The car stopped suddenly, and Ling Yuqian looked at me, "Do you remember?" ”

"Nope."

I shook my head and looked out the window with a smirk.

He looked disappointed and restarted the car.

My hands clenched tightly, trying to stabilize my emotions at the moment. It's ridiculous to say, Ling Yuqian's appearance didn't remind me of everything, just now seeing Li Shiran actually evoked all my memories. Thinking back to that day, I jumped into it, closed my eyes and exhaled deeply. Does Ling Yuqian really have no feelings for Li Shiran? This is a no, otherwise how would he let her keep targeting me. Why didn't God let me die, why did you still let me live, my heart was already bruised, and I couldn't stand a little wind and rain anymore.

I'd rather I didn't think about all this, and it's not happiness to live every day like this.

I didn't tell Ling Yuqian what I remembered, maybe I didn't want to face him with normal thinking. What happened half a year ago has always been a knot in my heart, and I can't forget the way he looked at me, and I can't forget the back of his decision to leave.

Because of Ling Yuqian's heavy workload, he can't accompany me every day. He Wanwan and Hua Xuan would come to accompany me every day, and I was also pretending to be crazy and stupid to play with them.

When Ling Yuqian came back in the evening, I pestered him like a coquettish kitten, he didn't suspect anything, he just thought I was pestering.

"What's wrong tonight?" He cupped me up and kissed me on the lips.

"Hug." I hugged him tightly and refused to let go. In desperation, he hugged me and sat down, "What's wrong?" It's so haunting tonight. ”

I didn't speak, buried my head in his arms.

There will always be that barrier between me and him, which cannot be separated or changed. I couldn't get past myself, even though I loved him very much, but I didn't know how much he loved me. Just like Jiang Yanlin said, he really doesn't love me enough.

After Ling Yuqian fell asleep, he opened his eyes and quietly stared at his sleeping face. Short time always flies very quickly, and I want to stay in this moment forever, but reality is reality after all, and it is not something that can be done by imagination.

Carefully got up and dressed, took out the luggage that had been prepared earlier under the bed, took out a piece of paper and wrote a sentence on it: I am very happy these days, don't look for me anymore, because we can't go back. Ask yourself, did you really believe me?

At this point, my tears fell down and soaked the corner of the white paper.

Leaving home, took a taxi to the station.

Sitting in the car, I couldn't control myself anymore and started crying. Let me give up on him with my own hands, it is really more painful than death. But I don't want to experience what happened half a year ago again, because it hurts too much and I can't bear it.

The train took a long time to reach my destination, and after getting off the train, I went looking for a rental apartment.

The next day, I found a job and went to work as normal.

It's been a peaceful day, and I hope it will always be so. It's just that whenever I look at the ring on my ring finger, I will fall into a struggle again, and when I think of Ling Yuqian, my heart will twitch, and it hurts terribly.

When I came out of the shower, a cat jumped on the table and barked at me from nowhere.

I found some food from the kitchen and put it in front of it, only to see that it was eating very happily, and its tail was high.

The cat is very clean, with a pure white coat and a pair of big dark green eyes, and it doesn't seem to be in a hurry to leave after eating, so it walks around my room and finds a place to rest.

I don't hate small animals, I think it's okay to stay, and it can also accompany me to relieve my boredom.

Turn on the computer and hesitate for a long time before downloading WeChat. It's been a long, long time since I've logged in, and I'm just worried that I'll see their messages.

After downloading, I found a lot of information after logging in. I found Ling Yuqian's number, but there was no message or information in it. And there is no information about him in the circle of friends, so I am a little worried.

After struggling for a while, he opened He Wanwan's account and sent a sentence: Wanwan.

She quickly replied: Xiaoqian? Where did you go, we are all worried about you, especially Ling Yuqian, he has been looking for you for a long time.

Hearing that Ling Yuqian was still looking for me, his eyes were blurred, and his trembling hand was typing on the keyboard: How is he.

He Wanwan replied: Zhai Lin said that he went out to look for you since you left, and there is no news until now.

Why is he still looking for me, why can't he give each other a chance to catch their breath. I didn't reply for a long time, and I choked up.

Turn off the computer and curl up in bed. I had no sleep tonight, and my mind was full of Ling Yuqian, where did he go.

The restaurant is always busy, and just as I greet guests, I see a slightly familiar figure through the floor-to-ceiling glass windows. I put down the menu and ran out to grab him and shouted, "Ergou!" ”

Ergou was startled when he saw me, he wanted to run and was caught by me, "Why are you here?" Chen Hu, what about them! ”

"Brother Tiger, they've been arrested." The second dog barked and replied to me.

That day, Ergou told me that it turned out that after I jumped into the river, Ling Yuqian led the police to arrest Chen Hu and the others, and Ergou escaped by luck. He didn't know where he was going after escaping, so he came here and now works at a construction site.

Seeing that he didn't look like he was lying to me, he said, "You were also pretending to be stupid at that time?" ”

He rubbed my aching arm and smiled: "No way, Brother Tiger told me, I don't dare not do it." ”

I sneered, Li Shiran really played a good move. After a moment of silence, I said to him, "You can go." ”

I saved someone two days ago, the same person who brought the police to arrest us that day, you should know each other, right? ”

"What did you say?" I was stunned, and the next second I reacted and grabbed him again and said urgently, "Take me to him." ”

"You lighten it, it hurts." His brows furrowed, but he didn't dare to resist.

The place where Ergou lived was very simple, the house was not big, but there were a lot of messy things, and the smell was pungent, just like the house in the village half a year ago, with flies and insects flying around.

"It was him, but he was seriously injured, and I didn't have much money on me, so I didn't take him to the hospital."

After the second dog finished speaking, I have come to the person lying on the bed. I couldn't believe that the person I saw was really Ling Yuqian, and at that moment I thought I was dreaming. His eyes were closed, his face was pale, and there was not a trace of blood. Seeing his bruised body and head wounds, I was so frightened that I didn't dare to touch him at all, so I turned around and yelled at Ergou, "If you don't have money, you don't want to send him to the hospital, do you want him to die!" ”

Ergou was stunned by my yell, and then touched his head, "I really don't have any money, don't hospitals save people by looking at money?" ”

I had to talk nonsense with him again, and carefully helped Ling Yuqian up, "Don't come over to help yet!" ”

"Uh-oh." He came over and picked up Ling Yuqian.