Fan Lihua spoke, and held Luo Pa, who wiped the blood on her hands last night, in front of Xue Yulian. said: "Maybe it's really my catastrophe, and the end is coming." If it really deserves to die early, how can he be of any use to me? Wouldn't it be better for me to return my innocence to my parents? ”

Xue Yulian couldn't help but be taken aback when she looked at the blood stains on Luo Pa. "Aunt Ning, this ......"

"Alas! Aunt Ning! Didn't it rain again last night? It's nothing, it's fine after the rain. In my opinion, three parts of your sickness are in your body, but seven parts are in your heart. It's all because of heart disease that I got what I am now. As long as you let go of your thoughts, all illnesses will be cured. Xue Yulian barely suppressed the uneasiness in her heart and comforted Fan Lihua.

"My sister said it easy." Fan Lihua smiled bitterly: "It's not on anyone, who won't appreciate the sweetness and bitterness." I don't want to let go, but what can I do if it's up to me? ”

"It's not up to anyone? In my opinion, the devil is born of the heart. It's you who are trapped by your own demons and can't get rid of it. The resentment of those so-called fathers and brothers, and the resentment of Su's mother and daughter, are all imaginary by yourself. Hugh said that death is like a lamp going out, without roots and shadows. Even if the undead are still alive, can their spirits in heaven see that you are depressed and uneasy for them all day long, can they look at it with peace of mind? What did they do to protect you with their lives? Is it so that you are entangled in guilt and remorse for their departure, and torture yourself all day long as a sinner? You're such a smart person, you can't even figure this out. ”

"I don't understand what my sister said. It's just, I'm ......" Fan Lihua smiled bitterly.

"You come with me." Xue Yulian said, put the jasper plum blossom hairpin picked up by Fan Lihua on her cloud bun, pulled her out of the house, went downstairs and came down the steps, pointed to the ground in front of her, and asked, "What is in front of you?" ”

Fan Lihua was puzzled and said, "Shadow." What's wrong? ”

"Behind you?" Xue Yulian asked again.

Fan Lihua turned around and looked at it and said, "Full of sunshine." ”

"See? With your back to the sun, all you can see is a shadow in front of you. What you see when you face the sun is the bright sun. One back has always been only between one turn. It is you who lock your heart and are immersed in the calamities of the past all day long, and what you feel is naturally the indifference of the people around you and the sadness in your own heart. You have forgotten the old saying 'Misfortune and blessing are relied upon, and blessing and misfortune are lurking'. While you are suffering from calamity, there are many heavenly blessings that protect you, but you don't feel it with your back to it. When you think everyone is indifferent to you, how many people care about you. But you are locked in your heart and unwilling to accept it, and you see the kindness of others as deception and exploitation. It's like not seeing the sun with your back to the sun. When you turn around, you can see the sun, you can let go of the calamities of the past, and you can hold up the good fortune that accompanies you. What you feel is the warmth and care that everyone has for you. It's just like the one you just turned around, it's simple, it's easy. It's all about whether you're willing to turn around and take a look at what's behind you.

"What happened ten years ago was indeed your calamity. But there is Mother Su, Su Binglan spares her life to protect you, isn't it your luck? The sister-in-law committed suicide by throwing herself into the river, and the fisherman's courage to send you across the cold river is not your protection? If there was no such calamity, how could you be in the Zixia Palace; How can you go to Bishan; how could you meet so many sisters; How could he get his aunt's love? Do you say it's a curse or a blessing? You and Yun Feng have indeed experienced many twists and turns, making you sad, disappointed and even desperate. However, how many people in this world want to taste such a mood but do not have such an opportunity.

"Aunt Ning, open your heart. Use your heart to feel everyone's care for you. Feel the beauty in the sun with your heart. ”

Xue Yulian's words were like an enlightenment, which made Fan Lihua's heart suddenly brighten, and she couldn't help laughing, and said: "Listening to your words is better than reading for ten years." My sister's words were so right that I was stunned. It's true that I care too much about the past, and I can't get rid of myself by entangling myself in it. Thank you, sister, I realized. ”

Xue Yulian saw a smile on her face, so she relaxed a little. Smiled and said, "It's good to be enlightened." ”

"It's the same with you and Yun Feng, you only see that he is cold to you, but you can't see his attachment to you. You are only immersed in the pain of your past, complaining that he does not give you comfort and does not care about you. But you can't see the pain in his heart, and you don't understand his feelings. If you don't understand him, how can he understand you? Again, there is an invisible chasm in your hearts, separating you from each other. What you lack is the peace of mind to speak the words that are buried in your hearts, to gain mutual understanding, to remove the diaphragm. Only then can you truly come together and accept each other from the depths of your heart. Do you understand?

"Take the first two marriages, for example. The first time in Hanjiang Pass, if you talk to him, tell him what happened, and give him a time to verify, why not give the Hu family an opportunity to provoke the love between you. The second time in Suoyang Pass, he clearly agreed to get married, why did he write a letter of resignation during the candle period. There must be a secret in this, you don't ask or listen, tear up the letter of resignation and leave. If you are calmer and inquire about the inside story in detail, and explain it clearly to him, I am afraid that it will not cause the fiasco of the White Tiger Pass later.

"Yun Feng has bitterness in his heart, I can see it. However, after all, he is already an adult in the year of the weak crown, and he is a man. I'm not a sister who can't ask the bottom of it. You are his wife, these should have been your responsibilities, after all these years, have you asked him? Have you ever given him a word of comfort? Even if it's just a cup of tea and a dress when he's in a bad mood? ”

As she spoke, Xue Yulian pulled Fan Lihua and sat down on a stone bench covered with brocade mats under the flower curtains. Yun Lan saw it and hurriedly brought refreshments from a tray and put them on the stone table.