How could she not panic? She panicked to death.

She clenched her fists tightly, shook her head at the resume, and shook her head again, "Where's Dad?" Even such simple words, she felt extremely difficult to say at this time. Not only did her heart not look like her own, but the blood in her whole body also seemed to be frozen, and she felt chills all over her body.

He stretched out his hand and held Li Yaotang's shoulder, he whispered a few words of comfort and accompanied Li Yaotang to the outside of the hall. Only then did Li Yaotang know that his father's condition was temporarily stable at this time and had been transferred to the ward.

In the elevator, it was unusually dull. Resume Jie watched Li Yaotang gradually settle down, and couldn't help but nodded. On the 28th floor, as soon as the elevator door opened, Li Yaotang was the first to walk out, almost intuitively, she turned left and walked along the long corridor. Passing by the nurse's station, a nurse on duty saw it, chased her out and wanted to stop her, but when she raised her eyes and saw the resume following her, she turned sideways and gave way.

Li Yaotang was not surprised when he saw Fu Gan standing at the door of the ward. He leaned against the railing of the hallway, and when he saw her, he stood up straight.

"Tang Tang ......," he called her.

She didn't seem to hear it, her footsteps didn't stop, and she walked straight into the ward, and Shen Peiyi was also there. She didn't stop, she walked straight to the glass wall, and looked into the ward—there were several doctors and nurses, but they were not busy, but orderly. Her eyes stared at Li Jili lying on the bed, and her palms couldn't help but be raised and leaned against the glass wall. Li Jili was awake, maybe he sensed something, he turned his head and gently raised his hand in the direction of Li Yaotang.

Li Yaotang looked at his father's hand holding the instrument between his fingertips, and his heart was like a knife for a while, almost choked, but in front of his father, he squeezed out a smile.

Li Jili laboriously lifted the oxygen mask and made a lip shape for his daughter, "Tangtang ......"

"Dad, Tang Tang is here, Tang Tang is here." Muttering, Li Yaotang nodded, and nodded again.

When the doctor saw Li Jili's actions, he couldn't help but be very nervous, and he was busy putting on the oxygen mask again while observing the data on the monitor. Another nurse waved her hand at Li Yaotang.

Li Yaotang raised his hand and covered his nose.

Shen Peiyi walked up to Li Yaotang and patted Li Yaotang's back, "It's okay, it's okay." Daddy's fine. ”

Li Yaotang didn't say anything. She didn't know if Shen Peiyi was comforting her or herself. At the moment, there was no way for her to react more.

Fu Gan didn't know when he stood behind the two of them. All three were silent.

At this time, the doctor opened the door and came out, and Li Yaotang and Shen Peiyi asked in unison, "How is it?" The moment Li Yaotang spoke, she didn't ignore it, Shen Peiyi beside her, she called "Director Pan" more than herself.

Director Pan ripped off his mask, nodded, shook his head again, and said, "There is no problem for the time being." I still say the same thing, get the surgery as soon as possible. Not every time I'm so lucky. ”

Shen Peiyi nodded, "He always doesn't care, he always says he's too busy, and he'll talk about it after he's busy." ”

Director Pan was helpless, "I can't do it without surgery." ”

Li Yaotang opened his mouth and gritted his teeth. She turned her face away and looked at her father in the hospital bed, and then she said, "Then have surgery." She looked back into Dr. Pan's eyes, "I'll persuade him." ”

There was silence all around.

Director Pan nodded, "As soon as possible." ”

The door of the ward opened, and the nurse leaned out half of her body and said to Director Pan, "The chief said that he wanted to see ...... Tang Tang. ”

Tang Tang looked at Director Pan.

Director Pan pondered for a moment and said, "Don't let him talk too much." ”

Li Yaotang didn't wait for his words to fall, took the protective suit from the nurse's hand, quickly put it on his body, and followed him into the ward.

Shen Peiyi watched as Li Yaotang walked to Li Jili's hospital bed with a complicated expression, and the hands of the father and daughter were clasped together. She asked softly: "I heard that the first thing he said when he woke up was, 'Where is Tang Tang'?" ”

Director Pan didn't answer directly, he also looked at the situation in the ward, and after a while, he said: "I haven't been able to resist the parents of my children, I just hope to operate for the boss as soon as possible." ”

Shen Peiyi sighed lightly, "Thank you for your hard work." She turned around and motioned to Fu Gan to send Director Pan.

After Fu Gan sent Director Pan back, he saw that his mother was still motionless and quietly looking ahead, those eyes were dark and dark, like night. He followed that gaze and saw Li Yaotang's slender back. Seeing that she held Uncle Li's hand in her hand, she gently pressed her cheek up...... Uncle Li raised his other hand and stroked Li Yaotang's head dotingly, a little laborious, but the smile on his face was very gratifying. Fu Gan's heart was sour. A warm hand that took his hand. He bowed his head, it was his mother.

Shen Peiyi didn't look at Fu Gan. She just held Fu Gan's hand tightly. Hold it tightly.

In the ward, Li Jili looked at his daughter, silently, and said in his heart: Tangtang, today, you saved your father......

Last night he had hardly slept all night, and decades of old things were turning over and over in his mind, all the same—sometimes he was a spectator, sometimes he was an actor—and when he woke up in the morning, he was already feeling unwell, his chest aching, and he was a little lightheaded. He knew that this was an old problem, and he had been busy with work recently, even more so, so he didn't pay much attention to it. When I arrived at the office, it still didn't get better, and a "bad" thought came to my heart, and the hand reaching out to the phone paused in mid-air, and the person fell on the desk.

After some time, he heard a voice calling "Daddy, Daddy".

Is it his Tangtang?

It was Tang Tang, with a milky voice, pinching a pink and white lotus, and walked over to him, "Dad, Dad, Mommy's flower ......"

He just ignored it. Tang Tang flattened his mouth, tears in his eyes; Grape-like eyes, as if soaked in water. His heart ached. He wanted to hold his daughter in his arms, but at that moment, he couldn't. He knew that something he had done wrong, and he couldn't look at such a pair of clean eyes.

"Daddy, Daddy......"

Or Tang Tang.

This time, it was Tang Tang in his arms. looked at him like that, but couldn't say a word Tang Tang; was trembling from the inside to the outside in such pain, but he still looked at his white hair, and Tang Tang didn't ask a word...... His angelic daughter.

"Daddy, Daddy...... Drink tea! ”

Drink tea?

He struggled to open his eyes.

I tried very hard to reach out to the telephone, but I couldn't reach it, so he had to use the last bit of strength he had left, desperately exerting it, and the purple clay pot on the table fell to the ground.

It was dark again, and the last thought flashed to me: that purple clay pot was given by Tang Tang......

Fu Gan came out of the ward and saw Li Yaotang at a glance. She sat on the couch with her hands clasped and her chin propped up; The red and swollen eyes, lined with a pale face, are more and more shocking. At this moment, although she seems lonely, she has completely calmed down.

When Li Yaotang arrived, the panic on his face made him feel distressed. He hadn't really seen her panic. Thinking about the feeling in his heart when he drove from the courtyard to the hospital in the morning, he felt uncomfortable and wanted to give her some comfort, but he didn't know where to start - he and her, now, always don't know where to start.

Uncle Li is not in good health, and he only learned about it after returning to China this time. Seeing that his mother always stewed supplements for him in different ways, and checked the medicine bottles he carried with him every day, he was worried in his heart - in his heart, it was a person like a mountain, and he didn't know when it started, and he actually became weak.

Li Yaotang heard the sound, raised his eyes, and saw that it was Fu Gan, so he straightened up slightly.

Fu Gan poured a glass of water for himself, "Go and rest." ”

She looked so tired, her face and body were full of exhaustion that made him feel distressed. He knew that she must have been exhausted for the past two days.

She shook her head.

Fu Gan sat down and sat opposite Li Yaotang. Standing for a long time made his legs a little sore.

She held the white porcelain cup in her hand and did not drink water, but just looked thoughtfully, as if she wanted to see something from the shallow water cup. Perhaps, she was just looking for a place to place her gaze. Just like at this moment, she is the best place for him to put his gaze on it.

He remembered the night not long ago, when he had gone to her house for the first time, and she had sat across from him like that. But she at that time, and her at this moment, are like two people. That night, imprinted in his heart, is still as clear as yesterday - he remembers the calmness when she received the wedding card, calmly saying "congratulations"; He remembered that she could look him in the eye and say to him, "I wish you happiness"; He remembered the tenderness and coquettishness in her tone when she talked about He Yu; He also remembered that He Yu, when he looked at her, the pampering and indulgence in his eyes...... She, calm and happy; She and him, the sweetness can make him feel suffocated from time to time. Although after that, he faintly felt that the picture was somewhat beautiful and unreal, but he was willing to believe that she was really so happy, and that she had forgotten the past, so that he could be better, he could feel at ease, and he could continue to go down-down, where there was her, he could go; Where he didn't have her, he could go.

When he was on her birthday, he met He Yu and the woman beside him. At that moment, the sudden pain was sharp, clear and long. He couldn't resist. He knew that the pain came from his pity for her, from his hatred of He Yu, and even more from his hatred of himself...... He built such a wall for his heart, thinking that he would be safe and sound, but in just a moment, he was embarrassed.

I can't fool myself. Finally, I still can't fool myself.

Fu Gan rubbed his legs.

She finally glanced at him, and watched him rub his knees—she noticed that he often did this, but not before. She pursed her lips. Before. The heart is like being whipped with a whip. She turned her face away, looked through the glass wall, and looked into the ward: her father was closing his eyes to recuperate, and Aunt Shen was sitting in front of the window, looking down and peeling apples; It was cut, cut into small pieces, forked with a fork, and brought to my father's mouth...... The father opened his eyes and shook his head.

In my memory, my father's favorite fruit was apples. But Aunt Shen would always coax him to eat a little, and then a little...... He would complain and laugh at the same time. At that time, my father smiled like an innocent teenager. To her surprise, to her surprise, it turns out that her father would have such a smile...... That's a face that doesn't belong to her.