I asked, "Do you hate Hu Ying?" ”

She wondered: "Hate what? ”

I said, "Those elders, a few words from them easily made you lose the opportunity to enter the elite barracks, and easily decided your life for you. ”

"I hate," she said, "but for me now, even if I lose those opportunities, I won't be buried." She closed her eyes and pursed her lips and said slowly: "Actually, no one should be too arrogant, because one day feng shui will take turns." ”

I said, "I just don't think I would be where I am if I didn't know some people." If I weren't Hades, I would have lived an easy life, my family wouldn't have died in thunder, I wouldn't have been adrift, and I wouldn't have to do things I didn't like. There is no need to pin your hopes on the gods. ”

She said, "What's wrong with you?" ”

I said, "I'm the kind of person who can't get better, and there are always people who can't see you well." "The evening is really an auspicious day for the zodiac to talk about something, even if I cry, I won't be known, I sat back to back with her.

The ink-stained sky, the moon hung high, one or two stars poked their heads out of the clouds, I picked up the "Fox Clan Canon" next to me and handed it to her, and in the dark night, I could still see that her eyes were still shining, and she asked me: "How can you give me such a precious thing?"

I said, "Only those who value it feel precious, I want to cultivate immortals, and the magic of witchcraft is useless to me." I looked up and continued, "I don't belong here. ”

In the quiet of the night, when there are no words, you can hear the small sounds that you can't usually hear—breathing and heartbeat. I know that the old things in my heart are turning over at this moment, and there are still wounds on my face, left over from the war.

Even with good momentum, you don't always win. After suffering from failure, I will hate it in my heart.

Hu Ying said: "Actually, with you now, you are suitable to be a demon." ”

I said, "There is no such thing as a fit or a bad fit, only a liking or a dislike." ”

At present, it seems that my fox body, everything from the top of the head is the price of the bones and ashes, I seem to know that the bones will be broken, and I also want to take this indifferent opportunity to fight.

I don't want to be a fox, but this road is already on the way, and I have no way to choose not to be a fox, because the great cause of cultivating immortals at this moment cannot be carried out fairly, because in the face of the emperor's obstruction, I can only survive in the cracks.

Everyone said: Yes, just work hard.

But in fact, I know better than anyone else that if I seize the slim opportunity, I may not be able to become a god. There are many demons who want to be immortals, everyone is quite talented, why did I become the only one.

Everyone in the world chooses the path where you can see the future, because there is no risk in comfort and peace of mind, but the road to the end at a glance is not interesting to me, not because I am restless, but because I know too well what I want, so I have been fighting now.

She said: "Don't touch the water on the wound on your face, since you have already wrapped gauze, don't touch it easily after applying medicine, it's not good to leave a scar." ”

I subconsciously touched my face: "I haven't cried yet, why are you crying?" ”

She said, "Because I hurt my face, I look at the flesh leaking out of my face over there, it hurts." ”

I squeezed my eyes: "Actually, I just felt that it was just rubbing, and it didn't hurt very much, but the moment I looked in the mirror, I felt very painful, and it was all psychological." I sighed: "When I was a child, I had no concept of beauty and ugliness, I didn't care about these things, and then everyone said some topics of beauty and ugliness, and I felt that my personal image seemed to be quite important, and I felt that I was not good-looking and fat."

This day and the wolf clan, I searched for a long time and didn't see the 'immovable monster' who drew a bow and shot arrows, I was stunned for a moment, the leader of today's battle is an axe. The wolf clan doesn't judge people by their appearance, and I see that the leader is not very good, but his status has not been affected.

I heard other foxes say that the wolf people don't bathe every year, don't like to touch water, and like to eat raw food, and I fought with the man with the axe, and I was excited because I was happy to see the axe, and fought with him for a few rounds.

I could smell a faint fragrance on his body while dodging, which shows that not all the rumors are true.

The bow and arrow melee attack did not have any aggressiveness, I could only hold the bow with both hands to resist the axe, I could not withstand it, the heavy trembling of the arm caused my arm to be sore, and I must have died again if I had another axe.

Once you retreat in your heart, you can't do it, because the firmness of the heart is very important, and if you don't be firm, then you will definitely regret it. It's like if you're hungry and want to eat dumplings but you're too hungry and have to wait, then the ready-made pastries are on the table, and when you're full, the dumplings are just right, and they're steaming on the table, but you have no appetite. Because it is already full, it occupies the stomach, and there is no extra room left.

So I don't want to be a fox with all my heart, because I'm afraid that I won't be able to give it the opportunity to become a god. This body told me that I should be a fox if I was fated, but my soul told me that I should be a god in my life.

Those who believe in fate are incompetent, because failure only believes in fate. Lu Ju's life and death book is still human to reverse, so life or anything is. The most heart-piercing and promising sentence in this world is why others can, you can't, you are also a pair of eyes with two holes.

But I was not firm in the fight with the wolf, I thought a lot at that moment: the words of encouragement that Lu Juan said to me, and my future success as a god, the steamed bun shop that has been open for many years in the world...... I just think that there is still beauty in the world, so I need to be strong and loving to live and wait for the good.

I didn't want to win, I just wanted to live. So I kicked him hard in the lower body at the moment when my arm couldn't hold it, and then ran away with the opportunity to pull my legs.

The moment I survived, I cried with joy.

But in an instant, I saw that Hu Ying's situation was in crisis, she was about to pick up the weapon on the ground, but there was a wolf who plotted against her, and slashed at her with a knife, I accidentally scratched my face when I drove her away, and it didn't hurt much, so I didn't care, but Hu Ying's expression was ugly, and she kept asking me if it hurt.

In fact, I can withstand the pain, and the pain in my body is much lighter than the pain in my heart, so don't be sad if you hurt someone. The visible pain is not considered pain, the real pain is sometimes not good, it falls on your heart, stabbing you a few times one at a time, reminding you that you can not forget.

I covered my face strangely, and there was no blood on my face, I thought it might be a bruise. She said the same thing she said when she wiped my back that day

She said, "Don't look in the mirror."

I asked: What's wrong, it hurts a little.

She said: "My face is broken."

The moment I peeked in the mirror, I understood why she was crying, because my face was likely to have a scar, and I didn't pay much attention to my face when I was a child, but when I grew up, I still valued it a little, even though it wasn't a city, and I didn't want to break the face.

In fact, most of the current characters are not born, they are all grinded and grinded by things, such as Hu Ying, her strength is because of unfair treatment and bullying, no one can protect her, so she is stronger to protect herself, and the queen was also a princess.

I said something not very good to Hu Ying: "I don't believe that anyone will love you regardless of your appearance, but I believe that those who love because of your appearance will not love because you are separated from your appearance." ”

She said: "Yes, after all, the cholera or the famous people in the world are beautiful women. ”

I also laughed: "yes." But in fact, there are special cases, such as Mr. Zhuge who married a smart but not good-looking girl. But it's a minority, and I don't believe I'm the lucky one anyway. ”

The reason for the fuss is that I don't have to fight, but I have to understand some things, not everything has to be taken up, even if the world is not benevolent, there is still a way to live with all things as a dog.

I hadn't taken off the heavy armor yet, and it wasn't easy for me to turn around, and there was a voice.

I said, "Actually, just because we still have the time to wash our faces and remove our armor, it proves that we don't take the war seriously." ”

The war in the world is to sleep with a sword and sleep in armor, but now we have to spare some time to wash our faces and draw our eyebrows, how can we win, obviously we have to spend our faces in battle, but we are still paying attention to our faces, if we have to worry about whether the posture is elegant, it is dancing.

She said: "I understand that you mentioned this, and I will make a clear regulation from tomorrow." ”

……

I have to say that there is always no one to do everything well, there are always some deflated people who stand in the way, but we can't give up just because others are deflated, we have to survive in the cracks and then get stronger and stronger, and then it is the turn of those people to kneel.

Hu Yinggang was about to make a clear rule, but a demon came forward to say something.

In fact, only those who don't have the ability to chew the root of their tongue like to make small moves behind their backs, and those who are really powerful dare to confront head-on, and when they dare not confront head-on, there is no need to compare, because you have already lost.

Everyone began to gossip about Hu Ying and the black wolf, and began to talk about things with the footprints of the wolf outside the tent several times at night, saying that she was shameless and openly did something with the black wolf......

As if the collapse of the psychological defense line came from the small words of the people around me, the most disgusting words I have ever heard are flies that do not bite eggs. When you say that the world is bright, that is because you have never seen the darkness, and when you say that the world is dark, it means that you ignore the brightness and cannot generalize from partiality.

Everyone said: "Yo Yo Yo, why do you care about us if you have an affair with the enemy leader, this fox clan is handed over to you, we really can't let go." ”

"If Hu Ying leads us, we won't fight."

The overwhelming words swept away, and Hu Ying couldn't refute a word, and most of the things that came out of nothing seemed to be true.

Things in the world are always so cold, one second they praise you, they brag about their merits, and the next second they start to forget all the things they have done before, and then they start to get you out of power.

I looked at her a lot haggard, but I knew she didn't dare to cry because people would say pretending to be pitiful. If you don't shed tears, you say that you have thick skin, and if you shed tears, you pretend to be pitiful.

Take a look at it and take a closer look. The world has never been kind.

I asked her, "What should I do?" ”

She said: "If you don't take it, you don't take it, and if you lose, you lose." ”

I said, "I think even if you win, once peace doesn't feel like a good price." Do you know Han Gaozu Liu Bang? ”