There was still half an hour before the departure time, Mu Feng thought about it carefully, he called Xu Yaya out, and he also told Xia Qing about it, after all, he didn't want Xia Qing to be jealous or suspicious, this was also the bottom line in his heart.

"Xu Yaya, if you have to call yourself my fiancée, then I won't teach you that set of exercises anymore, I know that set of exercises is very important to you, so if you continue to say this, even if it is the order of Major General Wu Wei, I will not give this exercise!" Mu Feng said seriously.

After listening to Mu Feng's words, Xu Yaya was a little silent, she didn't know Mu Feng's thoughts, but that set of exercises was really important to their family, since Mu Feng had already said so, of course she had to think about it carefully.

Is it the family rules that are more important, or which exercises are more important?

After thinking for a while, Xu Yaya finally nodded, there was a hint of complexity in her indifferent eyes, others basically wished they would follow them, but Mu Feng was good, he actually wanted to drive her away, Xu Yaya couldn't understand why.

She has never felt love, she doesn't know what feelings are, and she doesn't understand what kind of bond Mu Feng and Xia Qing have, in her eyes, what the family says is everything, and anyone who does something must have a certain purpose.

Until Xu Yaya met Mu Feng, this strange idea of the teenager attracted her attention, but it was just that, because she didn't know Mu Feng's purpose, so she was curious, but she had no other ideas than curiosity.

"Hmm~" Xu Yaya replied with a slight nod.

After seeing her agree, Mu Feng breathed a sigh of relief, although he hadn't made Xu Yaya change his mind now, but at least he had taken a step forward, Xu Yaya was not easy to get rid of, so these things had to come step by step.

At the same time, Xia Qing was also eavesdropping on the conversation between the two of them, and her heart was full of warmth at this time, even if it was a peerless beauty like Xu Yaya, who had a flower and moon appearance, but Mu Feng was not moved, just blindly thinking about Xia Qing's thoughts.

If it is another man, even if Xu Yaya takes a look, I am afraid that her soul will be taken away by her, and only a straight man like Mu Feng can hold back his inner desires, which can also show that Xia Qing's vision is still quite good.

"Hehe, it's still our family's Mu Feng who is good to me!" Xia Qing covered his mouth and thought with a flushed face.

Just after Xu Yaya finished speaking, Mu Feng planned to go back, he had to prepare for going to the place with a large number of mutated plants, although it was very dangerous there, but for Mu Feng, who had the memories of his previous life, as long as he was careful, he would be fine.

"Wait a minute!"

Just as Mu Feng turned around, Xu Yaya suddenly shouted at him again.

"Huh? Anything else? Mu Feng asked puzzledly.

Xu Yaya looked at Mu Feng hesitantly, in fact, there has always been a question in her heart, but no one can answer this question, Xu Yaya has asked many people, but the answers she got are the same, and they are very hypocritical.

She didn't know whether she should say it or not, because once she said it, it would be a question of her family's authority, which made her feel a little guilty after all along obeying the family's arrangement, and Xu Yaya didn't know whether her idea was correct or not.

It's just that after seeing Mu Feng's pure and bright eyes, Xu Yaya finally asked......

"Actually, I always knew that my personality was very paranoid, because what my family told me since I was a child is that the family is greater than everything, and the family rules are greater than everything, I once wanted to resist, but in the end I found that no matter how I resisted, I couldn't change the ending."

"My life, even everything I have, is given by my family, and whenever I think of these things, I feel guilty for the problems in my heart, I don't know what feelings are, and I have never had freedom, I live like a puppet."

"I was really envious of seeing other people running freely in the sunset, but my family told me that this idea was self-degenerating, and they wanted me to be a person who could bring prosperity to the family, and I have always been ......like this since I was a child."

"It's just that although what they said is correct, I have never felt family affection from them at all, and my parents have never cared about me, they say that blindly seeking the care of my parents is just the idea of the weak!"

"Mu Feng, I just want to know what I'm doing all this for? What will I get in exchange for my sacrifice? And is it right or wrong for me to do this? ”

At this time, Xu Yaya stared at Mu Feng's eyes tightly, Mu Feng is different from other men, he has a maturity that is different from his age, and he also has a self-confidence that others do not have, even in this kind of apocalypse, he has not given up his ideals.

What kind of answer would such a strange man give himself?

And this is what Xu Yaya wants to know.

Xu Yaya, who has always been oppressed and squeezed by the family, just today, she finally said the confusion and pain in her heart, if the rest of the family knows, then they will treat Xu Yaya as a betrayer, an unscrupulous descendant who betrayed the family.

However, she knew that this was a very dangerous thing, but Xu Yaya still said it, because she was unwilling, she wanted to know her reasons for doing these things, why the family's orders were greater than everything, and why did she have to listen to them?

Although Xu Yaya looks four or five years older than Mu Feng, her heart is even more confused than Mu Feng, in fact, she has always been very tired and tired, she has given everything for the family, but in exchange for nothing more than a word of praise, or various gifts.

However, were these things really what she wanted?

That's not what she needs, Xu Yaya obviously knows what she needs to do, but she doesn't dare to say it at all, because she is afraid of seeing her parents' disgusted eyes, she doesn't want to be treated as a weakling, and she doesn't want to be abandoned by her parents.

"Why? Why do they all use me as a tool? Why can't everyone understand me? What am I doing wrong? Should I not have been born in the first place, or did I exist for the sake of my family's prosperity? But what is all this for? I'm very confused, I don't know what to do, Mu Feng, tell me, what should I do? ”

As her emotions became more and more excited, Xu Yaya was no longer that cold expression, at this time she was like a girl abandoned by the world, and the people around her thought that her efforts were great, but no one could understand what she was thinking in her heart.

Xu Yaya had questioned her family more than once, but instead of understanding, she was beaten and abused again and again, and those people were laughing at her ignorance, and at the same time, they were laughing at her heart that needed warmth.

Xu Yaya, who had been oppressed for a long time, after she listened to Mu Feng's words, she finally stopped being calm, and even shouted at Mu Feng angrily, just like Mu Feng was one of those people in her family, and now she is no longer the image of the iceberg beauty, she is just a wounded girl.

"Why did all of you abandon me? Why don't all of you understand me? Am I really wrong from birth? Is it also wrong for me to appear in this world? That being the case, then why let me be in this world? Why exactly? She laughed maniacally, and tears flowed down her eyes at the same time.

Sad tears slipped quietly from her delicate face, but she didn't realize that now Xu Yaya just wanted to vent all the bitterness in her heart, what is weak, strong, what is cowardly, what is strong, these are no longer important.

She didn't understand, and she didn't understand what feelings Mu Feng and Xia Qing had, why would Mu Feng reject such a perfect self? It stands to reason that there should be a lot of people like this? Why would anyone still refuse?

If this look is really what the world likes, then what is the purpose of Xu Yaya's life? Just to be liked by people in the world? Or is it used by others as a tool for reproduction, as a tool for the prosperity of the family?

Wrong! None of this is true!

At this time, Xu Yaya had already burst out of her heart, she had never felt the rejection of others, she had never felt that anyone would give up on her for the sake of others, she had always pretended to be very calm, but this time she really collapsed completely.

With tears in her eyes, she cried silently about her dissatisfaction, while holding her hands tightly, Xu Yaya's thin hands with ice muscles like jade bones, and a trace of blood appeared in her soft palms, which was the result of her trying too hard and digging her nails into the flesh.

"Do you really want to know the answer ......?" Mu Feng was silent for a while and said.

"There's no turning back, I have to know the answer!"

Xu Yaya said with certainty, her red eyes couldn't help but feel distressed when she looked at it, what kind of pressure was it...... Can such a beautiful girl become like this? Others don't know and can't think of it.

"Actually, you already have the answer, but you have never dared to face it, always ignoring its existence! Your parents are at least right about one thing, you are indeed cowardly, but your cowardice is ...... It's not daring to face your own heart! Mu Feng sighed and said with a complicated look in his eyes.

"My own ...... Heart? ”

Mu Feng's words made her stunned all of a sudden, Xu Yaya kept repeating this sentence, and Mu Feng's words also completely woke her up, Xu Yaya, who had never found a satisfactory answer, finally got the answer she wanted today.

It turned out that she had always disliked this kind of life, and she had always wanted to resist, but she couldn't find a reason, so she was running away from her true thoughts, and every time this desire to be free appeared, she couldn't help but tremble

However, it was only now that Xu Yaya realized that what she avoided and what she ignored was actually what she really wanted, and now everything around her was false, and it was just a lie she constructed in order to escape.

Now, she finally understands and has figured it out......

"Thank you!" Xu Yaya suddenly showed a smile.

Looking at Xu Yaya's smile, Mu Feng was stunned all of a sudden! Xu Yaya, who is smiling, is even more beautiful and dazzling than her cold!

Now she is very beautiful, with a pointed chin like white jade, blue eyes under her eyebrows, tears but full of smiles, look closely, that look at it carefully, that look at it contains a lot of things, complex and can't help but be excited.

It turns out that this is the real Xu Yaya, it turns out that this is the most beautiful woman in the military region, at the moment when she smiled, it turned out to be so amazing and moving, Xu Yaya, who let go of everything, she is the most beautiful and perfect.