Ji Fanchen stayed at the gate of Chuan Heng's house, since he came back from Beishi three months ago, Chuan Heng obviously felt a lot lower, although Kang Ruo's case was finally won, but Chuan Heng did not seem very happy.

Ji Fanchen also inquired about the events of that day, which can be described as a big victory, but why did Chuan Heng behave so abnormally.

In the end, Ji Fanchen still opened the door of Chuan Heng's house, and she had all the keys to his house.

Chuan Heng was staring at the fish in the fish tank in a daze, there were many small Nemo swimming around, and the whole fish tank was just bought by Chuan Heng, adding a little bit of vitality to this industrial-style home.

The house was cleaned up, Chuan Heng never let outsiders go to his house, Ji Fanchen wanted to know when this man cleaned up.

"Kang Ruo is now in the execution phase, and the contract has just ended. The process of large enterprises is really too torturous, and three months of golden publicity period are lost in vain. Ji Fanchen wanted to find something else, and then found that she and Chuan Heng didn't seem to have anything else to talk about.

Ji Fanchen waited for Chuan Heng to answer, but Chuan Heng was still staring at the fish there, the small fish was walking around in the rockery, the blue backlight shone on Chuan Heng's face through the glass, if you didn't say Chuan Heng's age, others might think that Chuan Heng was only in his early 30s, Chuan Heng's most impressive thing was the deep sunken eye sockets and tall nose, which made him look a little mixed-race, and the beard that he hadn't shaved for a few days added a little vicissitudes.

"Chuan Heng ......"

"Huh?" Chuan Heng finally woke up from his stupor, he picked up a handful of fish food and spilled it into the fish tank, and Nemo scrambled to fight for food.

"It's interesting, these fish. Just like people, when they usually have no interests, they go their own way, but after they have benefits, they grab it faster than anyone else. Chuan Heng patted the debris on his hands, picked up the wet towel and wiped it carefully.

"I heard that you and Ling Xiao talked alone for 10 minutes? What did he say? Ji Fanchen went straight to the point.

"I don't really want to talk about these things." Chuan Heng walked to the kitchen and took out a can of coffee and handed it to Ji Fanchen: "Fanchen, we don't seem to have anything to say except for work, when did it start?" ”

Ji Fanchen thought about it seriously, and it seemed that it started from Feng Li'an's betrayal of Chuan Heng and robbing Chuan Heng's investment and self-reliance. It's been about seven or eight years, I want to come to these 8 years, both of them are doing their best for the company, although Chuan Heng doesn't care much about the specific business, but it's not so simple to feed thousands of people in 4 subsidiaries, many large companies don't say that they can be won only by creativity, all kinds of relationships have to be maintained and cultivated, of course, there are different stages of financing, as well as research and judgment on the development direction, this year is to rely on the newly established video company to improve the performance, the times are constantly improving, People also have to tighten a string at all times.

"I was also thinking just now that although we have been with each other the longest time, we seem to have reached some kind of dead end in our relationship." This topic made Ji Fanchen a little sad.

"Have you ever wanted to leave me like Fullrian, sometimes people stay in one place for a long time, no matter how good life is, they will feel unhappy."

"Then have you ever thought about it......" Ji Fanchen paused: "You haven't thought about marrying me, I've been with you for 15 years, why haven't you thought about why I haven't been in love?" ”

Chuan Heng burst out laughing and walked in front of Ji Fanchen, Ji Fanchen leaned on the table of the dining bar at this time, permed a fluffy curly hair, in fact, Chuan Heng has always thought that her straight hair is good-looking, I don't know why she is so obsessed with small curly hair, the two look at each other, in fact, Ji Fanchen is very good-looking, and looks like a gentle person, but there is a little stubbornness in his eyes.

Chuan Heng suddenly lowered his head and kissed it, his lips just touched, and he was pushed away by Ji Fanchen at once. Chuan Heng took a few steps back before standing firm. teased: "What's wrong? Didn't you hold me accountable to you? ”

Ji Fanchen brushed the broken hair that had fallen out, and felt more and more sad in his heart, which was unprecedented. She opened her mouth a few times but didn't know what to say, Chuan Heng just stood there and looked at her quietly, the two of them are the kind of people who are not alarmed, and the two of them are even more boring together, Ji Fanchen thought. Once she was also a vivid person, now she is just a person.

"Chuan Heng, I think there is a dead knot between us, I admit that I have liked you for many years, but I don't know when this feeling has become weaker and weaker, you are a very important person to me, but the feeling of heartbeat is no longer there, it may be too familiar." Ji Fanchen let go of the coffee in her hand, she didn't like coffee at all.

"Do you want to be responsible for me, are you really responsible, you have closed yourself off since 13 years ago, there is a big story here, I don't know, you refuse to fall in love, refuse to be tempted, I can see it. I can also see that whether it was in the past or now, you have no other feelings for me, I may have suddenly woken up at some point, for example, you look at the eyes of the cold wind, can you tell me when you were attracted to this girl? This time, Ji Fanchen took the initiative, she walked in front of Chuan Heng and looked directly at him.

Chuan Heng laughed again, and then said: "What's so strange about this, it's rumored that I have unspoken rules for every one of my assistants, and this is about to become a new assistant in the cold wind, what's wrong with me warming up in advance?" ”

"Slap" Chuan Heng felt a hot pain on his face, and Ji Fanchen withdrew his hand. "Chuan Heng, please stop practicing yourself."

Rubbing his slightly hot face, he dragged Ji Fanchen over and kissed him hard, the two of them were not kissing, but more like biting each other, Ji Fanchen pushed Chuan Heng out with all his strength, and yelled hysterically: "Enough, you can't bear to be tempted by others, but you want to pull me into the abyss with you, right?" And I still don't know what happened back then. When will you be able to be honest with me? ”

Tears fell down one by one, just like when Chuan Heng met her.

"I'm sorry." Chuan Heng said in a low voice: "I have a secret in my heart, but I really can't say it. Forgive me, believe me, I won't drag anyone into the abyss. ”

"What about the cold wind? What are you going to do with her? ”

"Can you ......" Chuan Heng whispered, "Can you make me a little willful once?" I ......"

"Okay." Ji Fanchen replied: "I want to see, how long can you suppress yourself?" How long can you keep the secret of your heart? ”

The door slammed shut, Ji Fanchen wiped away the tears on her face, there was still a little blood in her mouth, I don't know if it was hers or Chuan Heng's, she opened her bag, took out the resignation letter that had been prepared a long time ago, and stuffed it into the crack of the door.

The best years of 15 years, goodbye, Ji Fanchen thought to himself.

Chuan Heng in the door, slowly sat on the ground, staring at his right hand, 13 years ago, the knife was in his hand, and he resolutely stabbed it in the last resort, and his face was full of blood.

Since then, the sound of the waves has been echoing in his ears for a long time.

He slowly closed his eyes, soft music was playing in the room, the face of the cold wind jumped out in front of him, the vivid face, the eyes that always wanted to roll his eyes at him, the one with boxing gloves ready to hit Victoria, the one who jumped off the balcony to save Nanxi, his life was really too boring, he really wanted to stay this color for a little longer, a little longer......