"In your heart, am I such a person?"

Lu Tingshen didn't deny or answer, he just asked in a low voice, his tone sounded a little wrong, as if he really took Ji Yan's words to heart.

Ji Yan didn't expect him to care so much, and he choked up for a while before saying, "This is just my personal speculation, if you think these words have hurt you, I apologize to you here." ”

She turned the cup in her hand and said, "But I don't want others to interfere too much in my life, I knew you were very powerful from the day I met you, and you were a person who knew that you would stand at the top at a glance, but there is really nothing in line with each other compared to me like this." I hope that in these two to three years, I will be able to spend the same time as before. ”

Although she was a little entangled in whether to tell him about the child in her belly, after Lin Wan'er's inexplicable words, she was faintly resistant to this idea.

Maybe it would be better if he didn't know about this matter, knowing that she wouldn't be able to get out of this family completely in the future, and the so-called departure might only become an empty word.

Lu Tingshen keenly noticed that the emotions exuded by her body were different from usual, just like a magnolia flower that faintly withered after being blown by the wind and rain, and even the flower branches were dying.

It wasn't an emotion she would have shown before, and it might have been an accident today, but what made him more concerned was who had caused it.

"Do you think someone is going to let you get through these years in such peace? If I'm not mistaken, someone should have been looking for you during this time. ”

Lu Tingshen walked in front of her and blocked her vision, so that she had no way to take her eyes away from herself, and could only look directly at herself.

Ji Yan was a little helpless by him, but he still had a good temper and said, "I know that you people from wealthy families have a lot of twists and turns, and they can calculate anyone they want, but strictly speaking, I can't be regarded as a member of your Lu family, so is it necessary to target me?" ”

She reached out and tried to push Lu Tingshen, but not only did she not push, because the force was too strong and she almost fell down by this force.

Lu Tingshen reached out and pulled her in time to avoid the tragedy of her falling.

Ji Yan didn't expect that he almost had close contact with the ground, although he was very grateful to Lu Tingshen for being able to pull him, but he was still worried about what would happen if the two of them came into contact again, so he pushed the person away without thinking.

"If I could, I'd really like to go back to the time when I traded with you." She looked up at Lu Ting's deep angular handsome face, and said ruthlessly, "I must tell myself at that time that there are many ways to get out of the predicament at that time, and the last thing you should choose is to agree to make a deal with you." ”

Ji Yan lowered his head, and his emotions began to fluctuate again because of the contact just now and those words.

Lu Tingshen had already let go of his hand after hearing her say that, and took a few steps back, his eyes narrowing slightly, as if he was looking at a gradually stranger.

"I don't know what kind of situation you and Lin Wan'er are now, if you decide to be together sooner after you have negotiated, remember to tell me as soon as possible, and I can also pack up my things and go down from this position that does not belong to me."

After she finished speaking, she wanted to go upstairs past Lu Tingshen, but he grabbed her wrist and brought it back, "Who have you seen today?" ”

Ji Yan wanted to say, "Don't you know who I'm meeting with today?" But after thinking about it, they shouldn't go to the end and only leave memories of the two tearing their faces.

Ji Yan smiled indifferently, trying his best to pretend that nothing had happened, "No matter who I met with today and what I said, it doesn't matter anymore." ”

She gently placed her other hand that was not caught on the back of Lu Tingshen's hand and patted it.

"Actually, you and I both know that we have never been people of the same world. That wedding was supposed to be an intersection between us, but it would soon be staggered again. ”

Lu Tingshen's hand was no longer so tight, but he still stubbornly wanted to keep something, and he was unwilling to let go.

Ji Yan sighed again, "The big joke that happened to us should have ended a long time ago, but because we met and knew each other and came to this day at the wrong time, many things that should have ended have stayed in place without any progress." But I think you're a person who sees things very well, and you have to make the right choice. ”

She never thought that she would have true feelings for another person in the contract marriage, especially since this person still has a white moonlight in his heart.

But life is life, it doesn't have as many dreamy and beautiful plots as in TV dramas, it only has reality.

If they could understand each other in the right situation, they may not have come to this point, but who made them use the wrong way in the first place, and this mistake will come to a complete end sooner or later.

Ji Yan lowered her head, her hair covering her face, so that people couldn't see what her expression was at the moment.

Lu Tingshen was laughed at by her words, "In your opinion, what is the right choice?" Lin Wan'er? But some time ago, you scoffed at what happened between us, why did you change your mind all of a sudden? ”

If there is nothing wrong with this, he doesn't believe it.

She gritted her teeth and looked stoic, "As long as the person you choose is what you want, it is the right choice." I have never denied the love between you, love can take many forms, it does not change because of anyone's words, I was wrong at the time. ”

Even though I knew that sooner or later I would get to this point, when some words were really spoken, my heart still stabbed violently.

Lu Ting snorted coldly, he didn't take what she said to heart at all, but directly grabbed the person by the waist and walked upstairs, "I think you need to be calm and calm." ”

Before Ji Yan could ease his emotions, he was suddenly lifted off the ground, and he was so anxious that he patted him on the shoulder, "You hurry up and let me down, I've been thinking about this matter for a long time." I just haven't told you about this for personal reasons, and I hope you can respect my decision! ”

"This matter is not only about you, I respect your decision, but I disagree."

Ji Yan was afraid that he would accidentally fall on himself for a while, so he stopped struggling, but subconsciously protected his stomach and said, "If you think it's unacceptable for me to do this, we can completely renegotiate, as long as you let me down, everything is easy to say." ”

She had never been so good at talking like she was now, and combined with Ji Yan's strangeness just now, Lu Tingshen suddenly became suspicious, "You seem to be worried that I will fall you?" ”

Is it because you can't even stand the intimacy of being picked up, or is it because of distrust that this worry arises?

No matter which of the above possibilities is, it is not what Lu Ting wants to see.

Ji Yan casually found a reason, "There are so many people in the family, it doesn't matter if they see it, but if it is seen by my father or mother, then ......."

Her words came to an abrupt end before she could finish speaking, because Ji Yan was seeing Lu's mother walking in from outside with a handbag, and a woman who was about the same age as her appeared with her.

Maybe it was because they noticed something, and in the next second, their eyes tacitly looked at the place where Lu Tingshen and Ji Yan were, and her body immediately stiffened.

Is this what the old people often say, "You can't talk about people during the day, and you can't talk about ghosts at night"?

The embarrassing atmosphere spread in the living room, Lu Tingshen smiled back at them, and then directly took people upstairs to the room, dragging their blessings, Ji Yan did not have any struggle this time.

And Lu's mother looked at her friend happily and embarrassedly, and explained dryly, "The young newlywed Yan'er, plus I am busy with work and often can't see each other, and I am tired of seeing each other once in a while." ”

The friend smiled and nodded, very sympathetic, "Isn't my son like this?" Hey, in the end, these are just the things between them and their young people, and we can't say anything, it's up to them how happy they are. ”

In the room, after Ji Yan was carried to the bed by him, he kept shrinking in the corner, hugging his knees and not speaking, thinking about the possibility of leaving here without being found by Lu Tingshen.

He asked someone to pour a glass of water and put it in her hand, "If you keep thinking like this, you can dispel it." ”

Ji Yan looked up at him in confusion, "Why do you want to dispel it?" Sooner or later, we all have to go our separate ways, and this is just a stop in our lives, not a station. Or do you think we can stay together for the rest of our lives without being ruined by anything? ”

This is easier than leaving Lu Tingshen quietly and not being discovered.

Lu Tingshen got up and went to the study next door to take a notebook in, and handed it over without saying anything.

Although I didn't understand why he made this move, Ji Yan still opened it and looked at it, the content in it was the content that she asked Lu Tingshen to help investigate after being together, all kinds of things together, it was like looking at a time memoir machine that only belonged to them, and the bits and pieces of the past surfaced in front of them, and the inexplicable emotion was also tightly entrenched in her heart and could not be dissipated.

Her hand holding the notebook tightened slightly, and the outer skin quickly printed the finger prints of excessive force.

"Are you trying to threaten me by showing me this?" Ji Yan suppressed all kinds of emotions in his heart, and his voice became cold, "The more you know, the faster you will die." The day I leave you, maybe it's my death? If that's what you want to threaten, then I have nothing to say, but I won't compromise either. ”

Lu Tingshen glanced up at her in surprise, his eyes were hidden with many complex and inexplicable emotions, and finally they were all hidden in a sentence, "If you want to go, take it with you." ”

Some words that can't be blurted out can only be hidden in the heart because of the current situation, as she said, leaving is the best choice.