics were sung, the sound of the violin echoed throughout the hall, and no one applauded, they were all immersed in the atmosphere of sadness, and the tears of those seniors were the best praise for this song.
But these tears are not all sadness, there are also unwillingness, remorse and... Relief.
When the accompaniment gradually disappeared, someone reacted, and gave applause to Qiu Yuan's perfect "Fulfillment", everyone applauded with tears, Qiu Yuan stood in place and was speechless, and finally bowed deeply to everyone.
"Little evening you... Is he really not considered? Shi Fangzheng's tears couldn't be stopped, and she asked Lin Wanxiang with the last bit of hope.
But Lin Wanxiang didn't answer Shi Fangzheng, she looked at Qiu Yuan who bowed her head on the stage, and suddenly muttered...
"Drink the wine with tears and swallow the white head."
When Lin Wanxiang said this poem, she suddenly couldn't control it anymore and turned around and ran out of the venue.
"Little Night!" Bai Xingchuan wanted to catch Lin Wanxiang, but found that it was too late.
He didn't dare to chase after him, because the expression on Lin Wanxiang's face before she left was obviously emotional.
This made Bai Xingchuan turn his head to look at Qiu Yuan again, Qiu Yuan had already finished bowing and stood up again, he couldn't understand Qiu Yuan's expression, as if he was crying and didn't cry.
But Qiu Yuan took the microphone and asked everyone present.
"Do you want me to sing it again?" Qiu Yuan's inquiry, no one present answered.
If Qiu Yuan sang that kind of very cheerful love song, and could sing it so well, maybe everyone present didn't need Qiu Yuan to ask and shout directly, 'Do it again!' ''Do it again!'' ’
The song "Fulfillment" did give them a feeling of reluctance, but they didn't dare to listen to it anymore, at least not to listen to Qiu Yuan's singing anymore.
Qiu Yuan's interpretation of this song was too perfect, too sad, too poignant, and the seniors under the stage kept wiping their tears, recalling the atmosphere just now and couldn't control their emotions at all.
It can be said that Qiu Yuan sang that everyone present was depressed, and when a person reached his junior or senior year, there may be people who have never been in love, but... Who hasn't had a crush? This song is also a poignant feeling for someone who has a crush.
They now want to hear Qiu Yuan sing "Perfection" again, but they are afraid to hear Qiu Yuan sing "Perfection" again.
"That's all for today, thank you for listening to my song."
Qiu Yuan bowed again and walked off the stage under the gaze of everyone.