Chapter 70: Find Him
Seeing Li Shiran enter a single ward from afar, the closer I got to it, the more nervous I became. I didn't know who the "he" she was talking about with the doctor just now, but my intuition told me that it must have something to do with Ling Yuqian.
Walking to the door of the ward, I was stunned when I heard the sound of smashing things inside, and then Li Shiran's voice sounded inside, "Yuqian, don't be like this, okay?" The doctor said your leg would be healed and you would still be able to stand up. ”
"You're still lying to me, I'm a waste now, and I'll be a waste in the future!" Ling Yuqian's voice was like a thunderbolt struck my heartstrings, and my whole body was frozen in place as if someone had clicked on it, unable to move.
I didn't know what they were saying next, but I came back to my senses and slowly pushed open the door in front of me.
Li Shiran was stunned for a moment when she saw me, and then asked loudly, "Yang Qian, why are you here!" ”
I ignored her, but stared at Ling Yuqian on the hospital bed for a moment. His legs were supposed to have been injured when the warehouse exploded and he was in a plaster cast. He was still as good-looking as ever, with a carved face with distinct features, and an angular face that was unusually handsome, but the way he looked at me was not the joy I expected, but strange.
I called him softly, "Ah Qian." ”
At the moment I have so much to say to him, complaining, complaining, too much. But the first thing he said to me was, "I don't know you, get out." ”
I couldn't believe what I was hearing, and I froze, my mind blank. Listening to him and Li Shiran's tone, it doesn't look like amnesia, but why are you talking to me like this? I didn't understand, and looked at him suspiciously, "Ah Qian, I've been looking for you for a long time, don't treat me like this, okay?" My tone was full of begging.
His deep eyes flickered, but he stopped looking at me and said to Li Shiran, "Let her go, I don't want to see her." ”
After Li Shiran heard this, he sneered and came over, "Did you hear that?" He said he didn't want to see you, so you better go back to City A. ”
"No, I'm not leaving." As I spoke, I pushed her away, ran to Ling Yuqian's side and grabbed his hand, "Ah Qian, what's wrong with you?" I just found out why you're kicking me away, you know? You're going to be a dad. ”
I put his hand on my abdomen, and he stared at him for a moment, not knowing what he was thinking, and he didn't speak for a long time.
And Li Shiran, who was on the side, heard that I was pregnant with his child again, and his cold eyes came over.
"The doctor said we could give birth to this child, and it was healthy."
He clenched his hand and withdrew it, and said lightly, "You can go." ”
"Why?" I couldn't understand why he treated me like this, and I couldn't figure it out.
"It's simple." He raised his head slightly to meet my eyes, but the words he said suffocated my heart, and he said, "I don't love you anymore, so don't appear in front of me again." ”
I couldn't believe taking two steps back, staring at his indifferent appearance with wide eyes, and suddenly smiled "You know what? I still believe that you are alive when everyone thinks you are dead, because I know that you love me and will not be willing to leave me alone. I've found you now, and you say you don't love me anymore? ”
I can't accept this answer, just as I can't accept his death.
"If you don't love, you don't love, there's no why." His deep eyes were full of coldness.
"You lied to me!" I yelled at him and ran out.
Running out of the hospital, I found a remote place and cried. How can a person say that if he doesn't love, he won't love, the night before he left, he was still grinding with my ears and temples, I didn't believe his nonsense, but my heart was still very uncomfortable, and it was as if I was going to die.
After crying enough, I analyzed it and remembered what Li Shiran said to the doctor. Did Ling Yuqian feel that his leg couldn't be cured so he talked to me like this? Doesn't he want to drag me down?
Before nightfall, I returned to my ward, and when Sister Zhang saw me coming back, she hurriedly came over to help me, "Girl, where did you go?" Now you have to be careful when you are pregnant with a child. ”
"Sister Zhang, I'm fine." I smiled at her, took the red date porridge she handed me and ate it.
"Why are your eyes so red? Have you ever cried? Sister Zhang sat in front of me and asked worriedly.
"Oh, it's the wind and sand that got into my eyes, and I rubbed it." I said that I wanted to rub my eyes, but she stopped me, "Don't rub it, it's not good for your eyes, I'll give you some eye drops later." ”
"Oh." I nodded and continued to drink the porridge.
On the way, I asked Ling Yuqian's attending doctor, and he said that Ling Yuqian's leg could not be treated here for the time being, that he could go to the big city to have a look, and that he had informed them that they would be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. Night.
I got out of bed, afraid of waking up other patients, so I cautiously opened the door and came out, and then sucked the anesthetic I had stolen the morning into the syringe.
When he came to Ling Yuqian's ward, he opened the door and saw Li Shiran lying on his stomach asleep, while Ling Yuqian also closed his eyes and breathed steadily.
Li Shiran was very alert, and opened her eyes when she sensed my intrusion.
"Yang Qian, what are you doing?" She walked over to me, quickly injecting the anesthetic into her as she approached me.
"You ......"
She pointed at me and wanted to get angry, and my body went limp.
After injecting another tranquilizer into Ling Yuqian, it took a lot of effort to get him into a wheelchair, because it was late at night, and I took Ling Yuqian out of the hospital smoothly avoiding the nurse on duty.
When he returned to the hotel where he was staying, he saw Sister Zhang's employee lying on the table and fell asleep, so he didn't dare to wake him up, and pushed Ling Yuqian into his room.
locked the door, and then put Ling Yuqian on the bed, already sweating from exhaustion.
Sitting on the edge of the bed after taking a shower and watching him laugh, I wonder if he would be shocked when he opened his eyes and saw me. Lie beside him, hold his arms and smile and close your eyes.
Early in the morning, I felt a gaze staring at me all the time, and when I opened my eyes, I looked up at Ling Yuqian's indifferent gaze, "Ah Qian, it's early." ”
He frowned in displeasure, "Where am I?" But then? ”
I don't like him to ask Li Shiran when he opens his mouth, and glares at him angrily, "Don't be allowed to see other women in front of me in the future." ”
We looked at each other, and he looked at me with a complicated look in his eyes, as if he was struggling with something.
I attached myself to him, and my fingertips ran over his lips, "I know that what you said yesterday didn't come from your heart, do you think you're crippled, and you're afraid of dragging me down?" ”
His eyes twinkled, and he stared at me so quietly.
I continued: "I said if, one day, I was crippled, would you leave me? ”
His Adam's apple moved, and his voice was mellow and deep, "No." ”
"That's fine, I won't leave you, never." After I finished speaking, I lay into his arms and hugged his waist tightly, "The doctor said, although he can't heal your leg here, we can go to the big city, and if you don't go abroad, I believe your leg will be cured." ”
He didn't speak, but his arms tightened and he took me into his arms.
"Girl, are you back?" I was stunned by a few knocks on the door, thinking that Sister Zhang must have gone to the hospital and didn't see me, so she thought I was back.