The Taoist sat cross-legged on the ground with his eyes closed that day. I looked at the white expanse in the distance, and the fog was like a huge curtain, and the things that were covered were quite important.

It makes people want to pursue.

The Taoist was still immovable like an old pine, and I stayed at him, not daring to speak, and my breathing was stagnant for a moment, because I was afraid of the sound of breathing.

I looked around, but I couldn't find the monkey. I was wondering, but the master opened his mouth: "Qingfeng, you are sitting here today, and I will ask you what you will answer." ”

I sat down, crossed my legs, straightened up and said, "Master, I'm done meditating." ”

He suddenly opened his eyes: "There are no rules, but the teacher didn't let you sit down." ”

I stood up and looked at him crampedly.

"Okay, then you can sit down and close your eyes first." He said this.

I continued to repeat the previous action.

"What's your name?"

I said, "My name is the other side." ”

"Where are you from?"

"I'm from the fox clan."

"How old are you?"

"I don't know, but I know I've lived for a long time."

"What's the thing you care about most?"

"I want to be very powerful."

"What do you like about him?"

At this moment I opened my eyes, and I saw that he was still as calm as an old pine with his eyes closed.

He still looked at each other: "Why did you open your eyes?" ”

I immediately closed: "It's the disciple who is abrupt." ”

He went on to ask, "What do you like about him?" ”

I used to find a lot of reasons because I like someone, absurd and strange, in fact, those are not reasons, and now I know that it will be very shallow to say, but although it is shallow, it can also be regarded as a reason "a lot, small things may be expressions may be like. ”

I opened my eyes and replied as I spoke.

He continued: "You opened your eyes again. ”

I said, "Yes, I dare not deceive." ”

He asked, "What if someone else has it?" ”

I suddenly felt that those were not a reason and shook my head: "That's for some reason, maybe it's natural." ”

"Does he like you too?"

These words hit my heart, and I suddenly burst into tears: "No, no." ”

"Will you continue to like it?"

I smiled, gritted my teeth, and said, "No. ”

"You open your eyes again." He continued to ask, "What are your plans for the future?" ”

"Learn from Master."

"What about when you're done?"

"I want to be immortal."

"Why?"

"Prove yourself."

He said, "What about proving yourself? ”

"I'm happy." I replied.

"No, you won't."

He spoke very resolutely and loudly, because there were many exits in this empty cave, and it was deafening. Only his voice was left.

I opened my eyes again, a little flustered. Maybe I didn't have the confidence, I cried again.

I couldn't hold back this time, and I had the sound of snotting.

He suddenly opened his eyes, still with the same calm expression, and I felt a little indifferent.

He opened his mouth with an indifferent expression: "Wrong. ”

I looked suspicious, unsure of why.

"It was wrong in the first place." He said.

"Master, the apprentice doesn't understand." I looked at him earnestly.

"Your name is Qingfeng, since you came with two sleeves of Qingfeng, how can you mention the previous things?"

I was stunned.

"If you don't break through, you'll never be able to go on."

I cried so much that I can't forget it.

"If you want a fresh breeze, you have to ventilate yourself."

"What do you hate?" He stared at me tightly and then glared, "You hate yourself." ”

I suddenly realized, "That's right, because I'm not good enough." ”

He asked, "What is your future like to be with him in the future?" ”

This time it was all over, and I laughed and cried: "No, it's over." ”

I also suddenly looked calm, the tears on my face were almost dry, and my expression was stagnant and I said, "I figured it out." ”

I'm here for him, but he and I don't come together because of that.

He seemed to read what was on my mind: "What are you going to do in the future?" ”

"Learn from Master." I sniffed, "Seek immortality." ”

"If you want to gain, you must lose." His face was stunned.

"There's nothing left to lose." I replied.

"Leave everything in the past."

"I'm alone."

"Keep your eyes closed."

I nodded, closing my eyes.

I opened my eyes and found myself sleeping under a big tree, where the flowers and birds were not the fox tribe, and there were demons in the field ploughing the fields with ploughs, and children running around with the windmills, and the windmills creaking and turning.

The child ran too fast and couldn't stop the brake for a while, and hit my body directly, I looked at her, she raised her head and smiled at me very brightly, her teeth were not yet full, I looked at this and laughed.

Then she clicked and ran into the distance, and I walked in the field, casually, not knowing where to go.

This sleep is really heavy, I have slept for so long without realizing it.

I gladly went to that palace to find Yun'er, Hu Ying, and Wu Ran.

Hu Ying saw me and hugged me: "Where have you been, I've been looking for you for a long time." ”

I hugged her tightly, and I could smell the fragrance of flowers on her body: "I'm back." The tears fell down her shoulders.

As soon as I opened my eyes, I found that the master was still in front of me, he was still steady like an old pine, and I watched his tears dripping down his eyes.

"Qingfeng, you are Qingfeng, just forget everything you had before."

I shook my head: "No. ”

I looked at me sincerely: "I don't have to forget everything, just choose a priority to remember." ”

The light is the hurt, and the heavy is the friendship.

He smiled and nodded, "Okay, I officially accept you as a disciple." ”

I looked at him in confusion, and he said: "The mentality is very important, you can complain about the heavens and others, you can be depressed all the time, but you can't just aggravate the pain, and there is a good thing, isn't it?" ”

I nodded.

"Think of everything."

I nodded.

"As for this Hongchen love and hate, I don't understand it as a teacher, I can't explain it clearly, I can't explain it clearly, no matter what, the beginning and the end are simple."

I nodded: "I always felt that the beginning and the end came naturally, so it was always quiet." ”

Master smiled, "Maybe that's not a good thing."

I looked at him, suddenly thought of something, and smiled that my heart was indeed empty, and after many years, it suddenly dawned on me that it was the most useless and useless.

He pointed to the bowl of soup on the table: "This is the Meng Po soup, you can choose to drink it or not." He smiled gently: "Those who come to me will be angry, I see your dreams and I don't know your wishes, this soup doesn't need to be drunk." ”

It seems that remembering or not remembering is very painful, choosing not to remember me and reluctant to remember those who are good to me, their good should be remembered, choose to remember, but some memories are really painful, but unfortunately there is no choice in memory.

At this time, the monkey suddenly jumped off my head, a beautiful and neat backflip, it stared at me, and frowned: "Sister Qingfeng, why are you crying?" ”

I frowned: "You know? ”

He didn't say a word and jumped away again.

The master raised his hand and waved: "There shouldn't be this other side flower on this face, these are all historical relics, and they should be wiped away." ”

Then a plain white dress and black gauze were placed in front of me: "You go, replace it, and throw away the previous ones." ”

I just have a big bucket of hot water in my room.

I took off my clothes and went to wash my body, because I wanted to wash my body off the lead, so I washed it for a long, long time. After washing, I wore this out.

My face in the bronze mirror was clean. , this piece of clothing is also that kind of dustless feeling.

I sighed, "A new beginning." ”

I used to be a person who didn't care about anything, and I didn't know when I was sensitive and cringe. Maybe that's the way to go.

Actually, I agree with the argument that anyone who finds the cause from himself in advance, so it is very painful.

Those frustrations and miserable situations are not what I want, I even hid, but the more I hid, some things are like a fire, if you don't take the initiative to extinguish it, it will get worse, so sometimes it is extreme because there is no other choice.

Thinking about it, I'm a self behind me, and I'll fall down if I lean back.

I walked out, and the monkey said bluntly, "There must have been some layers of skin." ”

I smiled: "It's been washing for a long time. ”

"Go and ask for something to eat."

The monkey jumped back and forth happily: "Yes, yes." ”

I followed him and prepared to go.

"Qingfeng, Master suddenly called me."

I turned back.

"Maybe you're really calm, and you can let go of everything when you're not so anxious."

I was stunned, then nodded, "Well, the apprentice has been taught." ”

"Letting go is the beginning of enlightenment."

I nodded.

When I went out, it was snowing all over the place, and it was white, and it was even a white sky, and my eyes hurt when I saw it.

"It's so bright."

"yes, that's the case on a snowy day."

Heavy snow covered the boots, and with each step, it was thick, and the snow rolled forward with the steps.

I asked, "Begging for food?" Where to ask for it? ”

I was embarrassed and stopped.

"Why don't you leave?" He asked me.

I replied, "We who have arms and legs and are young and strong, are going to beg for food?" Who will give it to you. ”

"We can change," he said. ”

I got angry and said, "Isn't this a cheat? ”

He shrugged: "It's always been like this, is it bad?" ”

I was speechless, "Isn't it? ”

He said, "Karma." ”

I pondered for a while and nodded: "It's much better, let's go and turn into fate." ”

As I walked, I saw my room, and the man immediately jumped to the front and began to knock on the door, taking on the form of an old man.

I shouted, "That house is mine." ”

Then he began to laugh at him.

I asked, "Dust, what does your name mean?" ”

He said, "Master said that I was not calm enough, and that I would be anxious in the future, so he named me Dust, and used this moment to warn me that I am actually very small. ”

Everything and everything are striving for the top, including myself, and peace with the encounter has become the pure land in my heart, everything is lost in the pursuit of fame and fortune, and not exceeding the rules has become the last watch.

At this time, I suddenly saw Phantom standing not far in front of me, smiling.

I felt uncomfortable and frowned.

"Okay."

I was polite: "Okay." ”

This feeling is the most uncomfortable, and it is not clean and entangled.

She leaned closer: "I...... Very bad. ”

The monkey looked at her and asked, "Do you care about her?" ”

Her face suddenly turned ugly, and she became angry.

So far, no one has dared to speak to her openly like this.

"Who are you?"

"Dust."

If there is nothing in the first place, where will there be dust?

"You're dressed like a monk."

"Amitabha." Dust clasped his hands together.

She looked at me in surprise: "Are you a monk?" ”

I shook my head: "Yes." ”