Lin Duhuan saw Fu Siyu's blank face, and knew what he was thinking, and sighed slightly and said, "Actually, you don't have to look like this, I know what you're thinking." You have been clothed and fed since you were a child, and you are the pride of the sky, so naturally you will not understand the environment in which people like us live. ”

Fu Siyu smiled in front of him, and then said, "I didn't mean that. ”

Lin Duhuan waved his hand, and then said, "It's okay, I understand, don't worry, I don't care." ”

Fu Siyu could only nod lightly.

Lin Qianhuan continued: "Although I know that they don't love me, because it was an accident, my mother gave birth to me because she was too busy with work and didn't pay attention. Originally, the family conditions were not good, and after giving birth to me, it was even more burdensome, they always quarreled all the year round, blamed each other and complained, and later, my dad began to do it......"

"When I was very young, I may not have been conscious, but when I grew up and became conscious, I understood something......," Lin Duhuan's tone carried a sad feeling, "So when I was six or seven years old, I actually had very deep memories, especially the day I was thrown away." ”

Fu Siyu was thinking, what was he doing when he was six or seven years old?

Like, I can't remember.

It is said that the average deep memory is either extremely painful or extremely happy. It seems, for him, neither.

"That day, I remember the sun was good." When Lin Jianhuan said this, there was a little light in his eyes, "Because I envy other children who can go to the amusement park to play, I have been looking forward to it." From the previous time, I was scolded by my parents fiercely, and I didn't dare anymore. But that day, they said they would take me on leave to play. ”

Looking back on that day, Lin Jianhuan still remembers it very deeply.

The grievances and fears of that day, the hatred and despair of that day, the surprises and accidents of that day......

All in all, it was a very memorable day.

Lin Jianhuan looked at Fu Siyu, and then smiled helplessly: "You guessed it, they actually wanted to discard me." Took me to a park very far away and made me wait in the park. One said to buy tickets to the playground, the other said to go to the toilet......"

Xiao Wanhuan happily agreed to his parents, but after waiting in place all day, they still haven't come back.

"Later, I finally realized what was going on." Lin Qianhuan said: "Actually, no, I just think it...... Did Mom and Dad encounter something difficult, why didn't they come to me? Since they don't come to me, I'll go to them. ”

Lin Duhuan smiled bitterly: "Because it's too far, I can't find my way back." The sky also slowly darkened, I was scared, my stomach was also very hungry, I wiped tears as I walked, and just when I was almost desperate, I met Bai Sheng. ”

"You know what?" With a faint light in his eyes, Lin Duhuan looked at Fu Siyu, "She was very good-looking at that time, and she looked very old-fashioned." Although she was only one year older than me, she cared about me like an eight or nine-year-old lady, bought me food, and took me back. ”

"I slept with her all night, and at that time she didn't seem to live in the Lin family, anyway...... I can't remember. Afterward...... Seems to have taken me to my parents. Lin Qianhuan continued, although he smiled, but he looked bitter, "Although I found it, I suddenly didn't want to go back." ”

Fu Siyu nodded, "I can understand. ”

Lin Duhuan shook his head, "No, you don't understand. Who would really understand, but Bai Sheng did. She was so young, just tell me to follow her. Although she does not have the love of her parents, she has money. She can feed me, and we can love each other. ”

Fu Siyu didn't expect Lin Baisheng to say such a thing, and couldn't help but smile, "She also has such naïve times?" ”

Lin Duanhuan nodded, "Yes." At that time, where did we know how to love or not. I have forgotten what happened in the middle, anyway, I followed Bai Sheng later. ”

"It's your fate." Fu Si Yu Road.

"yes." Lin Duan smiled, and then said, "I'm really grateful to God for letting me meet Bai Sheng at that time, otherwise I don't know what would happen to me." Later, we grew up together. I accompanied her from that home to the Lin family, and everything she went through, I was by her side. ”

Fu Siyu looked a little envious, he thought, if he had known about Lin Baisheng's matter earlier at that time, those embarrassments and pains, would the relationship between the two people be different now.

Lin Qianhuan continued: "It turns out that my name is Yin Xia, and after following Bai Sheng, she asked her mother to register for me, saying that she wanted to give me a name. Life must be happy, she said, I hope I can be happy for the rest of my life, and don't let her struggle so hard. She wants me to live for her! ”

Hearing this, Fu Siyu was taken aback, "Live for her?" ”

Lin Duhuan nodded, "Yes, this meaning was also told to me after she committed suicide by cutting her wrists." ”

"Suicide?" Fu Siyu was even more shocked, he frowned, "What the hell is going on?" ”

Lin Duhuan sighed, "I don't know if I should tell you this kind of thing, originally I thought, respect Bai Sheng, let her tell you herself." However, I really underestimated her stubbornness, and she still doesn't reveal anything to you, but there is nothing I can do, and after thinking about it, I still feel like I want to tell you. ”

"She's depressed, isn't she?" Fu Siyu asked, "I've guessed some of them more or less." ”

Lin Duhuan nodded, "Yes, but it's major depression." Don't look at her looking very smug, very normal and optimistic, in fact...... The fear and despair in the heart, you can't guess at all. Even me, I don't know. After that time she committed suicide, I was really scared! ”

Fu Siyu thought for a moment, and then asked, "The scar on her hand was left at that time?" ”

Lin Jinhuan nodded, "Yes!" If I could, I really wanted to keep an eye on her all the time, but it was impossible. Moreover, now Bai Sheng is becoming more and more shrewd, and she can't see her emotions at all. Is it really happy or really sad, or is it ......"

Lin Qianhuan sighed, "Moreover, there are so many things going on at home now, I'm really afraid that Bai Sheng will return to that state again." ”

The more Fu Siyu listened, the more worried he became, "That's why you let her take medicine all the time?" ”

Lin Baisheng was unwilling, so Lin Duhuan gave her medicine. It turned out that this was the case, he suddenly felt a little guilty, and just now he rushed out desperately, thinking that he was protecting others, but he didn't know that he might harm Lin Baisheng if he was not careful.

Thinking of this, Fu Siyu felt a little guilty, "I almost ...... just now"

Lin Duanhuan shook his head, "You don't have to apologize, because you don't know anything." I'm talking to you so much today because I have one thing I want to ask of you. ”

Fu Siyu was a little curious, but still nodded, "You say." ”