My career of drawing circles began, I don't know if my concentration has improved, anyway, the circles I draw are very round, which is very proficient at this point, and Lu Juan is snorting melon seeds, I can hear the super crisp sound, 'click, click' non-stop.

I asked, "Why do you let me draw circles every day?" ”

He said: "It's all about practicing concentration. ”

I was depressed: "Don't you think it's a waste? ”

He said, "Don't waste your time, trust me." There were two large bowls beside him, one full of melon seeds and the other full of melon seed skins.

I tugged at my head: "I mean wasting paper, ink, pen and inkstone, I can only use the paper I have already drawn." ”

Watching his epiphany, I started laughing.

He said: "This is indeed a bit extravagant, and it will not have to be like this in the future." Just look at the paper you drew earlier. Then he cleared his throat and said, "You know what? You're in luck. ”

The young man's eyes were shining, the young man's lips were full of smiles, and the young man's heart was clear, no matter how painful the past was, it did not affect his sincerity in the slightest.

"Really?" I smiled, "I don't feel so bad when I hear you say that." ”

He said: "You are born excellent, your real body is the Nine Tails, and the Nine Tails are Nuwa sitting down on the divine beast, that is the ancient god, you should be glorified." ”

There was doubt in my eyes: "So I'm God?" ”

He said: "No, if you eat a bite to become fat, it will take time to become a god." He said, "Your life is precious, and in spite of it, your life can wish you to survive every thunderstorm, and every thunderstorm will be a great ascension." ”

I said, "The fox fairies are all nine-taileds?" ”

He laughed, "Not really, you know? Stupid girl, possession is a gift, not very normal. ”

I nodded.

He said: "The more you grow up, the more you will find loneliness, and whatever you have is a gift, and it is normal to have nothing." The boy sat lazily on the stool, his eyes a little tired.

I understand that in that kind of lonely days, I have tried to ease some relationships, but those who understand you will understand, and those who don't understand will only speculate about your malice, don't explain, it's useless. Lu Ju's recklessness and hardness were ridiculed all the way.

If you don't have anything to rely on, then practice a horizontal stab, and don't hurt me in the slightest.

He grabbed a handful of melon seeds, spread out his palm, and said to me, "Do you want to eat it?" ”

I also reached out to pick it up, and then began to eat melon seeds as well. Finding that there was no stool near him, he squatted down to eat.

He smiled: "Aren't you still working hard?" You see I can change whatever I want, I won't have this situation without a stool, I don't have to take a few more steps, you know, as long as I succeed, I have this opportunity to be lazy. ”

Only success can give you the opportunity to be lazy.

I suddenly felt a little embarrassed.

He smiled even deeper: "You sleep later than the mortal dog, and you get up later than the mortal pig." ”

I panicked: "Who said that dogs sleep late, who said that pigs must get up late, because you are a fairy, how can you be racist?" ”

He reached out and touched his face and smiled: "My cheeks hurt from laughter, you are lazy and reasonable." ”

I said, "Ask Tianpeng if he agrees." ”

"Okay, okay, you're right." He said.

He suddenly smiled, and was serious again: "Aren't you bored after drawing circles for a while?" ”

I sighed, "You can't open this pot." ”

He smiled again and then waved the paper, ink, pen and inkstone all disappeared, the table was a chessboard, the square grid was also a stone board, a thin white line made people see more clearly, two small stone bowls were placed on the table, one was a white chess, and the other was a black chess. He said, "Let's play chess." ”

I frowned: "Go is difficult." ”

He was upright: "I won't either." ”

I asked, "What's next?" ”

He said, "Backgammon. ”

I asked, "I don't understand, ask for advice." ”

He weighed the chess pieces and placed five pieces in turn: "Play the chess pieces in turn, whether horizontally or vertically, as long as they are connected into five." ”

I also picked up a chess: "This is simple. ”

Him: You lost.

Me: Again.

Him: You lost.

Me: Again.

Then I lost, lost, lost, lost to the point of doubting the fox, and lost to the point that he was too lazy to say that you lost, and I was too lazy to say a word again, just when I scratched my ears and cheeks and gave up, I almost swore that I would never go again, saying that it was a coincidence that I won.

And then I felt like I could do it again in the first game.

Then you start winning and losing, always fighting and never despairing.

Later, I found a pattern, and gradually concentrated on how I lost, and I found that every time I lost, the chess pieces could not be blocked, just like a house leak, I blocked this mouth, and that mouth was exposed again. It can't be blocked on both sides.

He began to say some philosophies again: "One mind cannot be used for two purposes, there are gains and losses." ”

It's very secluded here, there are no other ghosts, there are no ghosts, it's just a corner of the square table falling on this open space, the fiery red shore fills this place with some color, here you can see the dawn of the sky, not the kind of eternal darkness I asked: "I wanted to ask earlier Is this the world?" ”

But he said, "This is the closest place to hell and earth, the last border between darkness and light." ”

I said, "It's so beautiful here." ”

There are beautiful clouds on the left, but stars twinkle on the right. One left and one right reflect each other, with the dawn breaking and the night falling.

He said, "Do you know that there is a moral here?" ”

I asked, "What?" ”

But he said, "The darkness after dawn is the darkest." ”

Every time my heart sinks because of his words, I just feel sad. Every time he speaks conclusively, it is in exchange for the naked lessons and pains of the past.

I asked, "It's hard to live alone, isn't it?" ”

He asked, "Huh? It's hard to live alone, right? ”

It was really hard, but he never answered me. I thought of the days in those houses, sitting alone in the courtyard and looking at the sky through the small courtyard, the stars and the sun and the moon were very beautiful, the grass in the courtyard was yellow and green and grew so big year after year, except that no one said much to me except during the meal, I could only watch the scroll left by the little monkey to see the world.

There is no sound in missing, but there is time in remembering, which can be shallower or thicker, and I am the latter.

I'd love to tell you: I miss you.

I asked, "Do you have a friend you'd love to see that you've never seen before?" ”

He grabbed another handful of melon seeds and gave them to me, "Go on." ”

My interest was ruined, so I continued to pick up melon seeds, and just ate one.

He said to me, "Concentrate on the melon seeds and forget your troubles for a while, and you won't think about it when you finish eating." ”

I took one look at him and started eating melon seeds.

But he said, "Don't be greedy, you will get angry." ”

Kong Ming lanterns floated in the sky here, first one lonely, and then one another, two, three, or four, hanging all over the sky.

I asked, "How can there be a Kong Ming lantern here?" ”

He said, "The blessings of the dead will float to the underworld." ”

I said, "Wow, look at the Kong Ming lantern on the other side of the star, it's so beautiful!"

The starlight in the darkness, coupled with the rendering of Kong Ming lanterns, is not as bright as day but as hopeful.

He said: "The light in the dark is even more dazzling. ”

The light in the dark night is more dazzling, and the charcoal in the snow is particularly warm, people are about like this, consistent stability, you will take it for granted, only after pain, will you miss those who have not abandoned you, those who give you warmth.

Because they weren't supposed to.

Suddenly, some of the Kong Ming lanterns went out and fell. I watched the splendor fall, and my heart ached. I can't help but moisten my eyes.

He laughed at me: "Stupid girl, the galaxy is always clear in my heart, not on the surface." ”

I nodded and began to look at the blessing on the Kong Ming lantern, which read:

Go all the way.

The next life will definitely live up to the lovesickness.

Repay the kindness in the next life, the work of dogs and horses.

Thanking my father and mother...... All kinds of grace.

There was a very special person in it who I knew, and I was sure that he must be the brother of Little Cuckoo. It reads: Little cuckoo, when I meet you, the galaxy will be bright, if there is an afterlife.

I was like an electric shock, and I was full of excitement: "Lu Judge, Lu Judge!"

He was stunned: "What's wrong?" "Then run to me.

I asked, "This belongs to the little cuckoo's brother." ”

He said, "Uh-huh. ”

I said, "I want to show the little cuckoo, I wonder if she's still in the underworld?" ”

Life is bumpy, salt is sprinkled on the wound, time can't pick up the light, and I don't know if I can not be embarrassed if I miss the old. What similar souls have been touched by the staggered and complex strokes of life?

He shook his head: "But she's gone." ”

I regretted everything: "Will they meet again?" ”

He said, "Perhaps." ”

I gently lowered the lantern and suddenly found it gone. Then the Kong Ming lanterns that fell around him gradually disappeared one by one......

I looked at him suspiciously, "What's going on?" ”

He explained, "Because there is no such person after rebirth, then everything in the world disappears with it. ”

I sighed.

He laughed.

I was angry: "What are you laughing at, it's so unsympathetic." ”

He said, "I don't like tragedy. ”

I said, "Me too, and then what?" ”

He said: "I'm in charge of life and death, and this heavenly boss ordered Xingjun to write a life spectrum and pass through me." ”

I adored, "Then they can be peaceful in the next life?" ”

He said, "Not bad." ”

I asked, "Then you have written everything, what is the meaning of this person's life, I can't help myself." ”

He said: "Divine power is not omnipotent, there are four words in this world 'change your life against the sky', as long as you are firm enough, you can compete with the sky!" As he spoke, his voice increased, his eyes burning.

I listened and my blood boiled: "Nothing is impossible." ”

He said, "You can become a god!"

I nodded solemnly.

There are always things to strive for in this life, and there is nothing wrong with trying to become a better person, not because of strength or because of competitiveness, but because in order to live up to it, I want to present the best version of myself, but it can't be easily said before it is realized, because it is considered a big talk, and I don't want to be criticized, so I just hold my tail and be a man, and then insist on not giving up, believing it, ah, maybe it really becomes.