Chapter 37: I Have Depression
Ling Yuqian felt my tears, pinched my mouth, and his voice was hoarse, "Why are you crying?" ”
I didn't know why I was crying or how I could possibly give him the answers he wanted. Pushing him away, he sat up, felt his clothes, and quickly put them on, "What's going on outside." ”
He put on his clothes and walked over to remove the things at the door, and as soon as he opened the door, Ji Zhi landed a punch in his face.
I was startled and ran over to check to see if he was hurt. Ling Yuqian took my hand and looked at Ji Zhi and Li Shiran, who was already stunned at the door, "Ran." ”
I understood what the reason for the fight outside just now, it turned out that Li Shiran led people to find here. She swept the kiss marks on my neck with cold eyes and stared at Ling Yuqian, "Yuqian, I want your explanation." ”
Ling Yuqian looked at her and said, "That's right, it's what you see. ”
I was shocked that he spoke like that, shouldn't he explain it to her? Why can the tone be so calm?
"You slut!" Li Shiran raised his hand and was about to hit me, but was stopped by Ling Yuqian, he said: "It's none of her business, you should ask your good brother what he has done." ”
Li Shiran didn't seem to expect him to say this, tears flashed in his eyes, "Yu Qian, how can you ......"
"Ranran, now do you believe me, he and this woman have always had an unclear relationship, don't you know at all?" Ji Zhi's words made her look at me even more gloomy, and she saw her ordering to the people behind her, "Arrest her for me!" ”
"Who dares to touch her?" Ling Yuqian's words made them pause, as if they were thinking about whether they should be offended.
Li Shiran slapped a person in the face and shouted angrily: "What are you doing in a daze? Arrest her! ”
Ling Yuqian kicked away a person who was about to approach me and said to me, "Hurry up." "Help me stop the men.
I knew that Li Shiran would not do anything to him if he was in the title, so I ran away. It was an abandoned building, and because it was already dark, I fell several times when I couldn't see the road ahead, and there were people chasing after me.
There is a hillside in front of me, I ran over and found that it was a broken slope, I don't know how deep the broken slope is, I want to go back but see that those people have caught up, I was forced by them to retreat.
"Sister-in-law!"
A familiar voice came, and then he saw Ling Feichen leading someone towards this side.
"Yang Qian, you go to die!" I didn't have time to be happy, Li Shiran didn't know where to run over and pounce on me, I was pounced on by her, the back of my head hit the ground, my vision blurred for a moment, and then I felt that Li Shiran was being lifted away.
Standing up with difficulty and shaking his dizzy head, he saw that Ling Yuqian was grabbing Li Shiran's wrist and said, "There's nothing wrong with her, why can't you let her go." ”
"Your heart has been stolen by her! If you don't like her why you save her again and again, you clearly care about her, why lie to me, why! Li Shiran's words not only stunned him, but even I was stunned. I looked at Ling Yuqian, hoping that I could see something in his eyes. Is what Li Shiran said true? Does he really like me? I don't know whether to be happy or sad at this moment, mixed emotions disturb my heart.
Ji Ling walked over and said coldly: "Is this what you did to her when you snatched her from me?" She has been with you for so many years, how many things she has done for you, and in the end you betrayed her because of another woman. ”
I saw that Ling Yuqian was stunned and didn't know what he was thinking, and I immediately felt very sad in my heart, and said, "You have misunderstood him, how can he like me?" My words made Ling Yuqian look at him, his eyes were a little bloodshot, you can imagine how tired he was at the moment, the corners of his mouth rose, and he continued with a slight smile: "Actually, I don't need you to do it, I can fulfill you." ”
"Sister-in-law, what are you going to do?" Ling Feichen looked at me with worried eyes.
I retreated to the back of the slope, "I should have died that day." ”
I was reluctant to look at Ling Yuqian, but I didn't want to see him uncomfortable, he knew that he loved Li Shiran, no matter when and where.
When my feet stepped into the air, Ling Yuqian suddenly rushed over and hugged me, and in my shock, we fell down together.
"Yu Qian!"
"Big brother!"
He hugged me tightly and rolled down, and our bodies were cut with a lot of wounds, and when we got to the ground, he still hugged me very tightly. The last breath supported me to open my eyes, and when I got up from his arms, I was shocked to see the blood on his head.
"Ling Yuqian, wake up, don't scare me......" I hugged him, my voice trembled like never before, I felt so frightened for the first time. The feeling wrapped around me and left me breathless.
No matter how much I called him, he didn't open his eyes, and I cried in fright, "Ling Yuqian, you wake me up, since you don't like me, why do you save me again and again, why!" ”
When Li Shiran and they came over, I felt as if I had lost my soul and was stunned, and I didn't even feel anything like Li Shiran pushing me away. I don't know how Li Feichen took him back that night, but I remember that Ling Yuqian was covered in blood and was carried away by them and sent to the hospital.
In the hospital room. I sat on the bed, thinking about what He Wanwan had just said. She said that Ling Yuqian had been rescued, but she was still in a coma, and she didn't know when she would wake up. She also said that the doctor found out that I was suffering from severe depression and needed to be treated as soon as possible, otherwise it would delay my condition.
I didn't think I was suffering from depression, I thought of self-harming and leaving this world, is that why my condition is getting worse? Don't really want to die?
When Xue Zimo came to see it at night, I still didn't want to speak. When he saw me like this, he reached out and touched my head and said, "I have arranged a psychiatrist for you, this disease needs to be treated as soon as possible, otherwise it will affect you for the rest of your life." ”
At this time, I was in a very low mood and couldn't listen to anything. Xue Zimo sighed and continued, "Are you worried about Ling Yuqian? ”
"He doesn't need me." When I said the first words of the day, my throat was very sore and uncomfortable.
"He's hurt so badly because of you, I think he likes you."
I looked up at him, frowning slightly. Ling Yuqian likes me? Why do you say that, and why can't I feel it?
"Rest well, I'll take you to the doctor tomorrow." He helped me to lie down and left.
Lying in bed sleepless, whether you close your eyes or not, you will be cranky. My head hurts, but I can't stop it.
Xue Zimo took me to see a psychiatrist the next day, and the doctor told me a lot, but I couldn't listen to a few words. When I left, he prescribed me some medicine and didn't forget to tell me that I had to take it on time every day.
On the way back to the hospital, Xue Zimo, who was driving, glanced at me and said, "The doctor just told me that you didn't cooperate with the treatment, what do you think?" Don't you want to be cured? ”
"I don't know." I leaned my head against the window and closed my eyes. I really don't know if I should be cured or not, I'm very conflicted right now, I don't want to do anything, I don't want to think about anything. I'll admit that I've been depressed these days, and that's the severity of depression.