Chapter 283: You Say This Just to Push Me Away?!
"What?!"
When Zhang Chenyi heard this, he suddenly stood up from the bed, glared at her in shock, and almost asked her in a shrill voice.
Jealousy, anger, disbelief, even being deceived and other explosive negative emotions came at him, almost drowning his reason in this instant.
Gong Xiangqin was taken aback by his voice and movements, and when she saw that his face was pale, and the hand on his side was tightly clenched into a fist, she was obviously very angry.
When she saw him like this, her heart thumped and sank.
In fact, for his reaction, she can foresee that anyone who hears that her beloved and her brother have had such grievances and entanglements will not be able to accept it calmly.
Perhaps, when Luan Hang first appeared and had not yet become a close comrade-in-arms brother with Zhang Chenyi, telling him these would make him feel a little better.
Maybe it's a little better.
However, the two were still close before, and there was no rift, and she didn't dare to say it at that time, for fear that there would be a mustard between the two of them, which would affect each other's feelings.
However, this problem no longer exists.
Because there has been a huge rift in the relationship between the two, it has become this painful and embarrassing situation.
Gong Xiangqin felt that whether to say it or not, since the estrangement existed, it didn't seem to have much impact if she threw out another bomb and blew the rift between each other even more.
Break the jar and break it.
"You're right, I did have a crush on Luan Hang in my previous life, but he didn't like me......" Gong Xiangqin opened her mouth, wanting to continue explaining.
"Wait." Zhang Chenyi raised his hand, but interrupted her with a pale face, "Give me a minute, I need to calm down." ”
Gong Xiangqin watched him walk to the window, with his back to him, he couldn't see his expression clearly, sighed, Gong Xiangqin turned his gaze away, and closed his eyes a little tiredly.
The soreness of the fever, as well as the pain in her arms, were all draining her physical strength, and she suddenly felt that she was torturing herself by bringing up this topic now.
"Did you mean to? Deliberately saying this, talking about these absurd things in my previous life, is actually to push me away! After a long time, Zhang Chenyi turned around, looked at Gong Xiangqin and asked.
"What?!" Gong Xiangqin frowned, being questioned by him like this, she began to become angry herself,
"Do I need to push you away now?! The two of us have separated. I'm just standing still, can you still be as close to me as you used to?! You can't! I'm just fulfilling the promise I made to you, I'm going to tell you the truth! No matter how much grievances and entanglements I have with Luan Hang, it is also a matter of the previous life, and it has nothing to do with this life, why are you so angry?! Even if I tried to push you away, I didn't have to make up a lie like that! ”
Zhang Chenyi heard her still ask herself like this, asking herself why she was angry, which made him even more annoyed, and at the same time wondered if his emotions were too ridiculous:
"What do these experiences mean to you? Passing by the clouds and smoke, drifting by and then dissipating? You said that you love Luan Hang, I feel jealous, I feel uncomfortable.
But, in comparison, it's all trifle. You said you committed suicide by jumping into the river because of him?! What is the reason for this?! Luan Hang is a brother I can give my life to, and you suddenly said this to me, I feel like everything I know about him has collapsed! What brother, I want to rush in front of him and beat him up right now! ”
Gong Xiangqin was taken aback by the fierce look on his face, and carefully observed his expression, seeing that he was only angry, not jealous, and his heart was warm at the same time, but also incredible.
"Are you angry that Luan Hang caused me to commit suicide? You're really not ...... Because of jealousy? I used to like Luan Hang in my previous life, and I don't know how to think Wang Jinxuan is better, but I dislike you......"
"You also say you don't know what to do." Zhang Chenyi interrupted her with some impatience, "I'm jealous, but tell me first, how did Luan Hang hurt you to commit suicide by jumping into the river?!" ”
Gong Xiangqin was dumbfounded by his sentence 'You also said that you don't know what to do', and paused for a moment before saying:
"In my previous life, when I first arrived in Beijing alone, I was very miserable, I had no room to live and no money to eat, just when I was going to be a wine escort in order to survive, Luan Hang rescued me, gave me a stable life, and asked me to be a model for him, so naturally, I fell in love with him......"
"And then?" Zhang Chenyi's brows furrowed, his emotions had gradually calmed down, and he sat down again and asked.
"Actually, I didn't like Luan Hang, but I liked a hero I fantasized, but this hero was based on Luan Hang. However, I didn't understand it at the time, and this love was my spiritual pillar at that time, and it was the motivation for me to live and fight.
After that, Luan Hang's friend Bai Yu kidnapped me, I was stabbed by her, and I couldn't get pregnant, I wanted Luan Hang to avenge me, but Luan Hang humiliated me, saying that he wouldn't hurt his friend for me as a casual plaything. As a result, my spiritual pillar collapsed, and I had poor ability to bear it at that time, so I couldn't think about it for a while, so I committed suicide by jumping into the river, and of course I didn't die ......."
"Wait!!" Zhang Chenyi stopped her loudly again, and asked in a trembling voice: "You said that you were also stabbed last time, and it is difficult to get pregnant?" ”
“…… Oh, yes. This is my life, and I can't escape it. Gong Xiangqin saw the distress in his eyes, his nose was sore, and he immediately turned his head, but his eyes were a little red.
Obviously, she felt that she was really downset about pregnancy, especially after this oolong miscarriage, she was no longer looking forward to having a child, and she was a little dead.
However, being looked at by him so distressedly, Gong Xiangqin suddenly felt that she was particularly wronged, as if she had suddenly become fragile and hypocritical.
Zhang Chenyi saw her red eyes, and pulled her up distressedly, and wanted to reach out to wipe away her tears, but after stretching out, he stopped again and comforted her: "I believe this time must be different." You ......"
"Okay, let's not talk about it." Gong Xiangqin blinked, held back the tears that were about to flood, and interrupted him to ask: "You also know about my entanglement with Luan Hang now, what do you think?" ”
“…… It's not easy. Although there is a discrepancy between Luan Hang in your mouth and what I understand, it is indeed a person's temperament. He is a bit arrogant, but he will never humiliate you like this. After Zhang Chenyi listened to the reason, his emotions gradually calmed down.