These days there was a wind chill, I lay in the camp every day, because of back pain can only lie on my stomach, I often say to the generals: "General Hu Ying, I can't lie down all the time, in case the wolf clan kills it, it will be over." ”

She always put her cold hand on my forehead to soothe: "It's okay, I'm covering you." ”

I thought to myself that if the general was a boy, there must be a lot of little girls who liked it. She gave me a kind of peace of mind, just like Lu Ju, I will not be afraid of being suddenly left behind, nor will I be deceived, if the world is full of harm, then they are trying to avoid harm for me.

She walked in with the medicinal soup, wearing only her underwear with her hair scattered, and taking off her usual armor, her body suddenly thinned a lot, she was already thin, and she looked even thinner without the armor.

I held my cheeks and waited for her to change the medicine on my back, and I suddenly said: If you are a man, it would be fine, if you were a man, I would marry you.

She suddenly paused and smiled awkwardly: "Look at what you said, those who don't know still think that our relationship is not legitimate." ”

I said, "Don't worry, my orientation is normal. I just feel that you are invincible and give people a sense of security. ”

She said, "On the other side, I have something I want to tell you, but you can't tell anyone else. ”

I put on my clothes that were easy to put on the medicine, sat up cross-legged, and said in a low voice, "I know I'm loud, but I'm really going to try to keep my voice down." ”

She smiled and said, "No, you better stop talking." ”

We laughed together when she said that.

When Hu Ying met the black wolf, the fox and wolf clans had not yet made trouble, because the demon king was still alive at that time. The heroes have no choice but to have their own ambitions, and they can't make small moves.

The black wolf liked her, and that day happened to be recruiting people from the fox elite camp, and he had the honor to watch it.

The specific rules are: Whoever can reach the destination at the specified time can join the army.

No equipment, no food, no support, all on their own. Everyone is in a forest, careful. Because only 100 foxes can survive, participating in the elite camp is completely voluntary, and there is no responsibility for the death or injury, which is quite cruel.

She is more timid, because she knows that she is the least qualified among them, but she lives by ambition, and she is willing to fight against the water. She had to hide in the grass, hide. In line with the principle that you don't want to hurt others, and others can't hurt yourself, hide.

She watched her fellow clansmen tear apart and fight, living and dying, all facing the enemy. But he couldn't be ruthless enough to kill his fellow clansmen.

The dense forest itself was dangerous, overgrown with trees and trees that grew so dense that no one could see who could not see whom, and the grass grew as tall as a tree. Based on the news that the elders who knew something about the fox clan could inquire, the grass in it was also poisonous. The elders repeatedly instructed: Don't be bruised by the grass.

She had a brown medicine bottle in her hand to cure the poison of those grasses, and in a fight, there were always careless foxes who were bruised and died. She watched secretly but couldn't do anything.

Suddenly, I met a fox following other foxes, they are a team, not fighting each other. They saw her and asked: Cooperation?

They were all white foxes, and the smaller ones were injured.

The older white fox asked: "My sister is injured, I am a compromise with my brother, I can't fight hard, because I have to protect her no matter what, so do you want to consider joining us?" ”

Hu Ying said: "Of course I am willing, I can't ask for it, I can treat your sister's injury, the grass here is poisonous, you can't be scratched by them, I have an antidote." She said everything bluntly.

She said: "Actually, I never thought about cooperating, because I am not qualified and afraid of being disliked, thank you for choosing me." She handed the vial.

The little white fox applied the medicine and got much better.

He said: "My name is Chen Sui, and my sister's name is Chen Ya." What's your name? ”

She said, "My name is Hu Ying. ”

After some introduction, Chen Sui said: "You are quite amazing, you are famous, you are the yellow fox called Hu Ying, I am not sure about your yellow hair, but now I am sure." ”

Hu Ying was stunned, she was happy and proud in her heart, and the feeling of being recognized was really hard-won.

"Thanks, not really." She hurriedly pushed, "How can it be so mysterious, I can't do it." ”

The little sister regained her strength and asked, "How many did you kill?" My brother and I have killed dozens of them. ”

Hu Ying was silent and raised his head, but he was not ashamed, but said proudly: "I didn't kill any of them." ”

It's instinct to want to survive, but it's a choice not to harm other foxes. Her hands were clean, and she hadn't harmed any foxes.

The little sister was younger and naturally didn't have a way to stop her speech: "Your reputation is in vain, why haven't you killed a fox." It's good that you met us, otherwise you would have died. ”

His brother patted her on the head: "Shut up if you can't speak, you know?" Those who are easy to die are talkative, and if you don't speak, no one will be dumb when you are. ”

Her angry cheeks bulged: "How can you deprive me of the right to speak." ”

Her brother said earnestly: "Don't say what you should say or not, because it's very rude." ”

Geng Zhi is right, but Geng Zhi regardless of the situation is also particularly impolite.

……

It was a friend she made, and she followed it all the way.

The sudden heavy rain adds another level to the difficulty.

There had been nothing to eat for several days, and the foxes had begun to gnaw at the corpses of the dead foxes, and they were hiding in the dark, and their heads were already dizzy from hunger, and they wanted to vomit even more when they saw the scene.

Hu Ying's forehead was already sweating, and she even wanted to eat the dead bodies hungrily.

The chewing sound of foxes biting dead bodies is cruel.

She retched, and couldn't tell if it was because she was hungry or because the scene was disgusting.

If you don't have food, your stamina will be overdrawn, so it's easier for other foxes to kill you.

There's the end ahead, just walk through it. She gritted her teeth and said, "Let's just walk over." ”

At this time, in order to increase the difficulty, the previous general began to drive the fire to barbecue, and the aroma of the heart-tugging food will completely collapse the psychological defense line of these hungry foxes.

The idea came from the black wolf.

The barbecue was located in the exact opposite direction to the finish line, and the time was estimated to be only a quarter of an hour.

This is half of the forest, and there is no dilemma, because giving up and persevering are the same journey, and there is no loss.

The fox who ate the dead body began to cry: "I knew that there was food, what kind of kind of food did I eat, bullying us." ”

The hungry yellow fox hid in the grass and couldn't help but mutter, "Who is to blame for what you want to eat?" She smelled the food, and she was even more powerless.

His talent is limited, and he has no strength to get food, so this is only half, and the other half has to resist. If you can't bear it, you will die, and if you die, you will never have the opportunity to see your father and mother, but there is hope when you are alive. So it's better to live, she turns back as soon as her heart is crossed.

Chen Sui said, "Hu Ying, where are you going?" ”

"I'll go home," she said. ”

Chen Ya said: "How can I go home? ”

She cried: "I'm different from you, I'm originally mediocre in qualifications, and I'm a yellow fox among thousands of foxes, you see who is the same as me." I'm going to die, and if I go on, I really don't have a chance. ”

The Tao is different and does not conspire with each other, so it is goodbye.

……

I have to say that giving up is really always easier than persevering, she walked all the way back, and her steps were like the wind.

On her way home, she stumbles upon other foxes. Everyone laughed too: Ah, you gave up too.

She nodded and smiled, "yes, yes." ”

They said, "How good is it to live if you die of hunger, but what are you doing with that sin?" ”

Suddenly she passed a lake, sparkling, and there were no fish in it, but the water was clear, and she was a little thirsty, so she stopped and took a few sips of the water in her hand.

And this scene was all stared at by the black wolf, and he kept paying attention to her. Water was a good thing, quenching her thirst and making her more sober.

I said that I had to live in the last second, so I had to go home. At this second, I wondered why Lao Tzu gave up.

The figure of the black wolf was reflected in the lake, and she paused and looked up.

The black wolf in human form smiled at her, then gave her a thumbs up.

She also smiled with tears in her eyes, maybe it was the water that made her sober, maybe it was the encouragement that made her choose to continue to persevere.

But his appearance has been deeply ingrained in his mind from that moment, and they are the same as each other.

She ran to the finish line again, rubbing shoulders with the foxes who had given up.

It's not difficult to give up, but perseverance will not be lost to everyone.

Success or failure is a thought, which is quite scary, so as long as you are strong enough, there is nothing that you can't overcome.

It is said that winning depends on means, so her means are not to hurt any foxes, and it is all up to her own efforts.

The eldest sister of the clan said: "Winning depends on scheming." ”

She retorted: "Is it all about scheming? I don't believe it, it's unfair to those who work hard!"

Another eldest sister taught her: "You are a little naïve, can you win without relying on methods?" ”

She was silent, but she didn't want to admit it in her heart, and the method was scheming. Because for her, scheming is to damage others, and she uses some unclever means. And how can Tang Tangzheng's victory be said to be scheming.

So this time from the battle of the forest she just hid and never hurt anyone. She just wants to prove what she holds on to in her heart, and not all wins are not bright.

We are different, in fact, we have to admit that we do have to suffer some hardships in order to prove that we are different. It's like a cocoon, since you choose not to be a bug, you can't avoid the pain of breaking through the cocoon.

The price of being different is suffering, and it is also different.

……

The moment she came to the end, she saw that Chen Tunnel and Chen Ya still didn't know each other, she suddenly lost her strength, and lay on the ground laughing and crying.

The black wolf came up to her and squatted down and gave her a fruit, which was a green plum.

She turned into a human form and took a bite from Qingmei, which was very sour and astringent, just like her all the way.

With tears in his eyes, he said to her: "Although the result of your hard work is as sour, you can't give up no matter what." Because plums don't always be sour. ”

She smiled and took another bite: "Thank you, are you the apprentice of those elders in our clan?" ”

"I'm not, I know your name is Hu Ying, a wonderful girl, under the black wolf."