Chapter 134: I Miss Her So Much

Thinking of this, Pei Ji'an rubbed his foreheads on both sides irritably.

The means are not as good as people, he admits it.

But when he thought that he had drunk tea and played chess with Duan Qingshu these days, his heart throbbed for a while.

Duan Qingshu's cunning fox.

Every time they met, he probably laughed at his ignorance of Kyoto.

Ah Qin said again, "Qianxi, I'm afraid of startling the snake, so let her not take action for the time being." At present, the news in the palace can only be obtained through other channels. ”

"Now the plan has to be like this, pass the order down, let the secret agents in Kyoto pay close attention to the news of the Prime Minister's Mansion and the Imperial Palace."

"Yes."

Ah Qin took the order and left, Pei Ji'an stood by the window, outside the window at the moment on the moon willows, the evening breeze was slow, and it was a good scenery.

He simply went out, stood alone under the moon, and quietly listened to the sound of insects in the courtyard.

"The landlord doesn't sleep late at night and runs here to blow the wind?"

Xie Lang held the jasper wine jug, walked over gracefully, sat down next to Pei Ji'an, and handed him the wine tiger in his hand.

"Take a bite?"

Pei Ji'an took it without hesitation, raised his head and took a big sip, returned the wine jug to Xie Lang, and said with a smile, "In my impression, Mr. Xie only drinks tea and does not drink, why did he suddenly drink wine?" ”

"Wine can dispel sorrows, but also relieve worries. When I get older, I think wine is better than tea. ”

"Why does Mr. Xie sigh about getting old?"

Pei Ji'an was surprised and said, Xie Lang became famous at a young age, and was invited by Feihong Pavilion to be the resident gentleman in his twenties, and now he is only twenty-five or sixteen years old, and he actually said the word "old" in front of him, which made Pei Ji'an deeply feel that he was really old.

Xie Lang looked up at the moon in the night sky with a smile and did not answer Pei Ji'an's question.

After a while, he suddenly asked, "Zhao Yan has been gone for more than a month, right?" ”

Pei Ji'an was stunned for a moment, not understanding why he asked such a question, and then nodded after thinking about it, "It's been more than a month." The news from over there that Anqing is already in the hands of the Gu family's army, and the next thing to do is to tide over the difficulties with the people and prevent the rebels from other places from attacking. ”

Xie Lang listened, raised the wine jug and took a sip of wine, swallowed the wine with a frown, and saw Pei Ji'an frowning, "Mr. Xie, who said that wine is better than tea, but it seems that Mr. doesn't seem to drink this wine yet." ”

"The wine is good wine, but it's a pity that I ruined it in vain and made the landlord laugh."

"It's not a waste to talk about." Pei Ji'an said, "Does Mr. have anything on his mind?" ”

Xie Lang was stunned for a moment, and looked at the powerful owner of Xunyanlou beside him, when he was in prison six years ago, it was Pei Ji'an who used the power of Xunyanlou to rescue himself, although he did all this for Zhao Yan, but Xie Lang was also grateful to him.

"I can't talk about my heart, but I have some regrets."

"Regrets?"

"The landlord has not married yet, why?"

Pei Ji'an didn't expect Xie Lang's topic to change so abruptly, he pondered for a while, and laughed at himself, "Once the sea was difficult to turn into water." ”

"That sea is General Ji Chen."

This sentence is not an interrogative sentence, but an affirmative sentence.

Pei Ji'an did not refute it, he loved Ji Chen, and more people knew it today than when Ji Chen was still alive.

He smiled, kind of acquiescing.

He wasn't going to hide it.

Even if you say it now, it's useless.

But at the very least, it can relieve the thoughts that can't be dissolved in the heart.

Xie Lang said: "Does she know your heart for her?" ”

"No, she's a person who can fly fearlessly by herself, and my liking will only become a burden to her."

Maybe the moonlight tonight was too beautiful, or maybe Xie Lang's melancholy infected Pei Ji'an, so that Pei Ji'an was not drunk, but he couldn't help but say these words that had been hidden in his heart for many years.

"Besides, I'm five years younger than her, and in her eyes, I've always been that well-behaved and obedient kid who doesn't know anything."

Mingming is only five years old.

She just regarded herself as a junior, not to mention the love of the wind and the moon, and even the friendship of ordinary friends, she never gave herself.

Every time Pei Ji'an heard Pei Lingze call Uncle Zhao Yan, he felt extremely bad in his heart, but no one knew about his "not a taste".

"After all these years, I miss her so much."

After Pei Ji'an said this, he closed his eyes and was silent for a long time, until he felt that Xie Lang handed him a wine jug, he opened his eyes and took it with a smile.

"Unlike my husband, I can drink, and I have been drinking since I was a child."

"Don't call me gentlemanly."

He is a few years younger than Pei Ji'an, although he is Zhao Yan's master, but one yard is one yard, in the past, Pei Ji'an called him so, which can be said to be respect, but now the two of them drink under the moon, quite a sense of sympathy, Xie Lang said, "From now on, I will call you Pei Sange." ”

Pei Ji'an took another sip of wine and said, "Okay, Brother Xie Xian." ”

"Third Brother Pei!"

"Brother Xie Xian just talked about regret." Pei Ji'an smiled and said, "Now that I think about it, when she was still there, I couldn't let her know my mind, which can be regarded as my biggest regret in the past 30 years." ”

As he spoke, he suddenly realized something, looked at Xie Lang with some surprise, and said with a half doubt, "Could it be?" ”

Xie Lang nodded and smiled, and generously admitted, "Not bad." ”

Pei Ji'an's mind spun quickly, and after thinking about everything, he said slowly, "I see." ”

Six years ago, when he heard that Mr. Xie Lang of Feihong Pavilion had angered the emperor and was imprisoned in Tianzi No. 1 Prison, he didn't believe it, that was the sister-in-law of the Xie family, even if the Son of Heaven was dissatisfied with Xie Lang, he had to consider the power of the Xie family.

Until he knew that the emperor's charge on Xie Lang's head was "collaborating with the enemy and treason".

Collaborating with the enemy and treason, it is simply ridiculous in the world, Xie Lang was just a lecturer in Feihong Pavilion at the time, what capital did he have to collaborate with the enemy and commit treason?

It's really a sin that you want to add, and there is no excuse for it.

When Zhao Yan came forward to ask him to find a way to thank Lang, Pei Ji'an didn't think much about it, but said that Zhao Yan was thinking of their master-apprentice relationship.

Now it seems that there is something else besides the love between master and apprentice.

Xie Lang saw Pei Ji'an's sudden realization, and pointed to the moon in the sky and the ground with a smile.

Pei Ji'an couldn't understand, he laughed, pointed at himself, and then pointed at the other party, and said, "Don't worry, God knows this matter, you know and I know, I, Pei Ji'an, will rot this matter in my stomach." ”

It seems that they have shared a little secret relationship together, and there is a tacit understanding between the two.

As soon as Pei Ji'an's voice fell, the two looked at each other and smiled.

Xie Lang held on to the cold stone slab on the ground with confidence, looking at the rising moon in the sky.

In his heart, there is also a moon.

It's just that every time he looks up at the moon, the moon is looking at him, but the moon is also looking at other people.

Xie Lang sighed softly.

Then I'll stop looking at the moon.