When it was dark, I parked the car in front of Ding Xiaoxiao's house, and who knew that she was sitting at the door, as if waiting for me.

I shook my dizzy head and got out of the car and walked over to her.

When she saw me, she hurriedly stood up, "Sister Yang." ”

Seeing that the redness and swelling on her face had not subsided, she frowned slightly and asked, "Why did you go to the wedding scene today, aren't you afraid that something will happen again?" ”

She hesitated for a moment before answering me, only to hear her say, "I...... I really like Chu Yu, even if he is married, I just want to look at him from a distance, and I don't mean anything else. ”

"You're still so young, do you really like what it means? Maybe in a few years, you will know that the feeling of Chu Yu is just admiration, and you don't really love him. ”

I want to persuade her not to focus on her feelings, the word love can save people, but at the same time it can also hurt people, I don't want her to fall deeper and deeper, and in the end she will never be able to get out again. However, she shook her head and said to me: "Sister Yang, I know very well that it is love, not admiration, I really love him." ”

"You ......"

Seeing what she wanted to say and stopped, I seemed to see myself in her, no matter who persuaded me at that time, but I still loved Ling Yuqian as always, and I couldn't listen to anyone's words, and Ding Xiaoxiao was probably like this, even if I said more, she still couldn't let go of Chu Yu.

We were silent for a moment, only to hear her look me in the eye and say, "Sister Yang, thank you for taking care of me during this time, I will owe you for the rest of my life, if I have the opportunity, I will definitely repay you, if there is no opportunity, I will pay you back in the next life." ”

Hearing her say this, I couldn't help laughing, "Do you believe in the next life?" ”

"I don't know." She was very depressed and weak to speak.

I said, "We should live this life well." ”

She nodded, and then suddenly remembered and said, "I forgot everything, let's go in and talk." ”

"No, I don't want to disturb your mother, so I'll go back first."

turned around and wanted to leave, but suddenly she was a little uneasy, and she turned back and told her: "Tell me if you have anything, don't be impulsive alone, don't think about yourself, forget it, but you can't make your mother sad, you know?" ”

She was stunned for a moment and nodded: "I know, thank you Sister Yang." ”

While driving, I wanted to call Ling Yuqian, but I picked it up several times and put it back.

What is he doing at this time, has he exchanged it with Chu Yu? So how will he refuse Shao Jingqing tonight?

The more I thought about it, the more confused my head became, so instead of going straight home, I parked my car next to the road that was out of the middle of nowhere.

I got out of the car and looked up at the dark sky without a single star, and the moon was also emitting a faint light.

Looking at the phone, I hesitated for a long time and still didn't have the courage to call, so I wanted to throw the phone into the car, but it suddenly rang.

I saw that the caller ID answered without any hesitation, and there was a deep voice from the Ling Yu clan on the other end, and he called me: "Shallow." ”

"Well, I'm here." I hurriedly answered him.

He said: "I didn't have anything to do with Shao Jingqing, don't think nonsense, go home early, you know." ”

My eyes were moist, looking at the woods next to me and not speaking for a long time, I was afraid that I would choke up as soon as I opened my mouth, I wanted to tell him that I missed him and wanted to see him, but I knew that now was a critical moment and I couldn't be willful.

"Shallow?" His inquiring voice rang out on the other end.

"yes, I see." I covered my mouth, not wanting him to hear anything.

"Well, I'll see you in two days."

After hanging up, I wiped the tears from my face, got out of the car and drove away. Thinking about it is sick, just wanting to hear a promise from him. I love the addiction he loves, and I can't quit it for the rest of my life.

At noon, I came to my parents' previous house, opened the door and went in to see Chu Yu sleeping on the sofa, with a lot of empty wine bottles on the coffee table, and he was now drunk and unconscious, and it seemed that he had drunk a lot of wine.

After I cleaned the living room briefly, I went to the kitchen to make him a bowl of decanting tea.

Perhaps hearing the movement, Chu Yu opened his eyes in a daze. When he saw me, he didn't be surprised, but asked me, "How is Ding Xiaoxiao?" ”

I paused my hand, put down the sobering tea, looked at him and said, "You seem to care about her, do you like her?" ”

"Nope." He sat up from the couch and stroked his head and frowned, looking like his head should be hurting.

"It'll feel better if you drink this." Handed him the decanting tea, he took it without saying anything and drank it.

"Don't lie to me, I can already see that you really like her."

My words made his body stiffen, and he looked at me with bloodshot eyes and said, "It's impossible for me to do it with her." ”

I couldn't help laughing, looked directly at him and said, "There is nothing impossible in this world, only whether you want to or not, if you like her, be with her, it's very simple." ”

He bowed his head slightly, and did not answer my words for a long time. Seeing him like this, I said, "You don't dislike her, do you?" ”

"Nothing." He didn't even think to answer me.

"That'...... Do you still feel insecure about your age difference? I asked.

He must have been hit by what I said, and was silent for a few seconds and said, "She's only eighteen, and I'm thirty-five, and we are seventeen years apart." Now that she's young, I don't want to tie her up for the rest of my life. ”

"She wouldn't care about that."

"But I care." He didn't know what to think, and chuckled, "I was already old in her prime, and I would be more like her father then." ”

I thought his ideas were too extreme, and I couldn't help but say, "Aren't you tired of living like this?" We should live in the present, and no one knows what will happen next. Ding Xiaoxiao likes you, and you like him too, why can't you be together? ”

He didn't speak again, but I could see the struggle in his eyes, and it was more cautious to look at this matter from his point of view, after all, they were more than ten years apart, and he was afraid that one day Ding Xiaoxiao would regret it.

"Think about it again, I'm leaving." I got up and walked halfway to him and then turned back to him and said, "Drink less, no matter what, your body is the most important thing." ”

When I came out of the shower at night, I saw that the window didn't know how to open, and I was about to go over and close it, and my body suddenly volleyed into the air, and I was startled, and I was about to do something to the visitor, but as soon as I saw his face, I put my hand down.

I frowned as he carried me to the bed and laid me down, "How did you get in?" ”

"Climb the window." After he finished speaking, he buried his head in my neck, and felt his hot breath, and my skin seemed to be burned, but he still said to him unhappily: "Are you crazy to climb up such a high distance?" ”

"I was afraid that Zhou's mother would find out, so I didn't go through the door." When he spoke, his breath fell on my skin, and I couldn't stand the temperature on his body, so I reached out and pushed his head away, looked at the lust in his eyes and was stunned for a moment and said, "Don't climb the window next time, it's too dangerous." ”

"Okay." He smiled softly and lowered his head to kiss me on the lips.

I was kissed by him, my body stiffened for a while, and I felt his hot breathing, and my body also warmed up, and I couldn't help but start responding to him.

After the kiss, he opened his misty eyes and looked at Ling Yuqian's well-defined handsome face, and his heart rippled. The eye fell on the shape of his beautiful lips, which were so soft and ruddy in the soft light that they made you want to take a bite.