017 Origin of the controversy
There is not a trace of white white clouds in the blue sky, but there is a sun that shines brightly.
This is the place where Dai Hui came for the first time, the first induction.
Jiang Xiaolan took Dai Hui's hand and walked outside the station, and there were not many people leaving the station.
Next to a commissary on the side of the road, a man smoked a cigarette, and the smoke rings slowly dispersed around him, and when the wind came, there was a faint smell of fragrant tobacco.
In his other hand was a chubby little hand, the hand of a little boy, and the little boy's eyes were rolling.
Dai Hui knew that this was Dai Zhao and her younger brother, and she vaguely remembered that it was called Dai ...... String.
Dai Zhao snuffed out the cigarette in his hand, threw the cigarette butt into the trash, picked up Dai Xian and walked over to Jiang Xiaolan.
His face was heavy, his eye sockets were a little blue, and his pupils were faintly bloodshot.
Dai Xian saw Jiang Xiaolan, it was really a baby who forgot his father when he saw his mother.
Dai Xian fluttered over into Jiang Xiaolan's arms and asked her to hug her.
But Jiang Xiaolan's stomach turned over the river and the sea, which made her extremely uncomfortable, her face was pale, and she still took Dai Xian over, holding Dai Xian with one hand, and still leading Dai Xian with the other.
The husband and wife should be happy to meet, but after the two of them met, they didn't say a word, you looked at me, I looked at you, all of them were embarrassed.
Dai Hui looked at the unfamiliar city, and suddenly felt decadent, and the last glimmer of hope in Yan's eyes was gone.
This is not the city, the country street where she grew up.
The streets here are full of pedestrians, and everyone walks so quickly and so snailly.
Jiang Xiaolan just hugged Dai Xian, his face turned pale, and he hurriedly let go of his hand, bent down and squatted down, and spit out vigorously to the trash can on the side.
Seeing this, Dai Zhao panicked, stepped forward and gently stroked Jiang Xiaolan's back, seeing that she vomited badly, thinking that she was suffering from motion sickness, and suddenly looked at Dai Hui with vicious eyes.
Dai Hui took a step back.
Dai Zhao gently supported Jiang Xiaolan's back, seeing that all she spit out was sour water, his heart trembled, and he asked, "Didn't you rest well?" ”
Dai Zhao's temper eased a little, and his speech was gentle and delicate, Jiang Xiaolan felt incredible and looked up at him.
The violent cough made both her cheeks crimson, and her watery eyes were full of tears.
Jiang Xiaolan stood up and saw that Dai Hui was still holding a tissue and handing it to her.
"Mom, give!" Dai Huixiao held a tissue in her hand, and although she was afraid of Dai Zhao's gaze, she still had to hand the tissue to her mother to wipe the acid water on her lips.
Jiang Xiaolan took the tissue and glanced at Dai Zhao, "Let's go, go back." ”
Jiang Xiaolan stretched out his hand to take Dai Xian's hand and held Dai Xian in his arms.
Dai Zhao didn't want to say a word, so he directly reached out to pick up Dai Xian and walked in front.
When crossing the zebra crossing, Dai Wei felt scared, and her palms were covered with cold sweat.
Jiang Xiaolan noticed it, but her stomach turned upside down, which made her uncomfortable, so she had to speed up her pace and go home.
Walking at the door of the spacious community, Dai Hui didn't dare to enter, is this the place where she can come?
Sixth floor.
The house has just been renovated, just a simple decoration with some simple furniture and appliances.
Jiang Xiaolan led Dai Wei into a room, all of which were pink and tender colors, the curtains were light pink, the sheets were pink, the quilts were pink, the pillows were pink, even the dolls on the side were pink, and a sofa under the corner was also a fan, and the desk next to it was also a fan.
Dai Wei didn't like this color, but she just looked at it, and she couldn't have an opinion.
Jiang Xiaolan put down the travel bag, squatted down and grabbed Dai Hui's two arms, and said softly: "Huihui, rest in the house for a while, my mother will go to cook, and I will call you when I am ready." ”
Dai Hui was afraid, in this strange room, even if it was the pink color of youth, for the first time, she felt the darkness.
Dai Hui's face was a little pale, looked at Jiang Xiaolan, and agreed very obediently: "Okay, Mom." ”
Jiang Xiaolan rubbed her little head, with a smile on her face, stood up and glanced at her, then turned to leave, and closed the door by the way.
Dai Feng tore off the diaper in the house, threw a large chunk of it into the trash.
She sat on the sofa, looked at everything in the room, and looked at herself again, and the inferiority complex welled up in her heart, and she lowered her head.
The living room is covered with foam cushions and has a toy rail. Inside are colorful building blocks, and some round balls. A variety of toy cars, Transformers.
The corners are full of strollers, scooters, twisting buggies, push walkers.
Dai Xian sat in the foam cushion, playing with the car he had assembled, his little eyes round and full of curiosity, and he kept looking at the door.
The balcony is separated from the living room by an iron door, and the flower pots are newly bought jasmine and red hydrangeas, which are in full bloom.
The balcony was scorched by the midday sun, and a wave of white mist and heat came.
Jiang Xiaolan's face was sweaty, she looked at the cigarette in Dai Zhao's hand, and the lighter was grinding in the palm of her hand for a long time.
She wiped her sweat, held back the turbulence of her internal organs, and took a deep breath before saying, "Dai Zhao, I brought it back, you treat her well, okay?" ”
Dai Zhao realized that she was pregnant, and she didn't plan to smoke the cigarette, so she threw it directly into the trash can on the balcony.
Dai Zhao looked at Jiang Xiaolan, who was pale and sweating, a little distressed, but still said in his heart: "Xiaolan, how many times do you want me to tell you, she can't replace our dead child." ”
In an instant, her mind was so blank that Jiang Xiaolan's eyes were hot, and she cried and said: "No matter, it took me nearly four years to melt her into my heart, so let her stay, she is very similar to Xiangxiang, and she is also very similar to me!" ”
Dai Zhao's face sank, a little ugly, but his tone was gentle: "Okay, it's good if you're happy." ”
Dai Zhao walked over and hugged Jiang Xiaolan, who was a little broken, and whispered in her ear: "You are pregnant, go and rest!" ”
"What?" Jiang Xiaolan asked him rhetorically, broke free from his arms, did she hallucinate?
Dai Zhao threw the lighter into the trash can, with a smile on his face: "You vomit like this when you bring Xiaoxian, eighty percent of it is there, go to rest first, and take you to the hospital for examination in the afternoon." ”
Jiang Xiaolan was stunned, walked into the living room in a daze, and watched Dai Xian assemble a lot of cars and some buildings with building blocks.
I moved a small chair and sat next to him and watched him assemble it, wanting to say something.
Jiang Xiaolan was so flustered that he ran to the bathroom with an arrow step, squatting on the edge of the toilet and vomiting again.
Dai Zhao, who rushed to the scene when he heard the sound, was startled, and ran to pour a cup of warm water to rinse her mouth.
Jiang Xiaolan walked into the living room weakly, leaned on the sofa softly, his eyelids were heavy, he looked at Dai Zhao, and continued to advise: "Be nice to her, okay?" ”
Dai Zhao didn't feel good in his heart, but he still nodded and took the empty cup into the kitchen.
He stood in the kitchen with a lot of thoughts, looking through the newly installed glass windows at a clear blue sky, cloudless, and tall buildings.
Dai Zhao was addicted to smoking, but when he thought that Xiaolan would vomit very seriously when he smelled the smoke, he put a chili pepper in his mouth and controlled himself not to smoke.
Dai Hui was there in the crack of the door, and she wanted to come out, but seeing all this, she preferred to stay in the quiet cabin.
In the living room seen through the crack in the door, a child is playing with toys, and the mother is lying on the sofa, looking uncomfortable.
After thinking about it, Dai Hui still tiptoed out of the door and came to Jiang Xiaolan's face, walked fast, touched the corner of the coffee table, and she "hissed" slightly in pain.
Seeing her come out, Dai Xian walked over, walking a little crookedly, still not very steady.
Dai Xian looked at the strange child, didn't cry, didn't splash and roll, just looked at her quietly.
Dai Hui also looked at him, staring at him wide-eyed.
The clothes and shoes on his body were luxurious, expensive, and exquisite, even the pile of toys behind him were expensive.
"Mom," Dai Xian called Jiang Xiaolan, moved his little feet to the sofa, stood next to her, raised his finger and pointed at Dai Hui and asked, "Mom, she?" ”
Jiang Xiaolan's chest tightness and shortness of breath, looking at this scene, she forgot that she hadn't introduced it yet.
Jiang Xiaolan glanced at Dai Xian and said, "This is my sister." ”
He glanced at Dai Hui again and said, "This is Dai Xian, it's my younger brother." You two get along well, don't make trouble! ”
Dai Xian's playmates from childhood to adulthood are toys, and at this time a sister came, a little curious, what is this sister?
Dai Hui shrank back, and when he saw an unfamiliar place, his heart was beating suddenly, and his brain was blank.
Jiang Xiaolan looked at Dai Hui, and when she saw her like this, she was a little worried, "Hui, my brother is very well-behaved, you play with him with toys." ”
As soon as he heard this, Dai Xian fluttered and climbed down from the sofa, ran to the pile of toys, and protected all the toys from anyone to touch them.
Jiang Xiaolan was a little embarrassed, looked at Dai Hui, who was pale, rubbed her little head, and helped her to sit on the sofa: "Hui, then you sit here and watch TV, what do you want to watch, Pleasant Goat or Pig Man?" ”
As soon as he heard this, Dai Xian abandoned the toy and came over to guard the remote control, holding the remote control in his arms and not letting go.
Jiang Xiaolan wanted to take the remote control off, but when she saw Dai Hui get up and stand to the side, she asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Dai replied: "Mom, I don't like toys and watching TV, for my younger brother." ”
At that moment, Jiang Xiaolan's mood was affected, but she held back, walked over and brought Dai Hui over again, and sat down on the sofa.
When Dai Xian saw this, he sat on the ground and began to cry.
Dai Zhao didn't wipe his hand, he had already run over to hug him, coaxed him for a while, and looked at Dai Hui with a serious face.
Jiang Xiaolan looked at Dai Zhao, who was glaring angrily, and then looked at Dai Hui, who was stunned, how can these two people get along well?
Jiang Xiaolan was unbearable to die, and he didn't bother to lose his temper, so he brought Dai Hui into the bedroom, leaving only Dai Zhao's father and son in the living room.
Dai Xian was still crying, he hugged Dai Zhao's neck and cried: "Don't want a sister, don't want a sister!" ”
With this sister, someone will come and grab toys with him, grab the remote control, and grab his parents.
Dai Zhao patted him lightly on the back, "Okay, okay, it's yours that you can never snatch away." ”
Dai Zhao looked at the bedroom calmly, and a trace of viciousness and narrow-mindedness flashed in his eyes.
As the old saying goes, it's not your own flesh and blood, even if you're well-behaved and sensible, it's not your own flesh and blood, even if you look like it, a substitute can only be a substitute.
The river was murmuring, the breeze was gently blowing, and the surface of the river rippled, and the reflection of the mountains also flowed.
Jiang Lonely sat on the stones by the river, looking at the river in a daze, and he was at a loss for the gift in his hand.
He can walk for a while now, ten, twenty, thirty minutes, and slowly get back to normal.
But now, my leg is healed, and my heart is hurt again.
A mat was laid on the stone, and Wang Qiran sat on it, washing clothes on the stone slab, and when he took the washing powder, he saw Jiang Lone's expression, and shook his head slightly and sighed.
"Grandma," Jiang Lone said, his eyes looking directly at Wang Qiran's back.
"When will I see Leaflet?" Jiang Lonely then asked, his eyes falling on the magpie on the moss-covered stone not far away.
The magpie was drinking, and when its beak touched the water, it stirred up many ripples along with the breeze.
The clothes beating stick in Wang Qiran's hand suddenly stopped, looked back at Jiang Lone, who was very calm, and replied to him after thinking about it: "I don't know when I will see her!" ”
"Grandma, does she have to go to that house?" Jiang Lonely asked again, constantly grinding the gift in his hand.
"If you want to go back, that's her home!" Wang Qiran smiled bitterly, turned his back again, and when he took the clothes in the basin, the salty things rolled out without anger.
"Really?" Jiang Lao was suspicious and glanced at the sky, "That home...... All right? Will they treat her well? She is so afraid of the dark and afraid of dogs, will they keep lights and chase away puppies for her? ”
Wang Qiran heard these words clearly, but he didn't know how to answer.
What to answer, what to say? Wang Qiran didn't know, she only knew that she had been praying.
The sunset crept up quietly in the sky, even the crescent moon came to hang in the treetops, and the shadows of people were also stretched out.
In the huge hall, a large cake was placed on a boxy table.
The number four on it is surrounded by large, shiny flowers and fresh, sweet and delicious fruit slices.
Four candles were inserted, and the light of the candles flickered a little as the evening breeze blew.
There were four children and two elderly people sitting around the table.
Until now, he has not recovered from the col where Dai Hui left this mountain pass.
Yan Xiaoyou was originally going to cut the cake with a cake knife, but now that Dai Wei is not there, she is not in any mood.
Just lying on the table, with his chin propped up in his hand, he stared at the candles on the table that were about to burn out in a daze.
Seeing that they were all so uncomfortable and depressed, Qiansheng glanced at Jiang Lonely, "Xiao Lone, Leafy is not here, we have to divide the cake, otherwise she will be unhappy if she knows!" ”
Jiang Liao nodded, "Well, let's divide the food, put the gift in a box, and when we see her, we will give it to her." ”
Wang Qiran was sad for a while, and the eldest child who had worked hard was taken away like this, and he didn't know if it was good or bad when he went there!
Jiang Zhan's eyes were also astringent, and he patted Wang Qiran's shoulder, "It's okay, don't you have a phone?" Call me often to ask, it's not September, maybe it's going to kindergarten! ”
Listening to Wang Qiran's ears, this is a bit unpleasant!
Wang Qiran glanced at Jiang Zhan, not to speak, not to speak.
The cake is divided, no more, no less, one piece per person.
But there's still one more piece.
That's a leafy one.
There are two red cherries, a kiwi fruit, and two or three cantaloupe in the cream on the cake, all of which are more or less stained with a lot of white cream.
This piece, Jiang Lonely ate it.
Dai Wei has followed him since he was a child, and now that little tail is gone, back to his home.
Was it really her home?
Lu Juan didn't say a word the whole time, there was no movement, he just looked at it all lightly.
At that moment, he was annoyed, disgusted that he had to go to the market that day to buy gifts!
Yan Xiaoyou finished eating the cake, and went to the steps outside to sit down, still the same old as usual, in a daze, with two elbows propped on her knees, palms supporting her chin, looking at the crescent moon looming in the dark clouds.
Jiang Lonely was annoyed by this incident, and he was packing up the gifts he had prepared for Dai Hui and put them in a small box.
I don't know when I can give it to her?