Li Yaotang changed her clothes and hurriedly went downstairs, at the corner of the stairs on the second floor, she stopped, went to He Yu's study, walked to the door, and was about to raise her hand to knock on the door, but stopped. While he was hesitating, the door suddenly opened.

He Yu looked at Li Yaotang, who was immobilized like a method. looked Li Yaotang's outfit up and down again.

"You're going out?" He had heard her from the moment she stood in front of his door, and had been waiting for her to knock, but she would neither come in nor leave, and he could not stand it anymore, and pulled the door open. Seeing her dress up for going out, unexpectedly.

"Get out of here."

He said "um", "It's almost eleven o'clock, what can't you do tomorrow?" ”

Before she could speak, the phone on his desk rang again—he was waiting for a very important call—and he waved his hand at Li Yaotang, turned around, and spoke as soon as he answered. Li Yaotang. When I heard it, I knew that he was talking on the phone with the president of the company's European region. She raised her wrist to look at the time, no longer hesitated, and turned to go downstairs. When she started the car, she looked up at He Yu's study window, but did not draw the curtains and did not see him. Going out so late was something she had hardly ever done, and in her heart, there was a little indulgent pleasure, a little excitement, which made her hands tremble a little.

She didn't know that as soon as she left, He Yu's figure appeared at the window.

He picked up the cigar he had in his hand and sniffed it gently.

Li Yaotang's car drove very fast.

didn't care about telling him where to go, and didn't wait for him to explain it clearly, so he hurried out?

His eyes narrowed slightly. Go, go, it's better to come back and you explain it to me.

Li Yaotang rarely drives at night, she tries to be as careful as possible. My heart is still pounding a little. It's like a schoolboy skipping class. She has been well-behaved since she was a child, and she has hardly done anything out of the ordinary. Thinking of this, he bit his lip. There was an impulse in my heart. She knew that she didn't know when a youkai lived in her heart. She had worked hard to cast an iron cage to cover it, but it was slowly growing, and she knew it. This urge to indulge will pop up from time to time, especially recently.

The road is brightly lit, the buildings on both sides are lined up, the lights are turned on at night, the warm light and the cold light are intertwined, the light stick is the same, lively and prosperous, spread out in front of the eyes, layer upon layer, you can't see the edge at a glance. She didn't have much opportunity to enjoy such a night view, but she felt that this brilliance was strange to her, but there was a certain temptation.

It's so beautiful, she can't stop admiring it.

Ahead, somewhere, Fu Gan, is waiting for her.

She sighed softly.

The sudden disappearance makes it impossible to find ...... Is he used to it?

As soon as Li Yaotang got out of the car, he was immediately surrounded by a coolness, so he walked a few steps quickly and entered the hotel lobby. She didn't call Fu Gan, but went straight to the café. She didn't know why, but she thought of it all at once. Fu Gan, he doesn't drink much, and if he was in Reitz, he must be there, not a bar. She occasionally makes an appointment with Sassa to have afternoon tea here, and Sassa likes the cakes here. Always coming, she is also familiar with the road.

When she walked into the café on the second floor of the hotel, almost at first glance, she saw Fu Gan sitting by the window.

At this time, there were not many people in the café.

The neatly dressed Fu Gan sat on the sofa and didn't move.

So lonely.

The loneliness struck her all at once.

She opened her mouth, and she wanted to call "Fu Gan" to make him come back to his senses quickly. However, she only frowned slightly.

Seeing her standing, a waiter came over and greeted her softly, she pointed in the direction where Fu Gan was and asked, "He, how long has he been sitting here?" ”

A hint of surprise flashed in the waiter's eyes, and he nodded to her and said, "That guest has been sitting here for a day and has drunk a lot of coffee." ”

Li Yaotang was surprised. Coffee? Better? Fu Gan never drinks coffee.

"He drank a lot of coffee?" She knew the question was a bit odd. However, Fu Gan ...... She looked at Fu Gan again.

"At least eight cups." The waiter nodded hurriedly. She had only seen this strange guest to-day—a good-looking guest, and she would have looked at it more; However, this guest, such a cup of coffee continued, not only her, but many people have begun to pay attention.

Li Yaotang's heart sank, and then asked, "Has he eaten anything?" ”

"No, just coffee."

Eight cups of coffee! Haven't eaten yet! Fu Gan, what are you doing here?

She frowned, smiled hastily at the waiter, and whispered, "Give me two maple cakes and two glasses of mineral water." Thank you. She stood at the front desk, waiting for the waiter to bring it to her. While waiting, she looked at Fu Gan from afar—he had been in that position, like a stone statue. She looked at it, and her heart hurt slightly.

Taking the tray from the adaptation student, she walked towards Fu Gan. Stand beside him.

"Excuse me, may I sit down?"

Fu Gan turned his face, and his gaze slowly moved up to meet her lowered gaze.

She put the tray down and sat down on the couch across from him. Reached over, pushed aside the coffee cup that had been cold in front of him, pushed the cake a few inches in front of him, looked him in the eyes, and said, "How old are you, still playing running away from home?" To run away from home, at least take care of yourself. If you go home sick and crooked, it will be a shame. ”

Fu Gan looked at Li Yaotang, and the corners of his mouth twitched.

It was clearly a blaming for him, but when it came out of her mouth, it sounded so warm to him. Even if it is a petrified heart, it will be infiltrated and sprouts.

She said on the phone, Fu Gan, you wait for me.

When she said that, he didn't really expect her to come.

In his fantasy, every time he goes to a place, she seems to be there, and she will tell him: Fu Gan, I'm here, Fu Gan, you are also there...... When he came to his senses, he knew it was just, it was just an illusion. Except for that day, she really sat within reach, he could take care of her carefully, and he could share a short but happy time with her, the same as stolen; Just like now.

He really wanted to laugh at the moment. Give her a nice smile. Like, a long, long time ago, every time I saw her.

"If you can't laugh, don't force it." She took a sip of water.

His eyes were bloodshot. If, as Aunt Shen said, he hasn't seen him for a few days, then he, these days, can he sleep and eat well? She saw it in her eyes, and her heart ached dullly.

Just "Auntie is worried about you." She whispered.

He nodded, "I know. ”

She wrinkled her eyebrows, "Fu Gan." ”

He looked at her.

"You and Auntie, you have come over such a sad pass." The dull pain in her heart was slowly becoming sharper, and she tried her best to speak as gently as possible.

She didn't want to remember any of those painful and entangled pasts. It was a scar, a cloudy and rainy day, it would hurt; If you accidentally touch it, you will be embarrassed. But that's something you can't avoid. He told her clearly that he didn't hate them, he couldn't, he didn't want to hate, and he didn't let her hate. She knew he wanted to make her pain lighter. She's trying, then, what about him?

He knew what she meant. His Tang Tang is so kind. The eye sockets are sour. He restrained himself from showing his vulnerability. He just shook his head slightly.

"Fu Gan, I don't care about her. I just care about you. She could hear her heart pounding, but even so, she had to say it, "Auntie, over the years, I have never seen her panic when something happens." But Fu Gan, she called me tonight. ”

Fu Gan took a deep breath.

"She's looking for you, she's got me. I knew it had to be serious. Tell me, what's wrong with you. ”

"Tang Tang ......"

"Tell me, what's wrong with you." She repeated.

He turned his face away and looked out the window.

He's been sitting like this for a day, right here, in this place, watching people come and go, like floating clouds. He is like the clouds. I don't know where I'm coming from or where I'm going.

She waited quietly for him to speak.

But he didn't say anything.

Looking at his appearance, I gradually felt sad in my heart - I didn't say anything, I carried everything by myself, which made people worry, right?

"Fu Gan, you speak. If you don't want to, you have to at least go home. You know, what it's like to find someone who can't find you? ”

It was in the dark of night, I couldn't touch the road under my feet, and I felt that I was going to fall at any time, I would fall off a cliff at any time, and I would be crushed at any time. Just because I couldn't find you, I had to force myself to move forward. In my heart, I believe that if you go forward, take one more step, maybe there will be a light, maybe you will be under that light.

Fu Gan, don't do this again.

Don't do this to me, and don't do this to anyone else. No matter who it is, whether it's an aunt, Zhijia...... Her chest froze. A fine and dense pain rolled over.

"Tang Tang, that, not my home." His voice was soft.

Li Yaotang held his breath.

"Not before, not now, and not in the future."

"Fu Gan ......"

"Tang Tang," he turned his face back, "Tang Tang, when you called me, I was here, and I had been sitting for fourteen hours and twenty-four minutes. I smoked a box of cigarettes and drank eleven cups of coffee. The waiters here have changed shifts twice, and the eyes that look at me are already beginning to wonder if there is something wrong with me. You've been standing there for a long time...... You must have talked to the waiter, so you brought water and cake. You know, I don't drink coffee, and a cup of coffee can keep me awake all night. You're worried that I haven't eaten. Tangtang, eleven cups of coffee, enough for me to keep my head clear. So, I know what the sudden heartbeat disturbance I have now, probably because of something. ”

He looked at her quietly.

"You say, Fu Gan, you wait for me. You let me wait for you......"

"Fu Gan." She interrupted his incoherent speech. What kind of panic could make him so confused? "What the hell is going on?"

After a while, he pulled a card out of his pocket and placed it on the table.

"Yes, something I never expected." As if thinking about it, he took out another one from his pocket, looked at it for a moment, and placed it with the previous one, "There is another one." ”

Li Yaotang picked up the two cards suspiciously, in English, it could be seen that they were a man and a woman, the titles and occupations were very ordinary, doctors, and engineers. She couldn't see anything.

"These two cards represent my biological parents."

Li Yaotang pinched the two cards, she was really stunned, and she let out a low "ah".

"Fu Gan ......"

"Tang Tang." He shook his head, "Please, don't comfort me." ”

He couldn't stand it. At this point, he couldn't even look her eyes. If there was pity in her eyes, he really couldn't stand it.

When his mother told him that his biological parents were coming back to him, at that moment, he thought his mother was joking with him. But no, it's not a joke. Mom doesn't like to joke either. Mom said, Fu Gan, it's up to you to decide whether you want to see them or not. They have sinned against you, whether you want to forgive or not, Fu Gan, this is your right. You're going, mom has your back; If you don't go, your mother understands you. It's just that no matter what, mom wants you to know that you will always be mom's son.

Will it always be?

How did he feel as if he had been abandoned again?

Perhaps, a long time ago, he already had this idea. But he didn't want to admit it. Because if that's the case, he will really be an orphan in this world. If he wants to be lonely, he is a little scared to go alone.

His eyes darkened, and he closed his eyes.

A warm hand, which took his hand; Her hand, clenched very hard, tried to pull him up. She's actually quite strong. Hands playing the piano. In the past, if I occasionally gave him a chestnut, his forehead would hurt for a long time. She held his hand so firmly that he felt settled. He lifted his eyes and saw hers, no, no pity, no sadness, yes, just concern.

Li Yaotang stood beside Fu Gan. His head was on her chest. She wanted to hug him like that. But she couldn't. Hold his hand, that's the only thing she can do. He looked up, and she looked him in the eye.

"You want to meet them, don't you?"