"I didn't ...... There is really no ......" Although Ai Aihong usually listens to Guo Jianmin for everything, today's situation is not something that can be explained clearly in three or two sentences.

So many years of experience told her that in Guo Jianmin's eyes, it is estimated that only the group of people in the hall are relatives, and the trouble caused by telling the truth may be even greater.

As soon as the love red voice landed, Guo Jianmin had already put the bowl in his hand over.

Ai Aihong screamed "Ah ......", and the whole person fell to the ground untouched.

"I ...... I...... I really ...... "I didn't lie to you, Ai Aihong said and touched the place on her head with her hand, and when she looked at her hand again, it was full of blood, and she was stunned in place.

"What are you, you're really unlucky, damn it, get out of here, get out of here." Guo Jianmin was also taken aback when he saw the blood on Ai Ai's red head, but when he thought about her living well for so many years, he didn't care too much, and directly waved his hand in disgust to let her get out, don't get in his way.

Ai Aihong covered her head and struggled with all her strength to climb out.

The big house and hall of the Guo family watched Ai Ai Hong come out of the house with blood on his head, except for being startled when he first saw it, he immediately resumed his expression of watching the play.

For them, it is already commonplace for them to be beaten by caring for red, anyway, sluts are easy to feed, cheap bones like caring for red, who are repaired and beaten from time to time, but live more solidly, and can also relieve their boring and numb life.

The scarlet blood slowly flowed down Ai Aihong's face, and she looked at the few people in the hall in a daze and laughed at herself with disgust, all the pictures seemed to add a layer of scarlet filter, which made her start to think: Is this life worth it, is it worth it? It turns out that everything is not like this, they were once happy, why did they come to the point where they are today, they are low and small, beaten and starved, sell their children and daughters, pay for a lifetime, endure for a lifetime, and in the end they are still covered with bruises, why did this happen to her, she just wants to live well, why is it so difficult? .

Why is it so hard!!

She thought quietly, and the old picture began to emerge slowly.

Her mother is North Korean, and she grew up in North Korea, but rural life in North Korea is a nightmare, with every day seeing dead people, spending every day in constant hunger and panic, until one day the family decides to leave North Korea, and they begin a long process of defection.

Looking back now, she can vaguely remember her mother taking her to hide from the sentries in the biting water, and she can remember the bloody smell in the air and the muffled snort of her mother when the gunshots rang out on that dark and cold night.

Everything seems to have happened yesterday, and every frame and scene is extremely clear. All of this was deliberately forgotten by her, and then returned to her memory like a movie.

She was only 10 years old at the time, and she did not know that she had been orphaned until she was taken to the Chinese border by the elders of the family and did not find her mother.

In the haze, I only remember one sentence: "No matter who you meet, what they ask, you can't speak, otherwise your life will be gone." ”

She had overheard the adults before, and knew that it was smuggling, and the country they arrived in spoke a non-stop language with them, and if they were discovered, they would be sent back, and the fate of going back was only a dead end.

She must have thanked the elders who took her away.

At least tell her the little secret of surviving in this country before selling her, because of their words, although she has not fully understood the meaning of death, she has already accepted it in a panic in a panic.

When I woke up, everything in front of me had changed, I was no longer wearing wet and cold clothes, and the people in front of me were no longer familiar to me, and an old couple had bought themselves for their grandson as child brides.

She also became a little mute caring red, and the two old people were very good to her without children, and she often had a feeling of finding a home at that time.

It's just that she has lived in which house for seven years and has never met the grandson of the old man. It wasn't until they received a letter from the city that their grandson was married, that she started another life, too, how could a normal person be willing to marry a mute, although the two old men didn't say it, but she knew that if she hadn't fallen asleep at that time, and the two old people had pity for her helplessness, she wouldn't have had so many years of stable life.

I thought that if I got rid of an unmasked person, I would be able to live happily after that, but I didn't think that the Guo family was a real hell.

Originally, being dumb with a cripple was a family affair that everyone thought was very right, in the first two days, although Zhao Meixiang would dislike that she was mute, but life was generally passable, at least she regarded herself as a human being.

It wasn't until one day that she suddenly opened her mouth and began to speak, that everyone realized that the little mute was not dumb, and her nightmare began.

The source of all the nightmares came from her breaking the balance between the mute and the crippled.

Guo Jianmin, who already has a strong self-esteem, is like a different person, as long as she speaks, she will definitely get his punches and kicks.

Her husband doesn't take herself seriously, and over time, where do people still treat her as a human being.

Even her children were treated inhumanely as a result.

Ai Aihong moved outside the courtyard, and sat down on the ground completely, and her eyelids began to fight non-stop, until she completely closed her eyes, and these pictures disappeared.

If you die, you will be free.

"Mother...... I've been waiting for you for a long time, I'll take you away. "It's like a daughter's voice, yes, it's a daughter's voice.

She opened her eyes with difficulty, saw her daughter standing in front of her with bruises, stretched out her hands to call herself over, at that moment she really wanted to rush over and hug her, so much to say sorry to her, so to let her out of this desperate life......

"Mother, let's go...... After leaving, you don't have to suffer anymore. Her daughter's voice kept ringing around her.

No, what's wrong with Xiaohe, haven't you already gone to the hospital? Why the injuries on the body are more serious.

"Mother...... What's wrong with you, I'm Xiaohe, let's live in another world, this world is too desperate. ”

Facing her daughter's pitiful gaze full of expectation, she nodded lightly as if she had been bewitched, and followed her away.

I hope there are still places in the world where you don't have to suffer, as my daughter said.