Shen Peiyi's heart suddenly burned with anger, just like a furnace reversing, the molten slurry with fire poured out at once, and her eyes even turned black for a while. She clutched her handbag tightly, and suddenly, she lifted her handbag and smashed it twice on Fu Gan's chest fiercely!

"You!" Her voice trembled, "You're not allowed." ”

"Mom," Fu Gan held her mother's hand, "Mom, Zhijia is a good girl, I can't hurt her." I've been, I've been, I can't do this to her, to be unfair to her...... "again and again, vulnerability, excuses, evasions, and sadness, only caring for themselves, hurting them." He couldn't do that.

Shen Peiyi felt as if her whole body was immersed in ice water, but her heart was on fire, which made her tremble. She tried her best to suppress the anger and uneasiness in her heart. I try my best to control my emotions. She grabbed Fu Gan's hand, "Son, no, it can't be like this. She took a deep breath, "Get out of the hospital first and go home." Go home, mom wants to talk to you about it. ”

She couldn't let that happen.

With Zhijia's departure, where will Fu Gan go? She didn't even have to think about it.

What are the consequences of that?

It was a big mess in the world - she couldn't face that kind of chaos in the world, she just had to think of Li Jili...... Not only Li Jili, but also Bai Zhiyun, and many, many others. This is an unavoidable reality. She herself is like this, what about Fu Gan?

Even these are not afraid. It's been almost thirty years, and she has come step by step, and she has considered all the consequences.

But Fu Gan? Fu Gan!

There was a fear in her heart. Looking at Fu Gan, this fear gradually eroded her internal organs.

She inhaled deeply, no matter how much she inhaled, she couldn't breathe enough oxygen...... She grabbed Fu Gan's hand and looked at the child she had raised for more than 30 years, and the dark clouds drifted in front of her for a while.

"Fu Gan," she gasped, "go home first." ”

She's still in her right mind. Knowing that right now, Fu Gan has just recovered his body. She can't and won't talk to him in the hospital. Time doesn't allow, circumstances don't allow, and neither do her emotions. She had to keep herself in check.

"Mom," Fu Gan knew how much effort her mother was trying to calm her anger now. "You blame me, I know. But I can't go on like that. I can't deceive Zhijia, I can't deceive everyone, and I can't deceive myself. My heart, it's not like that. ”

Shen Peiyi's face was like ashes, she let go of her hand for a long time, she was silent for a long time before she said, "Go down to go through the discharge procedures." ”

Fu Gan nodded.

Shen Peiyi turned around first, she glanced at the door of the ward, Jiang Beihe and Dai Shan happened to come over, and they were raising their hands to knock on the door. A smile immediately appeared on Shen Peiyi's face, and he exclaimed affectionately: "What a coincidence, we are just about to go through the formalities, I thought I would wait to see you later......"

Jiang Beihe looked at Fu Gan standing in front of him, almost exactly the same as Fu Gan when he was young, tall, beautiful, and gentle. Dai Shan's eyes were a little hot, as if decades of time had suddenly stared on the child's face in front of her.

Sang Shan hurriedly raised her hand and rubbed her eyes.

Sang Shan reached over and held Shen Peiyi's hand—her fingers, which were a little damp because of tears, "Peiyi, thank you." ”

"You're welcome." She was a little serious, "You can also see that the child is very good, you should rest assured." What will be later, let's talk about the future. As long as the children are good, you are good, there will always be a time to meet. ”

"Yes." Dai Shan's tears came up again.

Jiang Beihe wanted to say something, but his throat was sour, "Fu Gan ......"

Fu Gan paused, as if he had made up his mind, and took a few steps closer to the two.

At this moment, Jiang Beihe, Dai Shan and Shen Peiyi all looked at him fixedly.

At this moment, Shen Peiyi suddenly remembered the description of "lotus flowers born step by step". Presumably, at this time, in the hearts of Dai Shan and Jiang Beihe, every step of Fu Gan gave birth to lotus flowers, brilliant scorching pupils. She silently took a step back.

Fu Gan finally stood closest to them.

He looked at the two in front of him. The man, with his face almost identical, except that the wrinkles and gray hair made them look like a yellowed old photograph and a brightly colored digital photograph, contrasting but with marks that could be overlapped. Woman...... He watched closely. This was the first time he had seen her, short, small, thin, with a little dark skin, presumably because she often had to work in the field. She has very gentle eyes...... At this time, the eyes are full of tears, all tears, how can you see yourself clearly?

He thought that such a meeting must be heartbreaking, it must be crying bitterly, and it must be love-hate...... However, he was at peace and tranquility.

The people who gave birth to you, what they are like, you must want to know.

Yes, Tangtang, I want to know, I would like to know.

It turns out that this is what they look like.

He didn't speak, but he approached Dai Shan gently, gently, gently, and he embraced the woman who had given him life.

So skinny. Why are you so thin? Have you been thinking about me for more than 30 years?

He didn't ask.

I can hear her sobbing, which is trying to suppress and control, but there is still no way to suppress and control her voice and emotions.

She said, Fu Gan, I'm sorry......

He helped her and raised his eyes to look at Jiang Beihe.

He doesn't have a good memory, but he knows he's seen him. It's like a distant shadow, and sometimes, it will flash by. There have been inductions, there have been expectations, there have been, there must have been.

Tears rolled down Jiang Beihe's eyes, and he stretched out his arms and hugged Fu Gan and Dai Shan in his arms.

Perhaps, such a closeness to each other, in the future, there will be no more ......

Shen Peiyi saw everything in front of him and felt that it was a little out of place, and he should leave some time for each other, so he quietly retreated and went to the car to wait for Fu Gan.

How is it so long, so long?

Fu Gan ......

She remembers, that summer night. She was awakened from her sleep. Someone called her from the window at the back of her house, one after another, anxious, with fear. The honest man beside her pushed her to wake up quickly. She jumped off the kang and got out of bed. The window was opened, and late at night, she didn't light the oil lamp, and the moonlight outside was very light, but she could see the people clearly. Her heart tightened, and the man whispered, what to do, what to do, Dai Shan gave birth to the child in ...... She didn't have time to wait for him to finish, so she hurried out. The man pushed the small wooden cart and followed them to the woods outside the village, where Dai Shan and the child were dying.

She was terrified, but her mind was still somewhat calm. She held the emaciated child in her arms and commanded the two men to quickly lift Dai Shan to the car.

The moon was obscured by the clouds, and in the dark of night, they quietly returned home. It's strange that the child didn't cry all the way. She looked down, but he didn't move, and she was a little scared in her heart, afraid that the child was out of breath...... She was close to his little face, and she could feel him breathing. Maybe it's too tired, struggling to come into this world, so hard, or in this way.

Back at home, she was busy, boiling hot water, letting the men do the work, and she took care of Dai Shan in the room. Dai Shan's placenta did not detach from her body until she steamed her with hot water. She was sweating all over, and it wasn't until much later that she realized that it was actually a very dangerous thing.

So many dangers, so many adventures, this turned out to be the most insignificant.

The tide of returning to the city, surging, how many people were scattered? How many things?

She couldn't even remember.

That land, they have lived for so many years, love? Love, there's a lot of love there, and of course, there's a lot of hate. It's just a mixture of love and hate, but it can't compare to the intention of returning to the city. Most of them always have to go back to their homeland, which is called the city.

They're all gone.

Fu Gan, the little Fu Gan, has become a burden and a burden.

She looked at Fu Gan and thought to herself, child, you are also a burden and burden.

Come on, let me carry you.

The honest man......

She had to forget what he looked like.

No, it's not that I forgot it, it's that I don't dare to remember it at all. She wouldn't dare.

Shen Peiyi leaned on the car window and stared at the huge glass door of the medical department building for a moment.

She felt her heart tremble. I waited a little anxiously.

Until Fu Gan's figure appeared behind the glass door.

He saw himself, his steps didn't stop any longer, he came......

Shen Peiyi suddenly opened the car door and almost jumped down, she looked at Fu Gan, who approached and walked in front of her.

She knew that from the moment she held the little baby in her arms on that faint moonlit night more than thirty years ago, she and him were connected by blood. She couldn't live without this child. He was the pillar of her life, and he was her support during countless difficult days. It's not this emaciated child who depends on her, it's that she depends on this child.

Fu Gan helped his mother into the car, and he said to the driver, go home, thank you.

Then, he took his mother's hand, held it tightly, and said, "Mom, let's go back, okay?" ”

He knew what she was worried about. When she opened her mouth to herself, saying that his biological parents came back to see him, there was everything in her eyes.

This is the mother who raised him. Always be a mom.

He smiled. He'll be there for her.

"Mom, I want to move in with my grandfather." He said.

With Cool, I went to live with my grandfather. That's where he grew up. That has his grandfather, the grandfather who needs to be taken care of. Now, it's time to go back, and there's nothing more appropriate than now.

"I discussed it with my grandfather, and he agreed."

Shen Peiyi's eyes were really dark.

"Do you have to go?" Shen Peiyi pretended to be calm, although she knew in her heart that there must be no doubt that her son had decided well, she still couldn't help but ask again.

Fu Gan did not leave her, but he also left her, and a deep sense of powerlessness enveloped her and devoured her.