Chapter 30: The Human Past of Lu Juan II
There is one particularly important person missing from his story, that is, his brother Xu Wang, who grew up with a bare butt. The three of them work at sunrise and rest at sunset. When you encounter the kind of back burning skylight, you are not tired at the moment when you are steaming in the heat, which is the so-called matching of men and women, and you are not tired of working. They were strong, and no one was babbling.
From planting rice with bare hands to being able to carry a hoe, you will grow up with resistance and resistance.
It's scary to grow up! When I grew up, I left my heart, and I went my separate way.
Xu Wang followed his father in business and started from scratch, although he sold dead people's supplies, but he also had a small scale, as long as he made money with his ability in this world, as long as he did not violate the moral bottom line, he would not be inferior. Xu Wang understands very well, he is not inferior because of his business background, and others ask him how he made money. On the contrary, he was generous: Little brother, I am in business.
Xu Wang and Lu Juan are opposites, it stands to reason that the two people with very different personalities should be enemies, but they are not good, but it is a pity that the things in the world are not reasonable, they all talk about fate.
Friends are proud, and those who are friends are also happy in their hearts, and he and Chen Rudi are also very happy, so they almost jumped.
In fact, before them, Chen Rudi and Xu Wang were privately bound for life.
In fact, he hadn't seen him for a long time, and on the day he met again, he should have understood that the girl smiled like a spring river blowing across the green willow bank.
It was a difficult year, the harvest was bad, and there was a famine. Now I have to go to Beijing to catch the exam, and I really don't have any spare money.
On the one hand, there is a naked reality, and on the other hand, there is a great opportunity that cannot be missed. And his father and mother believe in the theory that reading is useless, and the suffering of not being rich enough is that anyone who takes the money has to be abandoned. Originally, it was hard to agree, and I reluctantly asked for this time this year.
Coincidentally, it is not a coincidence, the heavens are not beautiful, and there is a play.
Xu Wang also said that it didn't matter, and he couldn't open his mouth to borrow money. It's not easy for everyone, and I don't want to trouble you to worry about it.
"Dad, mother, the child still wants to take the test." When he spoke, he was empty, and his heart seemed to be missing something, probably bottomless.
His mother cried and wiped her tears, "Oh, how are you ...... You baby just don't obey, if you have to take the test, you won't take the test. ”
He also cried, choked and sobbed, and the person who was so eloquent at such a critical moment was silenced.
He wanted to say, ah, I really want this opportunity. I've been waiting for a long time, and I'm afraid that I have no ambition and nowhere to go.
I have been looking forward to it for a long time. Wait, wait, wait, wait.
His father pulled him and patted him on the shoulder: "I'll take you to see it." ”
At that moment, he seemed to hear something break through the barbarian land in his heart.
His mother began to persuade bitterly again: "Baby, don't you still know the situation of our family, now is the difficult time, if this money is handed over to you, isn't your chance half a percent?" ”
He was desperate, and in the hazy eyes of tears, he saw the wrinkles on his mother's forehead and the gorgeous hair on his father's sideburns. I thought about the debt of money again, and it was a particularly powerless feeling. He saw again his own life after his loss, and also saw the prospect of even more decline in his family after his failure.
Let's give up.
After hesitation, the gentleman who signed up told him that the cost was huge.
Ignorance is the scariest thing.
How decisive he was when he abandoned it, and how painful it is now, this has always been a knot in Lu Juan's heart.
There are two words in the world, the former is happy and the latter is unfortunate – good things come in pairs and bad things don't go alone.
He hoped that good things would come in pairs, and he hugged the beauty and became rich. He missed the opportunity and was still in debt.
When he was busy, they didn't even hand over a wedding post.
I finally got free time, and I also went to the street to buy things. He saw her smiling and beautiful, still so beautiful. She stood with him, and she was a perfect match.
It's a pity that people like to deceive themselves, and he doesn't even have the courage to believe. He wiped his eyes and saw that he had read correctly. He pinched himself hard, it wasn't a dream.
He chuckled: It's just that it looks alike.
So he walked up to them, and they were holding each other without greeting them.
I am even more convinced.
Later, the fool who came to his senses asked: Why did you lie to me?
Xu Wang asked rhetorically: What did you lie to?
He was silent and unable to answer.
Di Mei has really become a younger brother and sister.
Didn't you say that you had something to do and went to another country? Aren't you here?
Chen Rudi pursed her lips: "It's not that I'm afraid that you will be sad." ”
I wanted to say get out, but I still said: You guys go.
I wanted to hit him, but that sorry made him lose his strength.
"You are precious, Brother Lu Ju, I have never loved you." She cried pear blossoms with rain.
Yes, who is to blame for him, he doesn't love each other. Even if I wanted to chop them up just now, I didn't care about it.
Some people say that it's not love that is too sensible, but it's not. Too sensible is sometimes because of too much love. It seems that I am deflated when I see you, so I should scold myself.
"You won, I don't want to see you again." When he said this, he had no confidence, and his voice was very small, just a few mutters. No one heard.
There is nothing more than a person who is most mournful than if he has not achieved enough things, and he has more than enough failures, and he is ......