045 Uneasy
Xiao Xi asked some about Dai Hui's study, chattered, asked her about her own situation, and whether she was under any pressure to study.
But I just asked these questions, and I didn't know how to say some things, and I had been pressing them in my heart for many years, how could I say them?
Dai Hui looked up at her, the unique taste on her body, thinking of this, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, "Teacher Xiao, do you have anything else?" ”
Xiao Xi didn't speak for a while, looked at Dai Hui who greeted him with a smile, and only smiled slightly, "It's okay!" ”
"Then I'll go home, goodbye Mr. Xiao," Dai Wei smiled politely, waved at her and left.
For Dai Hui, this kind of relationship is pressure.
It is also the last straw, and it may not be long before there is an even more deadly straw waiting for Dai Hui.
When Dai Hui came home, she was planted in the soft futon, and those words rang in her ears, as if she was dreaming, and she felt that it was too fake.
When Xiao Xi returned home, he hurriedly called Qiansheng, and cried at that time, "I'm sorry for living up to the opportunity you have been making." ”
Qian Sheng stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking at the brightly blooming flowers in the yard, the dead leaves that were placed on a plate, and when the breeze flew, the leaves rolled up and fell to the ground.
The hand holding the phone was particularly stiff, and Qian Wei stretched out a hand to touch the transparent glass window, which was still covered with dust even though it was being cleaned every day.
"Ah Hao," Xiao Xi gradually stopped crying here, and asked him in a hoarse voice, "What other way can I get Yu to accept me?" ”
Qian Sheng was already in and out of his left ear here, he looked at the starry night sky, and sighed slightly, "Auntie, she is most afraid of abandonment, and she is also most afraid of betrayal and distrust." ”
Xiao Xi was stunned for a moment, holding his mobile phone and curling up in the sofa, but he was a little overwhelmed.
"Auntie, no matter what, it's a good thing that the result comes out, but it's not fair to her that you broke into her life so abruptly." Qian Sheng was still poking at the glass window, his eyes were always looking at the night sky, and the twinkling stars were blinking and blinking, as if he was complaining to him.
"Hmm," Xiao Xi was speechless, threw himself on the sofa, and cried silently.
The phone hung up, and Qian Yi was also uncomfortable.
What did Leaf Leaf think at that time?
Dai Hui secretly knew Xiao Xi's identity, or his own identity.
She began to be depressed, and her mind was full of why?
The results also fell from the top end to the abyss.
The Bai Ahu brothers and sisters were classmates with her, and when they saw her like this, they greeted Qiansheng.
Qian Wei didn't study at night, so he came back by bicycle, stood in front of Dai Hui's house for a long time, and when he saw her back, he quickly retreated to a very secret corner, silently paying attention to her.
Dai Wei knew that she would not be lonely if there was one person, but she didn't want to struggle.
She looked into the corner and whispered, "Thank you." ”
This time Qian Qian was also stunned, holding the bicycle in his hand, standing in the corner without speaking, quiet only his own breathing.
After Dai Wei finished speaking, he went upstairs.
"Sister, what's wrong with you?" Dai Xian asked, his hand holding Dai Hui's sleeve.
"It's okay," Dai shook her head, stopped talking, and went straight upstairs.
After that day, Dai Hui returned to her previous learning state, and made up for the homework she had missed one by one.
She was preparing for further study, and Qiansheng found her better information.
Qian Sheng brought her the information, "These should help you." ”
"Well, thank you," it was also at this time that Dai Hui began to be respectful to him, no longer as rude as before.
Now Dai Hui is very reserved and gentle, and he still has a three-point smile on his face, giving people a sense of modesty.
"Leaves, you ......" Qian Sheng was slightly stunned, looking at her for a while before saying this sentence.
"I know everything, I've always been very grateful to you, otherwise I wouldn't know that there is a relative, it's just, I don't dare to admit it, you know, I'm very happy, but I still choose to be plain, and I'll discuss it when I have the opportunity." Dai Hui looked at Qianyi, smiled slightly, and smiled so sweetly.
Qian Cheng also laughed, reaching out to rub her little head, "It's hard work." ”
"It's not hard," Dai Wei bowed slightly, raising the information in his hand, "Thank you." ”
Qian Sheng was laughing, and she didn't know what she was laughing at, looking at her distant back, recalling her former self, especially isolated and helpless, I couldn't say that I could empathize, but it was true to watch the fire from the other side.
Across the shore, looking at her sadness, it turned out to be exactly the same treatment as herself.
Others can't understand it, and I don't understand it myself, so it's quite cruel.
Qian Sheng thought so.
In the blink of an eye, the summer vacation is coming.
Dai Wei distanced herself from them, because she had always considered herself a monster.
Even Yuan Wanli thinks she is a monster.
replaced the dead Dai Xiang.
The current Dai Hui is a monster.
Dai Wei endured the white eyes of Yuan Wanli, endured cynicism, and said everything in and out of her words.
Raising her for so many years should be rewarded.
Dai Hui understood, but he didn't understand either.
Xiao Xi knew that she was in trouble, and when she came to find her, it was already the day she was about to go to middle school.
Xiao Xi is still the same as before, nothing has changed.
Dai Wei has grown taller, and his already thin little face has become even thinner.
Xiao Xi looked at her, and she was about to go upstairs with the vegetables she bought from the vegetable market.
"Leaves," Xiao Xi shouted.
"Teacher Xiao," Dai Hui greeted her, and put the vegetables in her hand on the ground, which was too heavy, and her hand was also strangled with a red mark.
"Well, are you alright?" Xiao Xi asked.
"It's good," Dai smiled.
"Sister is a liar, you're not good at all," said Dai Xian, who had been following Dai Hui's side.
Dai Xian's small eyes blinked, and he was also unhappy, he looked at Xiao Xi, "Teacher Xiao, my sister is lying to you." ”
Dai Hui gently patted Dai Xian's shoulder this time, "Don't talk nonsense." ”
"Didn't talk nonsense," Dai Xian looked at Dai Hui very innocently, and grabbed the hem of his clothes with his little hand.
My sister was unhappy, and he was unhappy too.
Xiao Xi understood, and lifted the bag on the ground, "I'll go back with you and see the situation." ”
"Teacher Xiao......" Dai Hui's uneasy heart turned white, "If you are really good for me, don't go up." ”
As soon as the words fell, Dai Hui lowered his head.
Xiao Xi's footsteps also stopped, his hand lightly rested on her shoulder, and his voice was choked, "Do you know how long I've been looking for you, you know that I tried my best to appear in front of you in order not to appear in front of you abruptly, just so that you won't ......"
"I know," Dai Hui's voice was small, "I know, but it's complicated now, you go up, so what if you leave?" What's next for me? ”
Xiao Xi was stunned, yes, if she left, how would she live there?
"Then I won't go, you can go to live with me when you go to middle school." Xiao Xi's words were whispered in Dai Hui's ear.
Dai Wei looked up at her, thought for a while, and then nodded in response.
"Let's go back," Xiao Xi rubbed her little head lovingly, "Be happy." ”
"Hmm." When Dai Hui went upstairs, he saw that Xiao Xi was still standing in place, and his heart was even more uneasy.