Chapter 75 Suicide Note

Since the last battle, the wolf clan has not acted again, and the elders of the fox clan have unanimously discussed, and defense is the main thing.

The strength of the wolf clan is already strong, and you can't win it if you fight hard. But it's too shameful to lose without a fight, so you have to carry it to the end no matter what.

This wolf clan is also strange, even if they don't move, but they don't dare to relax their vigilance because of this, and they all cheer up their spirits and take every day seriously.

Our general pulled us to sit in the open space of the tent and distributed paper, ink, pen and inkstone, and she personally distributed them one by one. I sat among the soldiers, and everyone whispered.

"What?"

"Is this to practice calligraphy?"

“……”

She stood in front of her again, holding the paper in her hand and asked, "Guess what I want you to do?" ”

I happily rushed to stand up: "Practice concentration!"

She wondered, "Huh? How do you train concentration on a piece of paper? ”

I'm going to tell you all the methods taught by Lu Ju -- Draw a circle on a blank piece of paper and stare at it.

They began to refute.

"Hey, how can this work, what are you kidding!"

"You go down, I think it's just to practice a word."

"I guess how to draw!"

Everyone burst out laughing.

Hu Ying said: "Quiet, everyone is quiet, I won't hang your appetite anymore, I asked you to write a suicide note." ”

Everyone looked at each other and refused to say a word.

The emaciated girl standing in front of us shouted at the top of her voice so that everyone could hear. Her body trembled when she spoke, and it was distressing to watch. I looked at the flying ponytail and the determined face, and I felt a little more awe. I thought to myself, everyone should be like me.

"We all know that fighting with the wolf clan is not advantageous, we are not an elite battalion, to put it bluntly, it is a miscellaneous battalion, grandma doesn't love it." She crossed her waist and laughed wantonly in the wind, "Haha, fuck, so what, let's fight against the water." ”

We sat on the floor, didn't say a word, and listened very carefully.

Today's weather is quite good, the forest in front of us, past the rich is the wolf clan, from time to time in the woods to fly here a few birds, their call is not good, quite upset us. In fact, where the bird call is annoying, it is actually psychological.

The tents are all white, and the white color is even more dazzling in the sun. We all sweated and wet our clothes, and when the foxes gathered together, it was inevitable that there would be a smell.

But the girls kept their mouths shut, for what was now at hand had caused us to completely ignore what we were concerned about on a daily basis.

I started to write.

This is the second time I've written a suicide note, and it's funny to think that it's really fateful and unlucky to live so big, it's really not easy!

I couldn't write a word with a pen, because I felt that I could definitely survive, knowing that I could live, where did I feel the feeling of goodbye?

I watched them cry, embarrassed, I seemed to be too hard-hearted.

I gritted my teeth and wrote a copy.

I said:

Lu Juan, if I am dying, in fact, there is no regret, but I am a little reluctant, I have lived and died until now, and I have earned a lot of time, especially when I met you, it seems that luck is starting to get better, the only concern is whether you are a little lonely and dare not think about it. The affairs of the world are not allowed to be carefully considered, and I can only say that it is in vain for you to protect me. I have nothing, and I have nothing to leave you, only a tongue at no cost, I hope you don't mind and dislike, I wish you all the best, finally meet your lover, do not feel lonely, and be happy forever.

Since the moment we met, when I was the king of Hades, maybe we were too familiar, I was not a rabbit and ignored the grass next to the nest, and when I lost my memory, I became an ugly, but I found that I had feelings for you. Death is going to be death, and there is no need to hide it, but I don't want you to meet a second person as dull as me in the future.

Thanks to you, this is also our farewell.

At this point, I was reunited, then I asked for a clean piece of paper and began to hunch over and write on my knees.

Lord Lu, I can only thank you, I have no regrets in this life, I don't need to worry, I hope you have peace of mind.

I took the pen to great satisfaction, and put it in the envelope.

In fact, no matter how much you say, it is redundant, and it is better to destroy it completely than to leave others with a residual hatred.

Don't mention anything that doesn't come to fruition.

When we are alive, there are too many things and too many relatives and friends, we need to worry about it, and when it is really time to part, I am afraid that there is not enough time to say goodbye.

……

Hu Ying dragged me to her tent with a grim smile: "I will keep your letter." ”

I looked at her and nodded.

I asked, "What about you, general?" To whom are you writing your letter? ”

"Family," she said. ”

I nodded: "Is it for the family, the black wolf?" ”

"I was able to see him before I died, and I will definitely finish my words before leaving," she said. ”

I pursed my lips and said, "No." ”

She was surprised.

I said, "Actually, if the black wolf is here, he won't let you die." ”

Under the candlelight, the woman's good-looking side face, because of her thinness, the contour was just right, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and her lips opened slightly, but she did not make another sound.

The air was so quiet and terrible that I could even hear her breathing, but I didn't know what to say, and God knows what it was like for two people in love to meet each other.

The accident of things is caught off guard, although it is helpless, but each has its own master.

I asked, "Will you kill him when we meet him in the future?" ”

She generously admitted: "I can't do it. ”

The girl rubbed her eyebrows, frowned and sighed: "I know that he is in the same pain as me at the moment, but there is no solution. ”

He couldn't give up the glory of the royal family for her, and she couldn't betray the fox clan for him.

Why meet?

There are too many things in the world to solve, and time cannot answer. It is to put it in your heart, in the dead of night, to stimulate you one by one.

Maybe it was raining because I heard the bang, and I heard the rain more clearly in the tent, but I couldn't tell if it was really raining or because it was in the tent.

The thunder was accompanied by the sound of rain and a real coolness.

The rainy summer night is even more lonely in the quiet.

Instead, she proposed: Let's soak our feet. When the soles of the feet are warm, the whole body is not cold.

In fact, I also felt uncomfortable, I said I'll go get water, and when I saw that she acquiesced, I hurried out the door.

The water in my basin fell on the basin with a loud noise, because it was a copper basin, and it was louder, and when I walked into the tent, it was already drenched in soup.

I smiled and brought the basin in front of her, but when I saw her wipe her tears, I also smiled: "You see you are drenched." ”

"In fact, there is no need to hide it, emotions need to be vented, and holding it all the time will cause problems."

She threw herself into my arms and cried. I patted her on the back gently, and it gradually fell silent. "I'm fine," she said. ”

……

The fox clan was surprised, because there were some wolf footprints at the entrance of the general's tent, and things were too accidental, and it would be inevitable to gossip.

I don't know where it is rumored that she is having an affair with the wolf clan.

When I woke up, I heard some foul language.

"I heard it yesterday, and ...... in that tent said, "I can't hear what I'm saying, but I guessed it."

"No, it's been there for a long time, and the wolf's footprints were printed on it last time."

"I guess the wolf clan is coming, last time."

"Heh, I don't think it's a good thing on the other side, no wonder they have a good relationship."

"I agreed early in the morning, but the wolf clan was brought by her."

I crouched on the ground with the bowl in my hand, and they looked at me and said.

I pulled the rice in the bowl without saying a word, and found that no matter how much I spoke, I was now confused, stupid and dumb.

There are some things that you don't clarify, but you sit down on those charges.

The leader said: "Ah! Don't say it, I didn't, and neither did she! I've known the black wolf for a long time. ”

The foxes sighed: "Oh? I knew each other for a long time. ”

Now it was even more intelligible, and some of them covered their mouths and smiled, making a 'smack' sound from their mouths.

I sighed: "If she really wants you to die, can't you just poison your food, why do you want to make such a complicated plan?" ”

It was cold, the sky was low under the black clouds, but it was a little purple, and I felt the hem of my skirt trembling with the wind, and the rolled up earth gravel hit my face like a whirlwind, and it hurt.

I didn't seem to be as strong as her, I couldn't laugh, I still wanted to cry, but I held on.

She smiled brightly, took off her armor, and threw it on the ground: I'll go, you're satisfied.

The fox who had made things difficult for me before swaggered out from among the foxes: "Oh, don't mind, our dear general, how can you go, this clause is set by you, how can you say that you are collaborating with the enemy?" She gritted her teeth and deliberately bent over, putting her left hand to her ear.

The general said: Die.

I said, "What's your name, girl?" ”

She smiled openly: "Feng Xi." ”

I glanced at the general, and she looked at me with despair in her eyes, and the eight teeth were no longer visible, and she drew her sword.

The wind howled......

The sand still beat against my face, and my skirt crackled like that.

She said: You know, I hate deserters all my life, and if it weren't for Qingmei, I would have killed you.

She said: Ghost girl, is there still a green plum?

She said: This plum is a little worse, and the black wolf's is always a little sour.

She cried the moment she pulled out her sword and put it on her neck, and she smiled and said: I haven't done anything to be sorry for the fox clan, but I don't deny that I love the black wolf.

I watched her finish and was about to wipe her neck hard, but I closed my eyes and didn't dare to look at it.

"Who dares to hurt her!" It was the man who said this, the black wolf.

The hair was like that of a lion, and he was a little lower.

It will be dark, but not necessarily starlight. But at that moment I knew he had illuminated her pitch-black world of the wilderness.

I waited as if she were waiting, gambling with my life.

He held the knife alone, protected her behind him, turned around and said: Don't be afraid, I'm late.

She said: It's not too late, but I've been thinking about Qingmei more recently.

His laughing tears overflowed his eyes: "It's okay, I have a lot of fruit over there, and the fruit is bearing good at this hour, and I can't cut it off for you." ”

He pulled her by the way: Come with me.

But she shook off her hand: no.

They are doomed, he can't give it up, and she can't stop it.