Chapter 68 If the lamp of the heart is not extinguished, it will be fine.

The body smashed straight down, the speed felt faster and faster, my heart was pounding, it was fear, and the feeling of depravity was fear! The hanging heart made me very scared, I felt like I was fighting with life, and the clouds that were getting farther and farther away waved goodbye to me one by one.

When I was still some distance from the ground, I closed my eyes and told myself that it was okay and that I couldn't die, but it was just a little painful. I held my fist on my chest and waited for the moment of death, waiting for the moment when my five internal organs were broken, I thought I would hear the sound of my skull shattering, and then I would die immediately with a cry of pain, I comforted myself that I would die without any pain, and I didn't know what to do before I had time to recall.

I comforted myself, and then I opened my eyes to the sky, the stars were still shining, and the moon was hanging in the sky intact, and there were no clouds to obstruct it, so it was exceptionally bright.

I heard someone say, "You're going to die?" "It's a woman's voice, her voice is not sweet, the feeling is a mature voice, gentle, cold and arrogant.

I asked, "Who are you?" ”

She said, "The master of your body. ”

I was surprised: "Are you a nine-tailed fox?" ”

"Yes," she said, "my soul has been adrift for a long, long time, but there is no habitat. ”

I was surprised: "So you're going to take it?" ”

She said, "Yes." ”

This body of mine is not my own, it belongs to someone else, and I have survived with her body, so I can't resist even if someone else comes to take me.

You can lose all the things that others give in an instant, because they are not your own, and you have no confidence.

I said, "I took your body alive, and I thought you were dead, but since you have returned, take it." ”

She said: "I can't live if I'm dead, I just want you to know that my body is not for you to destroy at will, you used my body without permission, how can you trample on it at will?" ”

I was terrified, but I couldn't open my mouth because I didn't take advantage of it. I said, "I'm sorry. ”

She said: "So please be respectful, even if you can't die, you don't go to death easily." ”

I said, "But I've fallen, and there's nothing I can do about it." ”

She asked me, "Really?" Really? Is there really no way? ”

I panicked as if I hadn't tried it yet, and I didn't try again when I fell.

When I fell, because of the rapid fall, the wind whistling in my ears was hulala, the ground was getting closer and closer, but the sky was getting farther and farther away, and I closed my eyes and held my breath: I want to fly.

The moment I opened my eyes, there was a soft cloud beneath me, dragging me up, up instead of falling.

I exclaimed, "I did it." ”

But I never heard an answer, my heart was complicated, I sat up cross-legged and looked at my legs and looked at my hands, a little uncomfortable: this is not mine.

In front of me, the 'Chang'e' was fluttering, the light yarn fluttering in the wind, she was spinning on tiptoe, dancing with emotion, and I saw her hair slipping down, like a waterfall. Her hairpin fell off and smashed straight into the world, and I rode the cloud to pick it up. The moment I got it in my hand, the hairpin was gone in an instant, not even a cigarette.

I went back to look at the Xian'e, and she smiled, but the corners of her mouth were slightly raised: "Respect life." ”

The voice was the woman just now.

I asked her, "Why don't you take it back?" ”

She said: "The moment I was born, I was poisoned, and after I died, my soul left my body, but demons and humans are the same, and when I die, I am dead." ”

It was very cool in the middle of the night and a little cold. Especially after a rain just now, it is even cooler.

She said her own thing.

A fox was born, it was a nine-tailed, and the fox clan congratulated one after another, in fact, what they didn't know was that the fox was dead, and it was poisoned when it was born, and what was alive was the Hades who was split by the thunder and only had his soul left.

One is a fox without a soul, and the other is a bodyless Hades, so they complement each other. Hades survived through her body until now.

I said, "You know what? You're miserable in the fox clan, aren't you? ”

She said, "It's sad that you're not me." ”

I said, "You understand what happened?" ”

She said, "Why don't you understand? ”

I said, "Why can't you keep using this body, you're just a soul drifting away, but you can come back." ”

She said, "It's time for me to be reincarnated, but I still feel that things can't be settled like this, it's just some obsessions." ”

"Fox things?" I asked.

She said, "I can't deny that I don't have the power to change something, but you're alive, and I hope you can do what I can do if I'm alive, and I've seen everything but I can't change it." ”

The promise is too heavy, so because I am young, I easily promised: "I will help you fulfill it." "It's always been easy to promise, but not every one of them can be done.

She dissipated again, and I wanted to hurry up and hurry up with the question, but I hadn't finished asking it yet.

At this time, I found that the sky was already bright, and the bright sky was not pure white, but dull yellow, and the clouds under my feet were neatly arranged like fish scales, and the light leaking out of the gaps in the clouds was very beautiful. It's also cool in the morning, just like in the middle of the night. Especially after a rain.

I fell to the ground, I planned to enjoy the beautiful scenery, but when I got off the ground, I found that there was some collapse, because the ground was wet, I went down and fell into it, not to mention, I finally lifted my feet, but I took a step forward, my feet would feel heavier, and then I limped away, I shook my feet and found that the mud did not fall off but the shoes fell off, despair......

I can't walk in white socks, but I can't jump up on one foot, so I have to stop there. I froze in place, unable to move, neither advancing nor retreating.

There were a few pigeons flying on my forehead, and by this time the sun had fallen, and I was in the middle of the woods, the doves were gray and white, and the 'bright shadows' in the sun were faintly purple and blue, and its paws were red, and its mouth was pointed, and its eyes were shining like black diamonds, and it was circling, looking at me, and standing on that branch, with the other four pigeons.

Suddenly not alone, its wings flew up the moment it was beautiful, and I liked its fluttering. The sound they make is not very pleasant, it is rough.

Suddenly it occurred to me that I could fly, and I soared through the clouds, hovering a few fingers above the ground, lifting my shoes, and then sitting down and staring at the soil. It happened to be a lake, and I went there.

I saw black and white impermanence, no, it should be Meng Po and black impermanence, they were standing on the edge of the lake, ready to shout: Hey, what are you doing here?

But it didn't feel right, so I shut up, so I didn't mean to listen to the corner. I can't be blamed for that.

The style of painting is a bit strange.

Two strong men mix oil in honey.

Black Impermanence asked, "Do you remember here?" ”

Bai Wuchang said: "Why don't you remember, this is the desperate life-saving lake for you and me or the place where you and I have made a private decision for life." This lake is extraordinary. ”

At this time, the sun came out, it was already dawning, and I looked up to hear the cicadas, thinking that this was the hottest time, and it was the end of summer.

Every time I hear the sound of cicadas, I feel like summer is coming to an end. The sky is not cloudless, the light blue and white clouds are contrasting, the water in the lake is not very visible, it is green, and the water that is too quiet is always without fish.

Meng Po transformed into Bai Impermanence, and Bai Impermanence's lively and cheerful temperament became quiet, as steady as an old cow. The gestures reflect that gentle and elegant appearance. She said: "The underworld has not been very peaceful recently, and it has been the underworld for so many years, and the Emperor of Heaven will never allow it to remain empty. ”

There was no smile in Hei Wuchang's eyes, and he said with a sinking face: "Isn't this a strategy. It's nothing more than sitting on a mountain and watching the tiger fight. ”

Everyone who wants to become a king naturally has to have some means. I couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat, why should I be a god because this is a mission, and it is also my faith. To live you must have a goal, and you can't live aimlessly for long.

The past is so big that the past lingers in my heart, Lu Juan told me what happened before, but I didn't feel it, just like the moment when the ashes disappeared, my past was dissipated like smoke, and my soul had nowhere to put it I cried quite miserably, I thought about a lot of things, I thought of Zhong Kui, I didn't dare to say that I was love, I couldn't boast of my greatness, but I did really like him, although I was not a good thing in his eyes, but I didn't die in an instant when I liked this thing, It's just that after a long time, you suddenly wake up, and then you really don't feel it.

Because I'm not Adi, I'm myself, my mood can't replace her, and even if those memories are told by others, I can't empathize with a little bit. Maybe I'll have my memories again, maybe never.

But I won't regret it, because of an unrequited love, I can only repay it with blessings, he has married someone else, and there is no room for turning back. Everything that should be said has been said, and I know the ending, I didn't have a good fight like some people, I just let go of it in front of people, and heal myself later, so it's all done.

When I was ugly, experience told me that I had to be stronger. The more you lack something, the more you have to fight for the attempt to cover up some things, I lack toughness, so every day I want to tell others how strong I am, in fact, it's like the pufferfish, when I was caught, I was angry, but when I got into the water, I was immediately deflated. The puffing still won't bite, but they endure it themselves and don't say anything.

Habitually wandering and thinking about things delays me, always immersed in their own world and unable to extricate themselves, sometimes misunderstood because they are unwilling to deal with people, pretending.

The force on my shoulder sobered me up, and it turned out to be Bai Wuchang, and he said, "What a coincidence, a ugly girl." ”

I laughed and said, "Yes, it's a coincidence." ”

The fairies in the underworld often ridicule me: I have called you so many times, why haven't you heard, pretend, so loud!

At this time, I will explain in a hurry, and then explain several times, but I still can't be believed, and that's probably what I want to believe you

If you still believe, if you don't believe, you won't believe. I've always felt like I've not done anything unforgivable, but every time I explain it to them, it's painful because of the tone of their voice.

I told them about it, not to complain to avoid misunderstandings, and not to sell badly. I still want to believe that there are good people who will treat you gently, because if the lamp of your heart is not extinguished, it will be fine.