129 What are you afraid of?
Chen Xu and the two bought a lot of New Year's goods, stuffed the trunk of the car, and returned to their grandmother's house before lunch.
"How do you buy so many things?" When my grandmother saw him carrying bags of things inside, she said a little complainingly, "Why spend this unjust money, when your uncle and they come back, they will buy it." ”
Chen Xu smiled and said, "It's okay, I got promoted and raised my salary this year." ”
"Enough is enough, you can take the rest home."
"I've already bought it at home, and it's for you."
Yang Jinxia pulled her grandmother aside and said, "This is a little bit of Chen Xu's heart, don't stop him." ”
"This kid doesn't spend money in moderation. What will you do when you get married? Grandma said half-complainingly.
"Grandma-" Yang Jinxia's face was a little shy.
The third aunt saw Chen Xu coming in with a goose and asked, "Why is there a goose?" ”
Yang Jinxia said, "That's what Chen Xu put on the street, just take that plastic ring." ”
"Oh." The third aunt suddenly went to the town often, met a few times, and asked, "How much did it cost?" ”
"Twenty."
The third aunt smiled, "Then your luck is really good." ”
Twenty yuan to buy a big goose of four or five catties is really very cost-effective.
"How do you want to eat?"
"Chen Xu said to simmer it."
The third aunt looked at her grandmother, "I'm not very good at this, otherwise, you can come." ”
"Okay."
At this time, Chen Xu came out of the house, heard the words of the two, and said to Yang Jinxia, "You have a good mouth today, grandma hasn't cooked in person for a long time." I haven't eaten her food in a long time. ”
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Lunch is coming soon, and it's too late to make it, so I have to save it for the evening.
After lunch, Chen Xu and the two chatted with her grandmother for a while, she said that she was sleepy and went upstairs to rest.
Chen Xu asked, "Why don't you go out for a walk?" ”
"Okay."
It was noon, the sun was hard to come out, and there was no wind outside, so it was much warmer than in the morning.
The two walked along the road and kept moving forward.
"Before, we were very poor here. There are mountains everywhere, there are few fields, and the roads are impassable. When I was in middle school, the village took the lead, and one village after another went to raise funds, and then built it. ”
Chen Xu said with emotion as he walked, "My dad's generation began to go outside, working, and doing business. Some people make a lot of money, some people don't earn much, but life is good. Finally, I don't have to stay in the village and farm all my life. ”
"Actually, it's not just our village, it's the same in other villages. Only the old man and the child were left, and now, there are very few children. People are paying more and more attention to their children's education, and they are all going to school in the big cities. ”
"Now, a lot of their generation is ready to come back to retire, you see, almost every single one of them has built a new house."
Yang Jinxia had been listening quietly, and then suddenly asked, "What about your family?" ”
Chen Xu sighed, "Our family belongs to a minority, and we have failed to do business. I owe a lot of money, and even the house has been sold, and now I live in the house left by my grandparents. ”
"Now, my biggest wish is to pay off my family's debts as soon as possible and buy a big house for my parents. Other things, I don't think about it for the time being. ”
By this time, they had already walked out of the village, and on the right side of the road was a bamboo forest.
At some point, the wind blew again, making the bamboo leaves rustle. also ruffled Yang Jinxia's hair, she stopped, reached out and brushed the strand of hair behind her ear, and said, "Are you rejecting me in disguise?" ”
Chen Xu also stopped, looked into the distance, on the other side of the mountain, there was a mountain that looked vague, and said, "I'm afraid, what I want is different from what you want." ”
For a long time, Chen Xu didn't hear her response, turned around, and saw her standing there, her eyes were red, and she couldn't help but be stunned.
In his impression, she was a strong woman, strong-willed and nervous. Even in reality, she has shown her weak side several times, but she has never been so eager to cry as she is now.
"I've done it all, what do you want me to do?"
"I'm a girl, I don't want to be reserved, follow you to your classmate's wedding, and follow you to your grandmother's house. What do I want, don't you really understand? ”
"What are you afraid of? What is there to be afraid of? ”
"You're a coward in the truest sense of the word."
Speaking of this, the tears in the corners of Yang Jinxia's eyes finally slipped down, she wiped them away vigorously, and said, "Okay, now you just have to say a word, you don't feel anything about me, you don't want to see me again." I'm going to leave right away, and I won't be in front of you again. ”
"Say it."
She stepped forward, shoved him in the head, and choked up, "You say." ”
Chen Xu looked at the sadness and anger in her eyes, as if she had been punched hard, and when she came over to push him for the second time, she finally reacted and reached out to hug her.
"Don't touch me, you bastard."
Yang Jinxia struggled hard, pushing his chest while trying to break free.
Chen Xu didn't let go, but hugged her tighter and tighter, until he held her whole person in his arms, listened to her panting, and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”
"I don't want you to tell me I'm sorry."
Yang Jinxia no longer struggled in vain, heard his apology, and muttered.
Chen Xu felt the fiery body in his arms, and a certain part of his heart gradually melted, and asked softly, "Then what do you want to hear?" ”
"You light, I'm almost out of breath."
Only then did he realize that he was holding too hard, and he was busy letting go of it.
Yang Jinxia raised his head slightly, looked at his face, and his appearance was clearly reflected in his eyes, and said, "Will you always accompany me in the future?" ”
"Yes."
"Would you like to be nice to me?"
"Yes."
"Do you like me?"
Chen Xu stretched out a free hand, gently stroked her face, and said, "I like it." ”
She pressed her face to his chest, closed her eyes, listened to his heartbeat, and said, "Chen Xu, I want you to remember what you said today." Never, never forget. ”
The wind was getting stronger and stronger, and she lifted her long hair, and the hair flew to Chen Xu's face, itching, itching all the way to his heart.
That's right, Chen Xu, what are you afraid of?
He asked himself this, and there was a faint answer in his heart, but it didn't matter.
When he saw the tears of sadness and anger in her eyes, his heart was shattered.
"As long as you don't leave me, I will always be with you."
He said in his heart.
The two hugged quietly like this, and the bamboo forest next to them rustled from time to time, adding a bit of tranquility.
Toot –
Suddenly, a black Cadillac drove by, and when the two of them passed, they honked their horns.
Chen Xu looked up a little unpleasantly, and when he saw the license plate number, he felt a little familiar.
At this time, the car, which had driven more than ten meters, stopped, slowly reversed, lowered the window, and showed a familiar face in the driver's seat, both surprised and happy, "Chen Xu, it's actually you." ”
"Chen Chao?" Chen Xu was also surprised.
"Hey." In the back seat, a woman holding a child poked her head out and greeted him warmly, it was Chen Chao's wife and son.