Chapter 154: I Seem to Have Fallen
The two were silent again, and after Mu Xi finished speaking, his heart was much more relaxed, but seeing his gloomy face, there was still endless mustard, "Let me ask you seriously, do you like me?" ”
Jiang Yu didn't expect her to ask herself, and after a pause of a few seconds, she spoke: "I like it!" ”
"But I don't think that you don't understand me, you don't even know what I'm thinking, I know I'm wrong, you don't have to take the mistake on yourself every time and apologize to me in a low voice. But I'm really sad this time......"
Jiang Yu didn't speak, looked at Mu Xi with moist eyes, and wanted her to say everything, not only to vent her heart, but also to make herself understand her mistakes.
"We may really be inappropriate, we have been together for more than two months, we have quarreled so many times, and we couldn't tell the difference last time, so I'll make it clear this time."
"Break up! Jiang Yu..."
When Mu Xi turned his head and spoke, tears flowed from his eyes, and then he immediately wiped them away with the back of his hand.
What to do? It's still come to this, Jiang Yu ...... You've really made me feel hopeless this time.
Jiang Yu stood up, turned around and walked towards her, squatted in front of her, raised his hand to his cheek, and helped her wipe away her tears, "I think the weather is not bad today, it's not suitable for breaking up, okay another day?" ”
Mu Xi pushed his hand away and stood up, not wanting to see him, "I'm not kidding. ”
Jiang Yu followed her up, walked to her side, and stood face to face with her, with a touch of curvature on his face, and looked at her with a smile on his eyebrows, like a game.
"So...... Give me another chance, okay? I beg you to give me another chance... Isn't it good~"
"Let's break up...... I don't want to be with you anymore, I... I feel so tired, it's not the same as I thought at all, I'm really tired! I don't want to make trouble with you anymore...... "I don't want to have another quarrel, I'm afraid to cry for you next time."
Hearing her words, I finally tasted the taste of a knife in my heart, it turned out that heartbreak was really much simpler than happiness, "Then I have to apologize to you even more, I'm sorry... I let you down, didn't fulfill your expectations, made you suffer with me, broke your heart......"
Mu Xi looked into his eyes and said to him word by word, "Yes! You owe me this apology, but you are my first love... My first love is really going to die violently this time, and I said that I wouldn't break up...... And you mentioned it anyway. ”
His legs were trembling, his heart was pounding, and his right hand was clutching the back of the chair tightly to prevent him from falling, "No...... How could I... I'm going to break up with you, but you've only touched you after a lot of hard work, how can you ......"
How could he give up his life, he hadn't married my Mu Xi yet, how could he give up!
"But you just mentioned it? You asked me if I wanted to break up, Jiang Yu said it himself! Mu Xi watched his tears slide down his cheeks, even if he broke his heart, he still felt sorry for this fool, knowing that he didn't want to break up, but he wanted to be a bad guy.
After Jiang Yu listened, he instantly lowered his head, what should he do?
After a moment of silence, a smile on his face that was more ugly than crying appeared, and he looked into her eyes and said, "You want to break up..... Then you tell me what you think, you tell me... Let me know ......"
Mu Xi avoided his gaze, calmed down, and asked, "What about you?" Why get angry? ”
"I'm afraid! I'm afraid you don't like me, I'm afraid you're leaving, I'm afraid you're with me... It's just because I'm good to you that I'm putting pressure on you invisibly, not because I like it. As he spoke, he turned his head to one side and let it go.
Mu Xi laughed angrily when he heard this, took a deep breath, walked to the side and sat down on a stool, and spoke to him in his calmest mind: "I don't like you, will you pester me?" I don't like you, will I cry for you? I don't like you, will I mess with you? After speaking, he looked at Jiang Yu's back.
After Jiang Yu listened, he raised his hand and covered his face with his left hand, his shoulders trembled, and he cried and laughed loudly, and after a long time, he slowly lowered his hand, and then turned around and looked at her wet eyes, which seemed to have tears in her eyes, and under the illumination of the fluorescent lamp, she was both pitiful and innocent.
The two looked at each other in the air, and after half a sound, Jiang Yu said to her: "Since you like me...... I like you too, then let's get along, okay, don't be separated again! ”
Mu Xi, who was silent, bowed his head and said nothing, but Jiang Yu became happy, "I also know that I am annoyed and always pestering you, but I have no sense of security, the relationship between the two people has become weaker, and if you don't contact each other for a few days, the relationship will fade over time." ”
Mu Xi's brows furrowed tightly, he bit his lower lip and sighed, and said, "You always say that you don't feel safe, but I took the initiative to find you." ”
Jiang Yu lowered his eyes and smiled, he was speechless to himself, "But I still can't feel ......" is a coward.
Mu Xi's expression was stunned, he lowered his head and closed his eyes, smiled slightly, and said, "Then I really don't know what to do to you." ”
Jiang Yu didn't dare to look at Mu Xi's expression, looked at her hand and said: "Last time in KTV, other couples can kiss casually, why do I touch you... You're not happy? ”
Mu Xi was stunned, and the source still returned here, quite helpless and unwilling, "I know that it may make you lose face in front of your friends, I want to apologize to you that night, but you just come to me and say that I can mention breaking up, so what do you want me to say?" ”
After Jiang Yu heard it, he didn't react, just smiled, seemed to have found the contradiction between the two, raised his eyes to look at her, and said gently: "It's not a matter of face, I never care what others think, what I care about is ......"
"We are a couple! But...... But you always seem to be bored with me, and I don't think you care about me at all. After speaking, he lowered his head again and said the words that had been buried in his heart for a long time.
When Mu Xi heard this, he frowned tightly and looked at him with a shocked face, "When did I get tired of you?" ”
Jiang Yu wanted to escape what happened that day, and didn't want to remember it anymore, but when she asked herself, she could only sigh deeply, watching her slowly speak: "I'm afraid that you care about their words and leave in a fit of anger, I'll go outside to find you, I'll take your hand, why are you hiding?" ”
“…… You suddenly grabbed me from behind without saying a word, and you were in KTV again, can't I have any sense of precaution? Mu Xi was really angry with him, but he could find the root cause of the misunderstanding between the two, and it turned out to be his own problem.
stood up, took two steps towards him, closed his eyes slightly, and then looked at him calmly, and said word by word: "I beg you to stop thinking nonsense, what I like is the former Jiang Yu, who was Jiang Yu when I was at the same table, not Jiang Yu after being my boyfriend." ”
"He wasn't so cautious before, and he was happy with him, but now I'm tired with him, and I don't want to guess anything about his mind anymore." After saying that, he didn't look at him again, turned his head to the side and was silent.
Now he just hates himself, hates his cowardice and incompetence, hates his crankiness, "I'm just afraid that you will leave me...... "I'm afraid that if you don't do something well, you will be angry."
Hearing him say this, he suddenly looked up at him, "Good! Then if I really leave this time, will you stop thinking cranky, you spend every day worrying, and I feel tired for you. ”
With melancholy eyes, he looked down at her, stretched out his hand to take her hand, but actually grabbed her sleeve, "I'll change it!" Is the last chance good? Is it okay to give Jiang Yu an assessment period? If he passes, we'll reconcile......"
Mu Xi met his eyes, smiled slightly, lowered his eyes and looked at the ground, without saying a word for a long time.
Just when Jiang Yu thought she was giving up, Mu Xi suddenly spoke: "It turns out that high school students really can't fall in love, and if you're not careful, it will kill you." ”
Then he left his brightest smile to him, as if he was joking, raised his hand and stretched out his index finger, poked his shoulder, "Let's separate first, there are still 7 months to take the college entrance examination, and we will talk about ......it after the college entrance examination."
As soon as the words were finished, Jiang Yu grabbed her wrist with his backhand and said anxiously: "The college entrance examination is over... Haven't I had a better chance? I couldn't pass the ......"
"......" Mu Xi was silent for a while, then raised his head to look at him, "Can't you have a long-distance relationship?" ”
When Jiang Yu heard what she said, his face was full of surprise, and he said with some luck: "Isn't it okay now?" ”
Mu Xi looked at him, saw his face again, a smile that didn't come to harm's way, and for a moment he was stunned in place, lowered his head and blinked, pursed his lips, and sat back on the stool.
The two hands were entangled under the table, and his face was a little flustered, more hesitant...... You come here..."
Hearing Mu Xi call herself, she hurriedly sat opposite her, Mu Xi glanced up, just met his eyes, her cheeks were red, "Come over again..."
Jiang Yu thought that Mu Xi was going to whisper to him, so he stood up straight and squatted in front of her.
Mu Xi's gaze moved from the table to him, looking at his slightly expectant eyes, he exhaled slowly, and his gaze fell on his lips.
As if he had made up his mind, he leaned over, his lips were tightly closed, and his hands slowly grabbed Jiang Yu's sleeves upward, while Jiang Yu froze in place with his eyes open, and his mind was blank.
At this moment, Jiang Yu is like a tree, taking root here little by little, and fireworks are lit in his heart, dotted with brilliant brilliance.
Quietly sticking together, without further movements, just staying quietly like this, for Jiang Yu, it is the most worthy throbbing in the world.
Until Mu Xi couldn't help but breathe, his cheeks were flushed, and in his opinion, there was a little more seductive innocence in his eyes.
Still in a daze, I heard her speak: "Jiang Yu! I seem to have fallen, fallen into your snare, and you must be responsible for me to the end, otherwise, I will restrain you until I die. ”
Jiang looked at her eyes, his eyes were a little moist, he grinned at her, got up and reached out to hug her, hugged her tightly, hugged his Mu Xi, put one hand behind his head, wrapped Mu Xi's waist tightly with the other, and buried his head deep in Mu Xi's neck.
"Thank you... Thank you for falling into my net, it is my honor, the net will no longer be dangerous, it will become a fantasy to protect you for life, you can splash freely, complete the unfinished dream. With that, he looked up and dropped a kiss on her forehead.
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The author has something to say:
reconciled!!!
I really love to cry~~ When I wrote the first draft of this paragraph, I cried a lot, I shed tears once when I changed the words, and when I released the chapter, I looked at it again......