The truck drove gently down the road, a two-lane road lined with older houses.

Chen Xu was wearing foggy stone glasses and looked outside, but his eyes were still a little confused.

They had just left the restaurant, which was the nearest town.

From last night to now, he has been thinking about it all night, but he still hasn't figured out what he did to make Bai Jinxuan have such a misunderstanding.

Since the two met, at the beginning, his attitude towards her was not good at all, and it could even be said that it was a little bad.

It wasn't until after a few days of contact that he felt that she was a very easy person to get along with and sensible, so he accepted her as a companion.

What really moved him and recognized her was when she was in the underground base, she went to him regardless of the danger and said that she would rather die together.

In such an environment, coupled with experiencing life and death together, there will be some feelings between men and women, which is quite normal.

However, her true feelings were revealed last night, and it sounded like a deep-rooted love.

It's a bit hard to understand.

To be honest, the two women he chose before, Luo Xiyun and Yang Jinxia, he felt that they were somewhat abnormal. Now, with the same abnormal Bai Jinxuan, he is a little uncertain.

Could it be that it is actually himself who is not normal?

He felt that it was necessary for him to have a good chat with her, and said, "There should be other men who are really good to you, right?" ”

"Yes."

Bai Jinxuan thought for a moment and said, "When I was in school, I would meet a boy almost every morning when I went to school. At first I thought it was a coincidence. Later, when it got colder, I delayed my exit by five minutes and didn't run into him. It wasn't until a few days later that he showed up again on my way to school. It was like this a few times after that, and I knew it wasn't a coincidence. ”

"At that time, there was a boy in my class who was always teasing me, pulling my hair, and blocking my way after class. Within a few days, the tires of his bicycle were deflated every day, making him jump to his feet with anger. ”

"I know, it was the boy who did it, because I didn't run into him again on the way to school in those days, and he was late for several days in a row."

"Also, when I was working, there was a time when someone used to buy breakfast and put it on my desk. On rainy days, he put his umbrella on my desk. I often receive anonymous couriers, all of which are gifts like dolls. ”

"Actually, I know that a male colleague bought it, and he looked at me differently than others. For a while, I was working the night shift, and he secretly followed behind until I got back to my rented house. Actually, I found out about him a long time ago, but I just didn't debunk it. ”

"If you really want to count it, the two of them should be sincere to me. It's just that this kind of goodness is not what I want. ”

Chen Xu was still puzzled when he heard her say so much, and asked directly, "Then what do you want?" ”

Bai Jinxuan turned his head to look at him, through his glasses, he couldn't see her eyes, but the smile on the corner of his mouth was very gentle.

"When I was very young, my dad was gone, that's what my mom told me. I've been with my mom since I was a child, and she's busy working all day to earn money and doesn't have much time to take care of me. When I was in kindergarten, on weekends, I would be dropped off at a friend's house, or a neighbor's house. ”

"It was at that time that I found out that adults like well-behaved and obedient children, so I became well-behaved and obedient, and sure enough, those adults, whether acquaintances or strangers, liked me very much, and sometimes would buy me candy to eat."

"Once, an old lady almost abducted me when she said to buy me lollipops. Luckily, I ran into a neighbor who saved me. It was also then that I learned that some people are good to you, not because they like you, but because they want to hurt you. ”

"Later, as I grew up, I learned more things. I found something interesting. Everyone is kind to you, and the motivation behind it is different. ”

"There are some elders, like my mother's friends and neighbors, who are kind to me, but they are actually kind. It's like running into a cute little animal, tease it, get a response, and feel better. ”

"There are some peers who are kind to me and just want to be friends with me because I am beautiful and more popular in the class."

"After I came out to work, I met more people and it was more complicated. Sister Liu, who works with me, is good to me because I helped her, and she treats me as her sister. ”

"Aunt Shao is good to me because she thinks I have potential and hopes that I can become a star."

"The boss of the agency is good to me because I can make money for him."

"My agent Fang Fang is good to me because I have a relationship with her career."

"Everyone in my team is good to me because of the salary."

"And after I became famous, I came into contact with all kinds of people, some men, some women, some of them wanted my fame, and some of them wanted me as a person."

When Chen Xu heard her say this, he was a little surprised. She looks a little silly on the surface, and she makes mistakes from time to time, but she didn't expect that she knows very well about people's hearts in her heart.

Bai Jinxuan said this, and glanced at him again, "It's just you, different from everyone else." ”

"When I came into this world, I had nothing left, only my face and my body. But you don't want my body, nor do you want me to love you. You don't want anything, but you're so good to me. ”

"There has never been a person like you, who has been so me, telling me that I can't do this and that can't be done. I was also asked to do this, do that. ”

"When there is danger, you don't want me to risk it. You are injured, and when you see me, the first thing that comes to mind is to let me leave quickly. ”

"At that time, I was thinking, in this world, no one else can do this to me anymore. If we really want to die, let's die together. If we survive, I must be with you. ”

"Chen Xu, I'm telling you this to tell you that I'm not grateful, nor am I impulsive."

"I like you to control me, I like the way you worry about me suffering and educate me with a straight face, I like the way you deliberately keep your distance from me for fear of affecting me. I love the way you pushed me away for the sake of your ex-girlfriend. ”

"I want to be with you."

She muttered, "Since I was a child, I have understood that in this world, whatever you want, you need to work hard for yourself. So, even if you think I'm shameless, I won't give up, and even if you drive me away, I won't leave......"

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