Fang Jin had mixed feelings in his heart, he stood alone on the side of the road and smoked two cigarettes, the phone in his pocket rang, he opened it and saw that it was Fang's mother calling, "Xiao Jin, where is it?" Why haven't I arrived home at this time? ”

The voice on the phone was a little anxious, and Fang's mother was very worried about him.

"I had a few more drinks with the customer and went back immediately."

Fang Jin briefly explained to Fang's mother and walked back.

On the way to the dormitory with Su Xin and Gong Qing, Su Xin didn't wait for Gong Qing, and walked back quickly by herself, Gong Qing looked at Su Xin's appearance and knew that she was sulking, "What's wrong with this girl?" ”

Gong Qing didn't ask her, just walked a few steps quickly and followed Su Xin.

Back in the dormitory, Su Xin didn't say a word, finished washing, and went straight to bed.

The four beds in the dormitory all pulled up the curtains, Su Xin saw that they were all closed, originally she didn't want to do that, and there was nothing that everyone couldn't see, but then she thought about it, she didn't want everyone to think that she was special. So, I went to do the bed curtains too.

Now Su Xin is very grateful for this bed curtain that allows her to have her own world.

She sat on the bed and took a book that had been placed on the bed, but she didn't turn a page. Her current mood can't be said to be angry or happy. She herself found it a little elusive.

After all, she is a college student, and everything around her is changing, and she also calms down and carefully analyzes her psychology. Obviously, these days, she will chase after everything she encounters about Fang Jin, the last KTV, the last auditorium, including this time, she saw that it was him, she didn't think about anything, she just wanted to walk over quickly and not miss each other.

It wasn't so much that she was angry that Fang Jin left without a word, but that she couldn't let him go. She likes Shang Jin.

When she admitted this in her heart, she suddenly felt a little relieved about herself. But didn't she also tell herself, there are not only likes in the world, but also dreams, friends, and a lot of unknown futures. Now it seems that Fang Jin has never inquired about her, otherwise, he wouldn't not know that she was in this university, he wouldn't not come to her, he deliberately avoided her, he really gave up on her.

Give up, give up, it's no big deal. "Su Xin, it's nothing, really."

Su Xin kept talking to herself, and kept thinking about things with Fang Jin, after tonight, she was completely dead, go your own way in the future, don't forget the past,

But Su Xin looked at the ceiling and still shed tears in the corners of her eyes, after all, it was her first love, and it was over before it started. This lesson came so violently that the tears of the spicy people could not be stopped. It's like laughing at the original self, and really taking the man's sentence "waiting for you to grow up" as true, "So stupid, that kid is really stupid." ”

**

When Fang Jin returned home, the nanny and aunt at home left to take the slippers for him, he was still not used to this kind of treatment, and smiled and waved his hand.

Fang's mother walked over and sniffed it quietly, Fang Jin didn't smell of alcohol on his body, and put her mind at ease.

"I'll make you a bowl of decanting soup," he said, turning and walking towards the kitchen.

"Mom, no." Fang's mother turned around again, Fang Jin rarely called her, he looked a little different tonight.

"Mom, I didn't drink much. Sit down and talk for a while. ”

Fang's mother looked upstairs, "Okay"

Fang's mother still poured him a cup of cold white water, Fang Jin was indeed a little thirsty, his throat was very dry, and he drank it all. Fang's mother got up and poured him another glass.

"No need."

Fang's mother sat down, and the son opposite her had been separated from her for too long, and even sometimes she felt like she didn't know what he was thinking.

"I want to move out." Fang Jin looked at the present in front of him, Fang's mother was no longer young, although she was well maintained and her figure was slim, but there was still a lot of gray hair on her sideburns, if you looked closely, there were more.

He deliberately lowered his head, his mother was no longer the beautiful mother he had in his impression when he was a child, she was aging.

"Xiao Jin, I know you're not used to living here. But this is your home, and you'll get used to it over time. Fang's mother spoke with caution with Fang Jin, she knew that Fang Jin had a strong temper and had an idea. What's more, their relationship has become more and more cold over the years, she is very happy that he can come back this time, she is old, and he has grown up sensible.

"Xiao Jin, something ....... something"

"Mom, I'll look for a house tomorrow, and I'll move out when I find it." Fang's mother wanted to continue to say a few words, but Fang Jin interrupted her.

Mother Fang was stunned for a moment, lowered her head, "Okay"

After saying that, she slowly stood up, covering her forehead with her hands, she had low blood sugar, and suddenly stood up or turned around, always having dizziness.

Fang Jin wanted to go up and help him, but the hand under the table didn't move in the end.

Fang's mother walked back slowly and didn't say anything more.

"I'll be coming back to see you often." Fang Jin finally couldn't bear it, and said a word towards Fang's mother's background.

Hearing this, Fang's mother suddenly stood and turned around, smiling slowly, "Son, don't worry about me." ”

After Fang's mother went upstairs, Fang Jin also went upstairs. This villa belonged to Fang Jin's stepfather, and he has lived here since he came back. His stepfather also has a son, he lives on the third floor with his younger brother, and Fang's mother and stepfather live on the second floor.

When he came back this time, his stepfather asked him to go to the company to exercise, Fang's mother thought that he would not agree, but she didn't expect Fang Jin to agree. Fang's mother was also very happy.

Fang Jin did this, he knew that his younger brother might not be happy, but he didn't care. When he went to his stepfather's company, he really wanted to exercise, and in the future he was going to start his own business. In the past, when he set sail, he brought it up by himself, and he felt that as long as he chose the right project, it shouldn't be too difficult, and he could go around the circle first.

Since leaving Su Xin, he is not very enthusiastic about his career. Liu Ye still has his shares, and he is not short of money.

He didn't expect to see Su Xin today, and the little girl left in a huff. Su Xin had a misunderstanding of him.

Whether he could continue with her or not, he himself did not know. He made up his mind that he would go to the hospital tomorrow.

He liked Su Xin, and when he saw her, his heart was still pounding uncontrollably. This little girl was destined to be the one who would come into his life.

He looked at the sadness in her eyes, and his heart tightened. This is the person he will pamper for the rest of his life, but he always makes her sad. Tomorrow, tomorrow if the result is good, he won't scruple about anything anymore, he wants to find his girl, no one can stop him.

Fang Jin thought about tomorrow, tossing and turning and couldn't sleep.

There was a little balcony in his bedroom, and he got up and went there to light a cigarette. The lights of the city are never extinguished, and the lights downstairs will be brilliant, and the traffic will be busy, as if the city never sleeps.

After Fang Jin came to Haicheng, he slept very badly, often couldn't sleep at night, and had no energy during the day. Although his body has not changed, this makes him very uneasy, the more uneasy he is, the more he can't sleep, and even the doctor prescribes sleeping pills to him, and does not recommend him to take them, and he sometimes can't stave his eyes and falls asleep with the help of sleeping pills.

Today seemed to be another sleepless night, his head was heavy, and the effects of nicotine made him irritable. He returned to the bedside, opened the drawer and wanted to take a sleeping pill, Su Xin's palm-sized little face appeared in front of him, and Fang Jin smiled slightly.

He looked at the medicine bottle in his hand and threw it in the trash.

Her girl was wearing a dress today, and it was the first time he had seen her wear such a dress. The straight and white legs show two calves, the long black hair is more pretty against the small face, the pink lips are colored, and the eyebrows and eyes are picturesque. Su Xin's beauty does not need makeup, it is natural and pure, just like a clear spring in the mountains, which makes people fascinated.

She didn't have anything around her neck, and Fang Jin suddenly remembered his gift, the necklace. At that time, he imagined what she would look like, but when would she be able to do so.

Thinking about it, he fell asleep in a daze.

**

Su Xin got up very early in the morning, she wanted to call Gong Qing in the morning, but it was too early to look at the watch, so let her sleep. When she walked out lightly, the three of them were all asleep.

Su Xin wants to go to read English in the morning, she has been going to school in the county since she was a child, and I have to say that the inequality of educational resources exists objectively. Her spoken English is very bad, and her English grades are supported by grammar, but as she learns linguistics, she will find that its ultimate goal is application, especially when she studies medicine, and many valuable first-hand materials in foreign language literature require familiarity with foreign languages.

After Su Xin went to college, she found that many of her classmates spoke English very well, and unlike those children who grew up in bilingual schools since childhood, she could only rely on her own efforts to catch up bit by bit.

She grabbed an English book and found a green space on campus. Many of her early classmates had already studied again, and she became even more nervous and began to study seriously.

One energetic morning, a girl with long hair, holding Ben and sitting on a bench, the shade of the trees blocked most of it, her long hair hanging down, like an elf hiding in a big tree. This scene made Si Hang look at it for a long time and he would not get tired of it.

Su Xin stroked her hair with her hand, raised her head slightly and looked at the sky at forty-five degrees, as if she was reciting some sentence, concentrating. A beautiful girl, the look of being serious makes you like it even more.

She picked up a leaf from under the tree and put it in her book, thinking that it would be time to have breakfast later.

"Su Xin" Si Hang couldn't help but stop her.

Su Xin saw Si Hang and thought, "I can't hide it, why did I run into it again." ”

Si Hang walked over, as if he had just seen her. "Do you also have a habit of reading in the morning? It's a good habit. ”

"Oh, what's the matter, I'm also on a whim, and I don't usually come."

"You're reading English, do you want to read medical materials in English?"

"No, no, no, how can I have that level, it's good to be able to pass the sixth level."

"This book is not very suitable for us, I have a few at home for you tomorrow. There are some commonly used medical terms in it, and the level is also close to the fourth or sixth level that we are going to take, which is very practical. There are also speaking exercises inside. ”

"Yes, I won't need it anymore, and the library has a full range of materials." Su Xin was a little tempted, but she still didn't agree.

"You're welcome, this information is really good, and it has its value if someone who studies so seriously can read it." I'll bring it to you tomorrow morning. ”

Su Xin wanted to insist on it any longer, but she felt that it was too boring to push around, so it was better to take it generously.

"Okay, you send me your name, I'll go to the library to see if I can borrow it, and besides, what works for you may not apply to me, I have a poor foundation in English."

"I'll bring it to you tomorrow, and you don't need to send any names, you don't need to pay me back."