Chapter 76: Free Yourself
"You're all hiding it from me. Why! What the hell happened to my dad! You say! Xiong Meijun put his hands on her shoulders, and it was the first time he almost roared like a thunderous shout.
The whole restaurant was like a flood of beasts.
The louder he shouted, the more she cried.
Time stood still for a few seconds, she calmed down, and her voice was still in her throat: "He's gone." Went somewhere else. ”
Xiongmeijun subconsciously felt that this would be the result. His heavens fell. The pain was so intense that it tore apart his body, and her mother threw herself into his arms, and the two hugged each other and cried. Snot and tears flowed through his mouth and dripped onto his collar, and her mother's sobbing sound was staccato like a fairy dancing to the music.
Revise Chapter 76 to free yourself
"You're all hiding it from me. Why! What the hell happened to my dad! You say! Xiong Meijun put his hands on her shoulders, this was the first time he almost roared like thunder, he thought of many details, the phone could not get through, and the reply to messages was slow.
The whole restaurant was like a flood of beasts. The blow of losing his father crushed him and he couldn't breathe.
The louder he shouted, the more she cried.
Time stood still for a few seconds, she calmed down, and her voice was still in her throat: "He's gone." Went somewhere else. ”
Xiongmeijun subconsciously felt that this would be the result. His heavens fell. The pain was so intense that it tore apart his body, and her mother threw herself into his arms, and the two hugged each other and cried. Snot and tears flowed through his mouth and dripped onto his collar, and her mother's sobbing sound was staccato like a fairy dancing to the music.
This is the original trajectory of life. Birth, process, death.
"How did he get there?" After his emotions eased slightly, Xiongmei-kun asked.
"You sit down. Mom wanted to hide it from you for as long as she wanted. I know paper can't hold fire, and one day you'll know. ”
She was tired of crying, so she picked up a glass of boiled water on the table and took a few sips: "On April 2nd, the day you performed the drama, in the evening, he went to the store to collect rent, and later the shopkeeper said that he would postpone it for a week, so he had to keep him drinking, and he never came back in the evening." ”
Xiongmeijun still couldn't accept the facts, and his heart ached for a while, and his chest was tight and short of breath.
The night was too long. Her mother went downstairs. Leaving him alone on the roof, he stood on the edge of the roof and raised his head to the sky and shouted: "Dad, how are you living over there?" Don't be afraid, I'll watch over you. Your soul lives on. ”
His inhibitions finally couldn't hold back. His body softened, and he knelt on the ground, desperate to let his heart-rending pain release through tears. Since he was a child, his father was very strict with him, and whenever he made a mistake, he would whip him with a leather whip, until junior high school, when he was tall, and his father refused to let go when he couldn't move. He has been naughty since he was a child, and he has made his father angry.
The image of the father is a strict father and a loving mother. Once they quarreled over a trivial matter, he had an illness in high school, because he didn't eat in the morning, which led to a stomach ulcer, and he took a few months off school at home, and his father criticized him fiercely: "The body and bones are your own, you say you don't eat breakfast, you don't eat breakfast, do you know how short life is?" No matter how busy you are, you have to be worthy of your stomach. Look at it now, my stomach is rotten. Nothing can make you like this? ”
He was at home for a few months, and he was nagged for a few months. His father's concern was a burden to him, and he impatiently contradicted his father: "I take care of my own life." I'm still young and can stand the toss. ”
The man didn't flick his tears when he had tears, but now he couldn't bear them.
Lubeta knew that her brother was very sad at the moment, she was in Beijing and in Suzhou, so she called Xiong Meijun: "Brother, don't be afraid of losing." And us. Be strong! ”
Kunming.
Naturally, Joe couldn't sleep at night, tossing and turning, and her heart-wrenching pain began to appear again.
In fact, her pain comes from, magnifying the pain, and many people are unhappy because they can't let go, but she is also like this.
She didn't know why she was like this? She put her hands on her chest and tried to smooth them gently, but to no avail. Instead of that, it's better to rush out and run. In a different place, the habit of morning jogging is still there. It's just a little earlier than earlier.
The dawn in Kunming is no different from that in Beijing, perhaps no different from the dawn in all parts of the world, Qiao naturally put on headphones and deliberately played a sad song, she cried bitterly, maybe it was the tacit understanding between lovers, and he felt that the other party was in pain, she ran and shouted: "Dad, I will be your pride." Thank you for your nurturing grace. ”
As dawn broke, the sky lit red, and she saw the sunrise. After the tears are dried, they remain on the face, tense. She took off her headphones and hung them around her neck: "It's dawn." ”
She felt like she was freed, and she looked up at the sky, the sun was still the sun, it rose from where it should have risen, nothing had changed. It's just that people's moods are changing all the time.
Joe naturally realized that he would not lie. The blow of pain does not go away, but there are usually two choices: one is to avoid pain, and the other is to create happiness.
When he was a child, Joe was naturally unhappy because of a little thing. When he grew up, Joe naturally said that he had to convince himself that he could create happiness. The premise of creating happiness is to wake up three times a day. If people often put themselves in a state of relaxation, a state of play, then they can put their mentality right, so as to make themselves themselves.
She recalled that when she was ten years old, she told Qiao Nature that people should have their own rhythm, and don't look at what others want. People should stabilize themselves and not let themselves be too irritable. When he was in the countryside, Joe naturally had a deep understanding of nature.
When choosing the name, her grandmother said that Joe was naturally lively and natural.
Naturally, when people are in contact with nature, the mood will be very comfortable, nature is mysterious and wonderful, not monotonous, not single at all.
Since she has this name, her name is like her person, and when she encounters sad things, as long as she has a healthy and positive attitude, she can put herself in a state of climbing more and more. This is something that needs to be done slowly. Naturally, Joe likes to sell things since he was a child, reuse waste, and accumulate private money so that he can do business in the future.
She was tired of crying, so she picked up a glass of boiled water on the table and took a few sips: "On April 2nd, the day you performed the drama, in the evening, he went to the store to collect rent, and later the shopkeeper said that he would postpone it for a week, so he had to keep him drinking, and he never came back in the evening." ”
Xiongmeijun still couldn't accept the facts, and his heart ached for a while, and his chest was tight and short of breath.
The night was too long. Her mother went downstairs. Leaving him alone on the roof, he stood on the edge of the roof and raised his head to the sky and shouted: "Dad, how are you living over there?" Don't be afraid, I'll watch over you. Your soul lives on. ”
His inhibitions finally couldn't hold back. His body softened, and he knelt on the ground, desperate to let his heart-rending pain release through tears. Since he was a child, his father was very strict with him, and whenever he made a mistake, he would whip him with a leather whip, until junior high school, when he was tall, and his father refused to let go when he couldn't move. He has been naughty since he was a child, and he has made his father angry.
The image of the father is a strict father and a loving mother. Once they quarreled over a trivial matter, he had an illness in high school, because he didn't eat in the morning, which led to a stomach ulcer, and he took a few months off school at home, and his father criticized him fiercely: "The body and bones are your own, you say you don't eat breakfast, you don't eat breakfast, do you know how short life is?" No matter how busy you are, you have to be worthy of your stomach. Look at it now, my stomach is rotten. Nothing can make you like this.
When he was a child, Joe naturally often said, "Dad, you know what? If you can be happy, I will be very happy. I see that you and Mom are often angry, and I will be angry too. I hope that I can be unswervingly liked by someone and never give up on him.
On the ground, the heart-rending pain of recklessness is released through tears. Since he was a child, his father was very strict with him, and whenever he made a mistake, he would whip him with a leather whip, until junior high school, when he was tall, and his father refused to let go when he couldn't move. He has been naughty since he was a child, and he has made his father angry.
The image of the father is a strict father and a loving mother. Once they quarreled over a trivial matter, he had an illness in high school, because he didn't eat in the morning, which led to a stomach ulcer, and he took a few months off school at home, and his father criticized him fiercely: "The body and bones are your own, you say you don't eat breakfast, you don't eat breakfast, do you know how short life is?" No matter how busy you are, you have to be worthy of your stomach. Look at it now, my stomach is rotten. Nothing can make you like this? ”
He was at home for a few months, and he was nagged for a few months. His father's concern was a burden to him, and he impatiently contradicted his father: "I take care of my own life." I'm still young and can stand the toss. ”
The man didn't flick his tears when he had tears, but now he couldn't bear them.
Lubeta knew that her brother was very sad at the moment, she was in Beijing and in Suzhou, so she called Xiong Meijun: "Brother, don't be afraid of losing." And us. Be strong! ”
Kunming.
Naturally, Joe couldn't sleep at night, tossing and turning, and her heart-wrenching pain began to appear again.
She didn't know why she was like this? She put her hands on her chest and tried to smooth them gently, but to no avail. Instead of that, it's better to rush out and run. In a different place, the habit of morning jogging is still there. It's just a little earlier than earlier.
The dawn in Kunming is no different from that in Beijing, perhaps no different from the dawn in all parts of the world, Qiao naturally put on headphones and deliberately played a sad song, she cried bitterly, maybe it was the tacit understanding between lovers, and he felt that the other party was in pain, she ran and shouted: "Dad, I will be your pride." Thank you for your nurturing grace. ”
As dawn broke, the sky lit red, and she saw the sunrise. After the tears are dried, they remain on the face, tense. She took off her headphones and hung them around her neck: "It's dawn." ”
She felt like she was freed, and she looked up at the sky, the sun was still the sun, it rose from where it should have risen, nothing had changed. It's just that people's moods are changing all the time.
Joe naturally realized that he would not lie. The blow of pain does not go away, but there are usually two choices: one is to avoid pain, and the other is to create happiness.