Xia Chongming remembered Zhao Xueling's appearance during the day, and instantly worried about Dai Chuchen. The next time she saw Dai Chuchen, she had to ask him how he was after he left, she always felt that Dai Chuchen would be scolded because of her, although she didn't feel that she had done anything bad.

Isn't it just going out to play? In the past, she often went to Gulou Street with Dai Chuchen, and I don't know what Zhao Xueling thinks today...... Zhao Xueling felt completely changed that day, and she was a little caught off guard, she felt that something must have happened to Dai Chuchen's family to cause such a big change, but what was it?

Although she didn't want to ask Dai Chuchen directly, she couldn't help but be curious.

She searched for the street lights and walked back to the dormitory. Xia Chongming hadn't walked alone at night for a long time, and as long as she returned late, Dai Chuchen or Lin Luo would definitely accompany her back. Later, when Emperor Li took her to cultivate, he would send her back every night.

It's almost time to get to the dormitory, so there are few people to see on the way back. Xia Chongming looked at the empty streets, a little lonely.

She suddenly felt that she was far away from everyone, especially Dai Chuchen's silence this time, he had always liked to confide in her, but this time he refused to take the initiative to tell her. And Lin Luo gave her a very strange feeling, it stands to reason that she should be happy to share those experiences with her when she went on vacation to country F this time, but the two of them are pitiful now.

None of them wanted to confide in her, to share with her, as if she were an outsider, not their friend.

What went wrong?

She couldn't help but feel that she herself had become strange now, that they hadn't changed, and that it was she who had caused this situation entirely.

She's been out of her life for too long, she's been scared all this time, and she's on the brink of death, so her every move must seem strange to others, right?

Li Yihang is right, she should have precipitated for a while, and now she has too many incomprehensible thoughts, and even Xia Chongming himself feels that she has changed. Originally, she could be said to be sunny and cheerful, but now she can't feel true happiness, and even when she accompanied Dai Chuchen to Gulou Street before, she still didn't open her mind.

She couldn't let her friends leave her, and now the first emotional sustenance in her life is her family, and the second is her friends. She didn't know what she would be like if she didn't have a single friend around her, it must be the one she hated the most, right?

"Do you want to get out of here with me?" At the door of the infirmary, the words that Li Xuehuang said were recalled by Xia Chongming.

Now she understands, she doesn't want to, she doesn't want to get out of here. Leaving the city she lived in, leaving the home she had always lived in, leaving her friends.

Isn't there a way to get the best of both worlds? It can make her stronger, but she doesn't have to leave here and derail from real life. She's going to get stronger so her friends won't be overlooked, but before that? What can she do with such a weak person?

It's just that these questions shouldn't be what she thinks about now, what she wants to think about now is how to reintegrate into the campus and completely eliminate the sense of distance she feels in her heart. It's not too late to talk about the rest of the matter after this camp.

She hasn't gone out much, she is a single-parent family, Su Jin has been running around at work all the year round, and she doesn't have too much energy to take her out on vacation at all. So Xia Chongming has never been out of the city she lives in, and in a sense, this trip is also a kind of exercise for her.

As she walked, she thought about getting back to the dormitory to learn more about camping. She just wants to have a good time with her friends and have a trip that she can just say.

Before he knew it, Xia Chongming had already walked to the front of the dormitory building. As usual, she took out the access control card from her pocket, swiped it to enter the door, and took the elevator building. Xia Chongming pushed open the door and looked into the dormitory, only to see Lin Luo sitting on the bed covered with a quilt, holding her mobile phone in her hand, and the whole person was like a big zongzi.

She softly closed the door behind her and said, "Luoluo, I'm back." ”

Lin Luo was still fiddling with his mobile phone on the bed, but he raised his head slightly to look at Xia Chongming, and said with a surprised expression: "You're back!" Why is it so late? I thought you weren't coming to live in the dormitory today......" she said as she lowered her head again, looking at the fluorescent screen.

"Of course I'm coming back to live, where can I go if I don't come back to live?" Xia Chongming walked into the house, put the schoolbag on his shoulder on the table, and casually found a loose piece of clothing from the closet.

"Go home and live! Isn't it Friday? It's the weekend tomorrow and you're still at school? Lin Luo sat on the bed and continued, she didn't put down the work in her hand, but chatted with Xia Chongming like this.

"Haha, it seems like that's the case." Xia Chongming took off the clothes he had been wearing for a day and smiled.

She must have had her brain rusted and hadn't thought of going home for so long. But there is no one at home, so what is she going to do when she goes back? If Su Jin didn't go on a business trip, but waited for her to come back at home every weekend, and the mother and daughter had a small get-together, then it would be necessary for her to go back, and now she can't remember to go home and don't blame her.

But this weekend should also go back, weeks have passed, and if she doesn't go back, the dust in her house will probably be thicker than the city walls. During this time, there was no one at home, so she should also go back to clean up, and she couldn't stay until Su Jin came back to clean.

Xia Chongming is a model daughter, Su Jin's intimate little padded jacket, she will help Su Jin if she can afford to help, after all, she also understands that Su Jin has worked very hard to raise her over the years. It is her duty to share the affairs of the family, and it is what she should do.

It seems that it is necessary to go back this weekend, not only to clean the house, but also to make some preparations for this trip. She seemed to remember that the trip was supposed to start in three days, and if you count today, it would be next Monday.

After she finished changing her clothes, she turned and walked in. After a while, Lin Luo, who was outside the house, heard the sound of rushing water from the bathroom, as well as Xia Chongming's faint tactful singing.

After peeking in the direction of the bathroom, she took out a pair of Bluetooth headphones from under the pillow next to the bed, plugged them into her ears, and lay down to continue looking at her phone against the wall.

She doesn't like Xia Chongming's singing very much, not because of how ugly Xia Chongming's singing is, on the contrary, Xia Chongming's singing can be said to be quite good. She was born with an excellent singing voice, and she didn't need to learn the music at all to master the rhythm without a teacher.

Anyone who has heard Xia Chongming's singing will feel quite intoxicated, her voice is too distinctive, and it can leave an indelible impression in the minds of others. In addition, the transition of each note of her is quite natural, and it is not only comfortable to hear but also full of emotion, which is really difficult for people to say a word.

But it was precisely this that made Lin Luo extremely annoyed. Why was she Xia Chongming born with such a good look, such a smart mind, and even such a good voice? With her family, what capital does she have to cultivate these specialties for her? She doesn't need to spend a penny at all to beat her at the starting line.

Lin Luo smiled bitterly, she really only had money that could compare to Xia Chongming. Isn't she smart? Isn't she good-looking? Is she so musically talented? No, she Lin Luo has never been bad. But she just can't stand the fact that she is worse than Xia Chongming, it can be said that what she has sacrificed all along, whether it is money or time, is far above Xia Chongming.

But why is it that until now, she still can't compare to Xia Chongming?

She didn't want to hear it, and she didn't want to hear it. No matter how good Xia Chongming sang, it was like noise in her Lin Luo's ears.

However, while disgusting, Lin Luo also kept an eye on it. Although she was jealous of Xia Chongming's good singing, Xia Chongming often disagreed, and she didn't sing in front of others very often. Xia Chongming once told her that she felt that singing in front of other people would make her very nervous, and her whole body was imprisoned. But Xia Chongming understands that singing is a kind of entertainment to relax and soothe the mind.

If she wants to sing, she wants to sing chic, and if she wants to sing, she wants to sing the best. But when Lin Luo heard Xia Chongming's singing, he was full of pressure, and he didn't feel relaxed at all. This shouldn't be Xia Chongming's performance in front of her, right? After all, the two of them have been together for so long, she must not have any nervousness.

Then she has something on her mind, she wants to relieve stress by singing, but she doesn't know that this method is a palliative treatment at all.

Lin Luo had already figured out what she could do, after all, she was the one who could see it most clearly. Although she had left country A for a while and didn't know much about Xia Chongming's movements in country A, she still knew who Xia Chongming's biggest knot in her heart was now, which was none other than Feng Qingyan.

She swiped the pages of her phone and lay on the bed without saying a word, but in fact, her mind had been thinking about it.

Xia Chongming was in the bathroom, bathed in steam, and she held the shower head and poured water over her head. The hot bath water swept away the tiredness of the whole day, and she sang unconsciously.

For Zhang Kewei's matter, did she really let go completely? No, no, she just said she had to look forward and not stop where she was. If she can avenge Zhang Kewei in the future, of course she will not have any hesitation. The boredom in her heart and the grievances in her heart all burst out from the singing.

"Gradually, I forgot the time. As long as you hold on to it, you won't be able to miss it tomorrow, without your smiling face...... It's like a window, and it's hard to close when you open it...... I'm still in a rainy and damp place where no one cares, singing songs with no listeners to the sound of the rain...... Looking back, I haven't gone far......"

Xia Chongming sang one by one, and sang this one and that after singing. She remembered this sentence of the song, sang this sentence, and sang that sentence when she remembered the song for a while, but no matter how she sang it, her singing voice was very tight and she could not relax.

She turned her head to look at herself naked in the mirror, her hair sticking to her body, and her eyes were so rosy. She turned off the faucet, picked up the towel that had been placed in the bathroom, wiped her wet hair, and finally stopped singing.

Xia Chongming wiped his hair, as if he had thought of something, and said in a loud voice: "Luo Luo! Lolo! Lend me your computer in a moment! I want to see the camping page! ”

Her voice should be said to be very loud, echoing in the bathroom, but Xia Chongming waited for a long time and didn't hear Lin Luo's response outside the house.

What's going on with this guy, is it said to be asleep?

Xia Chongming hurriedly wrapped the bath towel around his body, opened the bathroom door and said loudly: "Luo Luo! Lolo! Lin Luo! What are you doing! I just called you for so long, why didn't you reply to me! ”