Chapter Thirty-Seven: The Son's Appeal for Shame
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Xue Dingshan spoke. There was some emotional agitation. "I shouldn't have indiscriminately listened to Fan Long's wife's framing and blamed you; I shouldn't miss the old love and fight against you; I shouldn't have taken you back to Hanjiang Pass without checking the details; It shouldn't be cold to you without the slightest warmth...... All the things that happened in the past were my fault. It's my capriciousness. Lack of kindness breaks your heart. I know. I don't have the face to ask you to forgive me again. I don't have a face, please forgive me. But me. I...... Alas. Ning Qing. So many years. I'm tired, tired, scared. I really don't want to make any more trouble. I want to stop and take a break. I can't stand it anymore. I'm going to be crazy if I keep going like this. Ning Qing. Don't do that again. If you have anything to say, just say it. If there is a grievance, speak out. If there is anger, it will be spilled. Stop torturing yourself like that. ”
Fan Lihua sat there like a jade statue. looked at the rhombic glass without saying a word. It's just that. Biting the corners of your mouth tightly.
Xue Dingshan barely controlled his emotions. Behind Fan Lihua, he held her shoulders with both hands. Try to keep the sound soft. "I know," he said. My capriciousness has made you feel guilty. The past is gone. No amount of remorse I have can undo what happened in the past. I am willing to spend the rest of my life to make up for all the debts I have owed you in these years. From now on. I'm going to be with you. Together, the white head is formed. Never let yourself suffer a trace of grievance again. Don't let you be sad anymore. A good wife. Please believe me again for my sister's sake. ”
I'm used to hearing his cold words. Suddenly, I heard him say something like this. Fan Lihua couldn't hold back any longer. A thousand grievances pressed in the bottom of my heart. All kinds of sorrow surged up in an instant. Tears welled up in his eyes like a spring. threw himself on the dresser and whimpered and cried.
Fan Lihua's cry was not loud. It's just like a breeze blowing through the bamboo. But it was like a steel needle piercing Xue Dingshan's heart. Makes his heart twitch violently. Leaning over and softly persuading, "I know." You've suffered too much over the years. It's all my fault. It's because I'm too willful, arrogant, suspicious, and conceited. I failed you. Breaks your heart. Even if I am broken to pieces, I will not be able to atone for my sins. It's up to you to beat or scold. Don't cry anymore. Again. It's time for you and me to get married. How unlucky it is for you to cry like this. Obedient. Don't cry. Yes. ”
Fan Lihua just sobbed low at first. made him cry even more loudly when he persuaded him. Xue Dingshan made her cry like a fire. Helpless. I had to gently rub her shoulder and persuade her: "Grandma." I beg you. Stop crying. You're crying so much that my heart is going to break. Let others hear me and say I'm bullying you again. ”
Fan Lihua was still lying on the dresser and crying. Xue Dingshan really couldn't do anything. I had to lean against the side of the dresser. Touching her shoulders and letting her cry. But I couldn't help but burst into tears. Look up at the ceiling and keep your tears from falling.
Good half a day. Fan Lihua's crying gradually stopped. Raise your head slowly. A pair of autumn water full of tears has been covered with blood. Xue Dingshan hurriedly took a Luopa. Wipe away her tears. said: "Enough crying. Fan Lihua snatched the handkerchief from his hand. While wiping tears. While choking up, he said, "I feel uncomfortable and can't cry at all." It's you who bullied me. I'm just going to cry. Xue Dingshan heard her say such a sentence with disgust. I couldn't help but laugh. said, "Okay." Good. If you want to cry, keep crying. I went to sleep first. Call me when you've cried enough. ”
Fan Lihua stopped her tears. said: "People feel uncomfortable. You don't talk about persuasion, persuasion, and comfort, and you think about going to sleep first. I knew you didn't take me to heart at all. Xue Dingshan smiled: "What are these words?" I advise you. You said I wouldn't let you cry. I'll make you cry. And you say I don't care about you. Then you let me do what I should do. Fan Lihua made him speechless. Slowly lower your head. He smiled with his hands on his handkerchief. Xue Dingshan smiled: "What." I didn't cry and laughed again. Fan Lihua said: "I'm tired of crying. Weeping tiredly. I don't want to cry anymore. Can't you. You want me to cry. Then I'm still crying. As he spoke. I'm about to cry while gesturing on the dresser. Xue Dingshan hurriedly said, "Don't." I can't stand it anymore if you cry. If you laugh, you don't get angry. Fan Lihua smiled slightly. said: "When did I get angry. Xue Dingshan looked at her with concern. Asked. "I didn't cry so badly."
"Ugh." See Xue Dingshan asking. Fan Lihua let out a long sigh. said: "I just feel so depressed in my heart. I couldn't help it. Xue Dingshan said with shame: "It's all my fault." It made you suffer a lot of grievances. No wonder you're feeling sick inside. You feel bad. How good my heart feels. ”
"Nope. It's me who is bad. It's me who just basks in the pain of my past and feels sorry for myself. I only know that I resent you for my lack of affection. Unable to take into account your difficulties and grievances. Didn't think about what you need. What you want. It's that I didn't fulfill my responsibility as a **son. If every time there is a misunderstanding. I'm not just going to walk away. It's about having a good talk with you. Let's get things straight. Maybe it wouldn't be where it is today. It's me who is too willful. not only brought a lot of senseless grievances to himself. It also made you suffer a lot of unnecessary grievances. Fan Lihua looked up at Xue Dingshan slightly and said. Yun Lang. I'm sorry. ”
Xue Dingshan knew that Fan Lihua had some resentment towards herself. She was worried about not knowing how to resolve the resentment in her heart. Unexpectedly, Fan Lihua had no words of resentment except for a few words of resentment. On the contrary, it is not. I can't help but have mixed feelings in my heart. The wings of the nose are a little sour. Tears welled up again. Both hands tightly grasped Fan Lihua's plain hands. Tears fell involuntarily. Slipped across her cheeks and hit Fan Lihua's hand. said: "Silly girl. It has nothing to do with you. It's all my fault. It's that I'm narrow-minded. Too quick temper. The temperament is too arrogant. It's that I didn't give you a chance at all. You say this even more I have no place since the nine products of literature welcome your visit,Any search engine search "nine products" can quickly enter this site,This site permanently provides free quality reading and txt format download services without pop-ups! Yes. ”
Fan Lihua was tightly clasped by him. A touch of crimson floated on the powder. My heart is in turmoil. He smiled slightly: "Didn't you say that the past has passed." I don't want to dwell on it anymore. Don't blame yourself anymore. Not to mention. All kinds of incidents in the past are happening for a reason, and the fault is not all up to you. Don't take all the blame for yourself. I don't want you to be obsessed with the past. So many years. Don't you understand my heart? You'll be safe. It's worth my hard work. If you are worried about the past, you will not let go. Hasn't my heart been in vain in the past few years? "Talking. Raise your hand. Gently wipe the tears of Xue Dingshan with Luopa.