Chapter 210: No Choice
After the kiss, Ling Yuqian's eyes became less indifferent, and he said, "No matter what, you are still my wife, so I don't allow you to have excessive intimacy with other men, do you understand?" ”
My eyes were fixed on him for a moment, was he just because of this?
"I don't understand, you don't love me, why don't you let me be with someone else? Do you admit that it is so hard to have a place for me in your heart? ”
My words made a chill rise in his eyes, and he grabbed my wrist with such force that it seemed to break my wrist.
"Yang Qian, do you think that if I don't let you be with others, I love you? I'll tell you now, never ever. ”
"Really?"
I smiled bitterly and lowered my eyelids slightly, "I know, help you this last time, and we'll never see each other again." ”
"Of course, that's what I thought." He said coldly and turned to leave.
In the quiet infirmary, I sat on the bed and hugged my body for a long time.
There is always such a person who makes you grow in tears, and Ling Yuqian is such a person, he made me cry in a midnight dream, and when I was quiet, I recalled the pain in my heart, and my heartbeat stopped in front of him. But I still thank him for making me love, even if he arranged those days, but I still think it is very sweet, and these memories must be enough for the rest of my life.
Two days later, I continued to train with other people, and after that day, Yun Jingheng seemed to have a heart for me, his eyes would always look at me when he talked to me, and I could understand the affection in his eyes, he should have taken the bait.
At night.
On the way back to the dormitory after taking a shower, Yun Jingheng appeared in front of me, he scratched his head as if he had something to say to me, but he looked like he wanted to say something, and he looked very contradictory.
"What's wrong? Is there something to do with me? ”
"That ......" he looked at me, his eyes flashed, and he grabbed my hand as if he had made up his mind and said: "Xiaoqian, I have never been in love, this is the first time I have been tempted by a woman, I like you, can you be my girlfriend when the training is over?" ”
Looking at the sincerity in his eyes, I suddenly felt disgusting. But in order to deal with Shao Quan, I have no regrets.
"Okay."
My reply overjoyed him, and the next second he suddenly took me into his arms and said, "Don't worry, I will love you well in the future and will not let anyone hurt you." ”
Once, Ling Yuqian also said the same, but it was not someone else who hurt me the most, but him.
At this moment, a voice rang out: "What are you doing!" ”
Yun Jingheng let go of me, looked at Fang Qin, who didn't know when he was standing there, and frowned slightly, "Fang Qin? ”
"Jing Heng, are you crazy? Don't you know that we are going to be killers in the future? This profession can't have feelings, let alone love, if you let Instructor He know, he will ......"
"It's okay, I'm not afraid." Yun Jingheng said and took my hand and continued: "I like Xiao Qian, even if I don't want to be a killer, I want to be with her." ”
"How can you do this!" Fang Qin shouted at him as if she had lost her mind, and then she glared at me, her eyes were cold, "What kind of ecstasy did you give him, and he only came here for a few days to hook his heart, the purpose of your coming here is definitely not for training, isn't it!" ”
I didn't expect Fang Qin to be so smart, she actually saw that my purpose was not for training. I didn't speak, Yun Jingheng protected me behind him and said: "Fang Qin, I don't want to break with you when we used to be classmates, if you want to tell Instructor He, I won't stop you, but we will be passers-by when we meet again in the future." ”
"You are so ruthless to me for this woman?" Fang Qin looked at him in disbelief.
"I've already said that, if you dare to move a little shallow thing, don't blame me for being unkind to you."
After Yun Jingheng finished speaking, he said to me again: "I'll go back to the dormitory first, and you can rest early." ”
"Okay."
After Yun Jingheng left, I also wanted to leave, but was stopped by Fang Qin.
"What exactly do you want to do when you approach Jing Heng? He's simple-minded, you can't hurt him. ”
I said, "I don't want to hurt him, can't I just like him?" ”
"Killers can't have feelings, you're going to hurt him by doing this! He had to be the killer before the Order sent someone to save his mother, and if you gave up halfway, his mother would die. ”
I was slightly stunned after listening to her words, Yun Jingheng's mother was arrested? Is that why he's here?
I didn't fall asleep that night, because as soon as I fell asleep, I would dream that Yun Jingheng was covered in blood and asked me why I lied to him.
I'm not afraid of unscrupulous means for the sake of the end, I'm afraid of hurting the people who treat me sincerely.
Today's training is the human will, and the trainees have to go through the pain caused by some kind of instrument to achieve the qualifications.
Some people just couldn't hold on for more than ten seconds, looking at the students who were taken away one by one, my eyes fell on Qinghe, she was already sweating profusely in pain at the moment, but she kept persevering.
Yun Jingheng and Fang Qin both passed the test, and when it was my turn, I obviously saw that Instructor He had turned down the pressure a lot. I'm not surprised, it should have been Ling Yuqian's explanation.
But it still hurts, ten times more painful than when I was alive with Ling Yang. It turns out that being a killer not only has to withstand torture in the body, but also has to withstand the test of will.
In the past few days, Yun Jingheng has been tired of being with me, because of Ling Yuqian's purpose, so the other instructors have turned a blind eye when they see it, but because of this, those students have a burst of envy, jealousy and hatred.
Lying side by side with Yun Jingheng on the playground, the moon is very round tonight, and the time should be almost the Mid-Autumn Festival. But when the people around me are gone, who can I reunite with?
"What are you thinking?" Yun Jingheng stared at me sideways, his eyes full of tenderness.
"It's nothing, I just thought that it was almost Mid-Autumn Festival."
I sat up and asked him, "Who arrested your mother?" ”
After listening to my words, his eyes flashed with hatred, and he replied to me: "Zhao Qinghao." ”
What the? Zhao Qinghao? Isn't that the boss of the Soul Eater? Why did he arrest his mother?
He sat up and said, "He was interested in my mother when I was young, but my mother would rather die than take me to another city to hide for many years. But he still found us, and he took my mom away not long ago, so I came here to use the organization to rescue her. ”
"I see, so how do you know that the organization will definitely help you?"
He said: "At that time, Instructor He came to me and said that if I came to the training camp, the boss would help me rescue my mother. ”
It turned out that Ling Yuqian had already set a trap for him, and looked at his side face without looking away. Because I'm afraid I'll be tempted to tell him everything if I watch it. I don't want to hurt such a person, but there are some things that I don't have a choice when I have to choose.