Sorrow twists and turns in our hearts, and the concerns of the authorities seem unconcerned to bystanders, but we are obsessed with it, and the solution is to have the courage to face it, not to curse and complain.

If you're determined to move forward, don't let the past get bogged down. It's inevitable that we meet some people, but in the end it's the ones who are around us that are the most important. Friends or feelings are never a matter of one person.

The tattoo master made me lie flat on the floor, he had a square face, thin lips, not a good look, but good features. The scab on my face has receded, five days ago, my face was wiped clean with saltpeter, and my face was bandaged with pine sap, and now I can finally tattoo the other side flower on my face, I saw him holding a needle and stabbing it in my face, I felt the blood gurgling out, and the master immediately took a sponge in his hand to wipe the blood off my face, and then I watched him put a little salt on my face.

After a long, long time, he gently covered my face with a linen bandage, and said, "Girl, there is our prescription in the medicine bottle, and on the sixth day you will take a feather and apply it to the affected area, and it will be fine in 20 days." ”

I took the medicine bottle, put down the silver tael, and asked, "Is there a mirror?"

At the moment, my clothes and hair are gradually drying out a little, but they are still damp, and it is a good thing to have to say magic.

I stood in front of the dressing mirror and peeked, and found that the traces of the flower on the other side of my face were very obvious, bright red and emerald green, right on the right side of my face.

It covers the scars, but it leaks out the stubbornness in my bones, what we desperately hide, we can't hide, the more we hide, the more obvious it becomes. What others see is an illusion, but it reminds me again and again in my heart.

In fact, the root of the pain is yourself, as long as you don't care, it doesn't matter.

Later, when they met new people, they asked, "Dare to ask the girl's name?" ”

I smiled lightly: "The other side." ”

They will say the same thing: "Is the name because of the flowers on the face?" ”

I still laughed and didn't admit it, I didn't admit it, I didn't have an attitude, it was an attitude, and there was no need to say it. There are really some things that don't have to be told to a lot of people, and everyone either laughs or just doesn't care.

Lu Juan was standing outside the door, and after I went out, he stared at me for a while, but he just didn't make a sound, I saw indifference and alienation in his eyes, and my heart still rolled a little.

He suddenly touched the right side of my cheek and asked, "Why are you so troubled, that scar is not very obvious." He frowned: "Does it hurt?" ”

I said, "It doesn't hurt." ”

I took a warm hot bath, changed into clean clothes, tattooed the other side flower I wanted to tattoo the most, and blocked the scar on my face. This is probably a rebirth, psychological.

In fact, goodbye is inevitable, because only you yourself are imprisoned in the same place, all the things that make you painful are the illusion of your own incompetence, we have no way to change the appearance of what we encounter, but we can choose not to be so embarrassed to shrink in the dark, not to see the light and not to communicate, and to lick the wounds secretly.

You will find that after breathing a sigh of relief, life is much easier, the people and things in the past are vague and no longer important, we are passers-by, and there is no future.

I've been suffering from all the things that have happened before, and I've seriously affected my present moment, and I've also seriously hurt the people around me. But what I feel is only what I feel.

The houses covered with blue bricks are like white walls, and the pedestrians on the road are not in a hurry, but their faces are warm in the spring breeze, and their waists are straight, and they look very energetic.

That's what it should be, full of hope for life, working hard, crossing one mountain and sea after another, just for the final destination.

Take Zhong Kui as an example for the time being, I will be sad that it is not me who is with him, but what I have always lost is a person who has no feelings for me at all, and then I am decisive. There are also some things before, what is ugly or not, and so on, all kinds of words seem to be small things.

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It seems that people are like this, when you really say goodbye to something, you begin to miss the original good, you will think about everything you have experienced from spring to winter, every word, every advice and blessing, but the years are difficult to look back, because some people have left because of their own violence.

No one in the world is perfect, and it is easy to have no friends if the standards are set too high.

When I was an ugly girl, I met a banshee, her eyes were quite large, she had a long face, but her face looked quite soft, and when I first saw her, I thought she was pretty and beautiful, but when I got closer, I thought it was okay. After all, not everyone can have that kind of skin that is particularly smooth.

She stayed with me for a while, and I was very happy at first, but as I got to know each other better, there would be more friction, and I suddenly thought of a Western story, it is said that once upon a time there was an ice queen, and there were two friends who were very good and very good, and they were inseparable, but one of them was swept by the queen's ice and snow, and his eyes were in the ice and snow, and since then his heart began to be as cold as ice, and then he lost that friend, and then finally he returned to normal, and then everything was business as usual.

When I heard this story, I thought: If I have a problem with the little monkey in the future, I will tell him that I have the ice of the Ice Queen in my eyes, and you will be nervous.

But my personality will suddenly be on the day of coming to Kwai Shui, like a fried kitten, I am angry at the previous unhappiness, but if something small happens that day, I will 'clean up' my world with 'righteous words'.

But at the moment after the decision, I had to admit that I began to think about something in my heart about what happened when spring flowers, summer rain, autumn moon and winter snow.

However, what I said when I had a seizure was also from the bottom of my heart.

Regret is regret, but I can't change the things, I accept it quite quickly, because she is different from the little monkey, we haven't known each other for a long time, and it fell apart when we first got to know each other.

In fact, that's it, once people have an estrangement, they can't get close, no matter how much effort they make in the later stage, it's like a set, I myself won't do those things that damage integrity in the future, even if the truth is particularly annoying, I have to tell the truth, or be silent.

Now the days are better than a few days ago, the verdant seedlings have already sprung up, and the grass grows and the warbler should fly a kite in the season, I asked Lu Juan: You owe me the New Year, just use the spring kite to make up for it.

Lu Juan hooked his lips: "Can this New Year be the same as flying a kite?" ”

"It's different." I echo.

He tugged at my sleeve and walked up to the kite seller and bought the kite, it was a flower swallow, the swallowtail was so beautiful, I liked it very much.

The first time he shook my hand was when I was holding the kite under the plan to control the reel, and he said to me, "Shouldn't it be me, you should drag the kite string and send it to heaven." ”

I froze in place, the warmth on the back of my hand making me cramped and my heart beating faster. I said, "Then I'll go pull the strings." And then he left, sighing inwardly.

That's probably what it feels like, I guess so, otherwise holding hands is like holding hands with the same sex.

The kite seemed to be disobedient, shaky and trembling, and there was enough space for me to walk back and forth, but I was ready for a gust of wind, until the broken hair in my ears fluttered in the wind and my neck was cool, and I began to try to send it to the sky.

Coincidentally, the string broke, and the kite was sent into the sky, and it flew away, and I blocked my eyes with my hand, so that I could barely see my kite with a broken string through the light of the sun.

I sighed, "Well, it's a pity." ”

Lu Juan held back a smile: "It's not enough to fly into the sky." After saying that, he drove the cloud chasing the kite.

The moment he got the kite, he looked back at me, leaking out his standard eight teeth.

The young man carried the light on his back, but he came with the light, with the fragrance of grass and the chirping of magpies, which is beauty itself.

What a privilege to know him.

I suddenly had a watery eye, but when I laughed, it was sweet.

He grabbed my arm and put the kite in my hand: "Just tie it." ”

I kind of wished he had his hand on my arm a little longer.

I felt like I had to be a great play, I was playing a pantomime, and there was no sound but it was thrilling. Afraid of being seen out of the panic and nervousness, if you want to cover up and have nowhere to hide, you can find it if you look carefully.

I said to him: "Lu Juan, have I ever blown up my hair with you?" ”

"What?" He said.

"It's just a dance of teeth and claws." I say.

He looked me in the eye: "I never had it anyway, no, I forgot, no." ”

"If one day, we break up, let's tell each other that we're just blinded by the ice and snow of the Ice Queen, hahaha, and then we'll not blame the past, okay?" I smirked with my tiger teeth.

He also smiled: "Okay." ”

The beauty of the story may be naïve, but I still believe that it will always be so.

He pretended to be black and pulled my face: "You have some times...... The Ice Queen has a crush on you. ”

"What." I gave him a blank look.

"You've been blinded a little more often." He cupped his cheeks and thought to himself, "I seem to have a bit of a loss." ”

Leaving me sweating profusely, I laughed awkwardly.

Then he slipped away with a kite: "Fly a kite, what has been promised, the husband can bend and stretch with a word." ”

He also ran over quickly: "I have always been able to bend and stretch. ”

The aroma of flowers and plants did not overflow, but I heard the rustling of flowers and plants, and this is the smell of spring.

In fact, those who pay too much attention to face are the losers, and the winners know how to back down, and if you retreat, the world will be different immediately, and you will find that in fact, many troubles are self-inflicted.

Apologizing is not necessarily wrong but cherishing the relationship between the two parties more, as long as there is you, I am enough, and I began to understand what it means to be in love with each other.

It's not the same all the time, but it's mutual understanding and understanding, and most of us can't stand each other and will break up. Like friends, trust is the most basic, and the moment all doubts arise, it can only mean that the relationship is not in place, and a good relationship should be absolute trust.

My trust is a perfect score when you first met you, but it will slowly subtract points with some things, everyone should be the same, and there are extra points.

The kite went up to the sky, high, but it was not in the clouds, it was still some distance, it fluttered with the wind, swinging and swinging,