The body kept falling like a kite had broken strings, and it felt like there was no end to it. I don't know how long it took, but I opened my eyes and looked at the yard where I lived when I was a child.

"Xiaoqian, why are you in a daze? Your mom is still at home waiting for you to eat. ”

Hearing this, I hurriedly turned around, and when I saw my father's smile on his face, he urged me to go in and eat. I looked at him in disbelief, my eyes blurred, and I shouted, "Dad, I'm sorry......"

"What nonsense are you talking about, why are you sorry for me?" He still smiled kindly. And I couldn't cry anymore, I don't know if it's real or I'm dreaming, seeing him standing in front of me in front of me, I am happy and scared, I am afraid that this is a dream, and they are still not there when I wake up.

"Daughter, why are you crying?" My dad hurriedly patted me on the back and comforted, "Did you encounter something unhappy?" ”

"Dad......" I hugged him tightly, and when tears blurred his chest, my mother's voice came from the room, "I said, what are you two women doing?" Still haven't eaten? ”

When I looked up, my mother was standing at the door, staring at us unhappily.

I let go of my dad and ran to her and hugged her, "Mom, I'm sorry, don't leave my ......"

Mom looked at her father in surprise, "Daughter, what's wrong?" ”

Dad shook his head, patted me on the shoulder and said, "Don't cry, Xiaoqian, let's go in for dinner." ”

I nodded, smiled and walked into the room with them. But what I didn't expect was that they suddenly disappeared, and I called them out in my heart, but they were as if they had never appeared. I sat there in the dark, holding my body tightly, and I wanted to wait for them, thinking that they would definitely come back, and they would definitely ......

In a daze, there was a faint conversation in my ears.

"It's been three days, why hasn't she woken up yet?"

"Although the bullet didn't hurt her heart, it didn't hurt her much, and we can't know when she will wake up, we can only see if she has the idea of living."

"On her own?"

"Yes, a person's consciousness is important, but it is also powerful. If she doesn't want to live, it's futile for us to do it. ”

After listening to their conversation, I was once again plunged into the abyss of darkness. My parents are gone, what reason do I have to live anymore? And they died because of me, and I can never shirk that responsibility, I hate myself, I hate everything here.

I don't know how long it took for me to feel someone talking to me, but I forgot in the blink of an eye, I didn't know what he said, let alone who he was.

Later, I saw my parents again, and they smiled and waved to me. When I got close to my father, he said to me, "Go back, daughter, there are people there that you can't rest assured of." ”

"No, I'm not going back." I hurriedly grabbed their hands and said with difficulty: "It's me who hurt you, it's me who shouldn't fall in love with Ling Yuqian, let alone marry him, it's me, it's all my fault......"

"Don't say that, Xiaoqian, this is our life, let's go back." Mom and Dad glanced at each other, and their bodies gradually disappeared.

"No—"

I shouted, and opened my eyes violently.

What caught my eye was the huge hospital room, with a lot of flowers on the table, and my hands were still dripping. I reached out and touched the place where I was shot, my brow furrowed, it hurt, and the pain was conveyed all over my body.

At this time, a nurse pushed the door in, and when she saw me, the potion in her hand fell to the ground, and then she was ecstatic, "Dr. Chen, she's awake!" ”

I then let a couple of doctors examine me, and I could see that they were just as happy as the nurses, but I could see that they were relieved at the same time.

"You've finally woken up, and if you don't wake up, I'm afraid our hospital won't be able to save it." After a doctor finished speaking, I was stunned, "What do you mean?" ”

"You have been asleep since the operation, Mr. Ling is very worried about you, he said that if we can't save you, he will directly lift the hospital, but our dean is frightened."

"Really?" I didn't react much when I heard Ling Yuqian's name, and my expression was so cold that I didn't even notice it.

After a while, Hua Xuan came, and he saw me breathe a sigh of relief, "You can be considered alive, I thought you would sleep like this for the rest of your life." ”

Looking at him, I hesitated for a moment and asked, "...... my parents?"

"Don't worry, I have already taken care of the funeral of my uncle and aunt, and I will bring their ashes back and bury them in Lin Yuan." He took my words and said, "Thank you." ”

He looked at me and was silent for a while, and said, "Ling Yuqian has come to see you every day for the month you have been in a coma, you ......"

"I don't want to hear that name." My interruption stunned him, and he only heard him say, "Didn't you love him very much before?" You're not going to blame him for your parents' deaths, are you? ”

Gradually recalling what Ling Yuqian said in my ear during this time, my breathing was a little unsteady, "How can I blame him, I blame myself." "Everything has nothing to do with him, it's all my fault, it's my fall in love with him that causes Li Shiran's hostility towards me.

"You can't think like that, maybe the death of my uncle and aunt was just an accident, not a deliberate murder." Hua Xuan said here and continued: "I went back and adjusted the surveillance that day, it was a private car and two cars collided, and one person died in the other car. It is said that there are still his wife and children in the car, how can you say that he deliberately hit your parents' car? ”

The flowers of the flowers made me fall into deep thought, and he was right, asking who could take away his wife and children to deliberately murder others, and put his own life on the line? But Li Shiran's words that day were a nightmare for me, and it kept pestering me and making me cranky.

Not long after Hua Xuan left, she told me that after that day, Ling Yuqian and Li Shiran's wedding would be late. I didn't react when I heard it, I just silently looked at the family photo that Hua Xuan brought just now. The photo shows my parents when they were younger, and I was only 10 years old at the time, with an innocent smile on my face.

He Wanwan also said that Xue Zimo would also come from time to time, and every time he came, he would tell me a lot of things that happened in the past. After I listened, my hand stiffened as I touched the photo of my parents. What has happened can never be returned, my marriage with Xue Zimo is the beginning, and what happened later is something I didn't expect.

That night I hid under the quilt and cried for a long time with the family photo in my arms, and the self-blame and pain almost broke down, and I thought I would just suffocate to death. It turns out that tears can be cried dry, I don't know how long I cried, I felt that my eyes were tingling, and I couldn't shed a single tear anymore.

My body stiffened when I heard the sound of steady footsteps in the hallway. The door to the ward was opened, and I could feel him standing there for a moment, then walking towards me again.

As he walked, my breathing became difficult, nervous and frightened.