Chapter 18: Back Upstairs
Along the way, my mind was groggy, and Brother Cheng's weird and unreasonable smile kept appearing in front of my eyes.
By the time I got home, it was almost completely dark. Outside the window, it began to rain again.
Suddenly, I felt very cold all over my body, so I turned over a cotton coat from the closet and put it on.
The padded clothes were warm, and apart from a slight musty smell, there was still a faint smell of perfume on them.
That's the taste of Li He!
People are like this, when they are in a low mood, it is easy to touch the scene.
Before I knew it, I remembered what she looked like when she bought me this padded coat a few years ago. Then, some warm liquid spilled out of the eyes and ran down the cheeks.
These days, I finally couldn't bear it anymore, and my thoughts and emotions were intertwined, and I began to pour out like a spring in my heart.
I looked out the bay window in a daze, and muttered to myself: "Li He, I don't know if I can still bear it!" If, if you haven't been to that world yet, can you let me hug you again......"
I don't know how long it took for my emotions to return to normal from the brink of collapse.
Then he found a rusty shovel from the toolbox and a sturdy woven bag, ready to go back to room 702.
The door to room 702 was half-hidden when I left, and I gently pushed the door in, the refrigerator still sitting across the bathroom door.
The dirt was still in the same state as it was before I left, and it was all over the floor and scattered all the way to the living room, and then I started filling the woven bag with dirt bit by bit.
When I saw the hair, a thought crossed my mind: could it have something to do with the lipstick handle that appeared in my bathroom?
Like, it's all the same person?
Thinking of this, I turned around and went back to the house, found a few crisper bags, and went upstairs to put the hair in it.
As for the rest of the soil, I carried it downstairs one by one and poured it into the green belt.
At this point, I didn't know why I was doing it, but I couldn't control my actions.
Perhaps, it's just because you don't want to see a room messed up by yourself, but you abandon it!
Finally, I also deliberately cleaned the bathroom and living room in room 702 a little.
But I didn't go in the bedroom and the other rooms to check again, after all, my brain was still sensible, and I felt that if I did that, first, it felt inappropriate, and second, the previous fear still lingered in my heart.
After doing all this, I gently exited the room and closed the door to room 702.
With the "click" of the door lock, it also indicates that I will no longer need to enter this room.
Back downstairs, a feeling of extreme tiredness swept over my body.
I looked at the wall clock on the wall, and it was half past eight in the evening.
I don't know why, but suddenly sleepiness hit my heart, and I couldn't stop it at all.
Then I squinted and felt into the bedroom, collapsed on the bed, and immediately fell asleep.
Cold!
It's getting colder!
I got up and looked out the window, and the world outside was white.
It was snowing, and it seemed to be still falling, and I saw the snowflakes slowly rise above the window, crushing the glass and rushing into the bedroom......
I came to my senses and realized that I was dreaming, so I woke up.
Hey? When did I get a quilt on me?
But I still felt cold, and I shivered with cold.
I was still very sleepy at this time, so I squinted and looked in the direction of the window, and vaguely, I saw that the curtain was closed, judging by the movement of the curtain, indicating that the window should not be open, but why is it still so cold?
I subconsciously rolled over, unconsciously trying to curl up and continue sleeping, but suddenly it seemed as if I had touched something.
I touched it in that direction, but I touched something cold!
And, based on the touch of my fingers, I can clearly tell what it is.
It was watery hair, and it was sticking to my pillow!
"Li He?" I asked softly, "Is that you, Li He, you're back?" ”
Maybe it's because I miss Li He too much, so when I touch my hair next to the pillow, my first reaction is to think that she is back.
Even, in this case, I didn't feel scared when I touched such a thing.
In a half-asleep unconscious state, I continued to run my cold hair, trying to touch her face, and then make her turn around.
However, I touched it a few times, and all I could touch was my hair.
One could even say that there was hair everywhere, and it was cold and slippery.
When I finally realized that something was wrong, I suddenly sat up from the bed and quickly turned on the lamp at the head of the bed, only to find that all my hair was gone at once, and there was nothing around me.
I rubbed my head, calmed down, and said it was a dream within a dream.
But the chills still didn't go away, I found the remote control of the air conditioner and pressed the switch, but it seemed to be broken, and after a few "crunch-crunch" sounds, it was always cold air.
In desperation, I had to dig out another quilt from the closet and spread it, then took off my cotton clothes and got into the quilt to continue sleeping.
But this time, I couldn't sleep at all, and I tossed and turned in bed for a long time, and finally got up.
I opened my phone and looked at the beautiful and familiar faces in the album of my phone, and tears came out of my eyes again.
That night, I didn't go back to bed.
Instead, on the sofa in the living room, I flipped through the photos I had taken, and the memories that seemed to fade away, until dawn.
I opened the curtains and wiped the mist from the glass, only to see large snowflakes falling.
It turned out that it was actually snowing outside the window, and a layer of white had accumulated on the roofs far and near.
I wrote Li He's name on the glass with my index finger and stood in front of the window and looked at it for a while.
Suddenly, I saw a window on the same floor on the opposite floor opening, and a man was standing in front of the window like me.
He seemed to glance at me, and then climbed up the bay window.
Before I could understand what was going on, the man had already jumped out of the bay window, and then there was a heavy sound of landing from below.
I could even feel the whole building shaken by the sound of the ground!
I quickly opened the window and looked down, and the man was already lying on the ground, motionless. After a while, blood gradually seeped from under him, staining the snow-white ground around him.
A cleaner stood by the trash can, staring blankly at the scene, and after a few seconds he probably realized his reaction, and then began to yell.
Then, several residents of the opposite building opened their windows one after another, and kept leaning down to look down......
I was stupid enough to watch it all......
I don't know why this man on the other side ended his life in such a way.
But I know that if my life continues like this, one day in the near future, I will definitely choose to leave this world like him.
Seventeen days have passed, Li He, and there is still no news!
The only Sister Juan, who knew that Li He appeared four days ago, died, and she only probably knew.
This kind of pain and torture day and night, this constant suspicion and suffering, I don't know how long I can hold on.