Chapter 220: The First Half of Shen Linglong's Life
The night in the countryside was very quiet in those days.
After the clouds and rain, Shen Linglong was so full that she lay on the bed, not wanting to move at all.
She turned her head to watch Chen Chi busy up and down, there was no dullness between her eyebrows, obviously he was not affected by Erfu's words during dinner.
Shen Linglong thought for a moment, and asked coldly when Chen Chi lay down on the bed after finishing everything: "When did you know that you are not related to the Chen family?" ”
Chen Chi paused to cover her with a quilt, and his questioning expression as he turned his head to look at her in the darkness fell silent.
This silence in the silence made Shen Linglong uncomfortable, she turned over, and did not break the casserole to ask the end, but said: "If you don't want to say it, then it's better not to say it." ”
Although Shen Linglong didn't look unhappy, Chen Chi, as a pillow person, could see at a glance that she was unhappy in her eyes. He hurriedly hugged Shen Linglong's waist and encircled the person into his arms again, and at the same time replied without any hesitation: "I knew it when I went out to join the army, and I have been doing it for many years." ”
Shen Linglong leaned her back against Chen Chi's chest, and when she heard such a time, she was stunned for a moment and said, "You knew it when you joined the army?" Did you join the army by force? ”
It's no wonder that Shen Linglong thinks so, after all, she has watched TV in her last life.
Isn't that how it is played in the bloody plot!
“???” Chen Chi pursed his lips and pondered for a moment before saying, "Why do you think that?" ”
Shen Linglong told him very honestly that it was all played like that in TV series.
Chen Chi raised his eyebrows with interest: "That's an interesting thing, but I left home because I knew that I wasn't their son, I was young at the time, and I didn't understand why I couldn't get joy no matter what I did, and I was scolded, I couldn't stand a little scolding before, and then my family was poor, and I couldn't eat enough at home, so I went to join the army." ”
Because I didn't have enough to eat, I joined the army.
It was a common occurrence in those days, but some people didn't stay in it and came back, some stayed there and never came back, and some people went higher and higher.
There are very few people like Chen Chi who have been in the army for more than ten years and have an unlimited future but come back.
Shen Linglong laughed: "Then you eat so much." ”
Among them, the entanglement is not just about not having enough to eat before joining the army, Shen Linglong doesn't know, and he doesn't think it's just that. But when Chen Chi said so, he thought that that was enough.
Men, they always have to save face.
Shen Linglong skimmed over the question, and then said, "What about your biological father and mother?" ”6
Chen Chi shook his head: "I don't know, didn't you also say that you were suspicious and not from the Shen family?" Do you want to find out the biological parents? ”
"No." Shen Linglong is especially able to stay out of the way, "You are different from me, I don't have a sense of family belonging at all, I can meet the life grace that this body should return in the future." ”
In Shen Linglong's previous life, all family affection was tortured by the White Lotus mother, and Shen Linglong was already able to treat that family affection calmly, without any expectations, and at the same time be able to treat it rationally.
Chen Chi paused for a moment, and also thought of Shen Linglong's situation, he thought for a while and said: "I already have you and children, and the demand for biological parents is not so strong, and since I haven't been able to meet, there is no fate, I don't force it." ”
Not so strong. When Shen Linglong heard this, she could think of Chen Chi when she was a teenager and had been extremely eager for relatives and affection.
She thought of the reason given to Chen Chi when she changed jobs and came back, and after life and death, she felt the importance of her family.
All this proves that Chen Chi attaches great importance to family affection.
Shen Linglong thought for a moment, then changed the topic coldly: "Shall I tell you a story?" ”
Chen Chi glanced at Shen Linglong in his arms unconsciously, and he didn't know why his daughter-in-law was so cold that he wanted to tell a story. But when he saw the indifference and sneer between Shen Linglong's eyebrows, Chen Chi thought that this story might not be a story.
He paused, the hand on Shen Linglong's waist tightened a little more, and then said softly, "Okay." ”
Shen Linglong smiled slightly, but there was no warmth, only endless coldness.
"There is a little girl who was raised by her grandmother when she was a child because her parents were working in other places." Shen Linglong's eyes flashed with a little nostalgia, she was very relaxed at this time, "Although she can only see her parents during the New Year all year round, she can always get gifts, beautiful dresses, and strange things, she is the most envious of the children in the whole village, whether it is her cousin or cousin, or her classmates and playmates." ”
The carefree happiness of her childhood is still Shen Linglong's best memory.
It's just that life can't only be beautiful, and suffering will be pressed down inexplicably.
Shen Linglong sneered: "The birth of my younger brother made my mother return home, in order to make ends meet, the family opened a small tailor shop, and the mother who thought that the education method was very right suppressed her natural backbone with beating and scolding, suffocating for her good, for her brother, for the good of the whole family, covering up the true idea that the mother still forgave after her father's cheating, the broken ice was covered by white paper for seven years, and the father intensified, giving birth to a half-sister in a profligate manner, and even had a paper marriage with the second married junior. ”
Chen Chi frowned when he listened, and he had a very bad sense of this family in Shen Linglong's mouth.
But he still listened and listened to Shen Linglong say: "My father is hypocritical, and his clever mouth coaxes my mother to buy a house and a car, so that she is still chic and graceful outside." When Xiao San sued his father to the court and asked for millions of dollars to withdraw the lawsuit, her mother distorted, and the white lotus personality she had cultivated over the years made her cry in front of her daughter and son, pushing her children to the forefront, charging for her, and she was alone, mocking her father with the image of the most innocent victim, provoking her father, and letting her father go to prison. ”
The girl was blinded by family affection, and the strong cloak she put on made her step forward bravely, and tried to protect her mother and brother with her immature arms. She tried her best to earn money while she was in school, trying to tell her mother that they would be fine without that hypocritical scumbag father, and she wanted her mother to stop suffering and let her mother divorce her father, and from then on she would return to the bridge. ”
Shen Linglong sneered as she spoke, and suddenly muttered to herself: "What earning power can a student who has not stepped into society have?" The humble girl spends her days and nights drawing sketches, selling them to different people, and she doesn't care if her designs are named by others. But the mother is like a bloodthirsty leech, with countless savings, but she reaches out to her daughter at any time, feeling that her daughter has endless money and everything, and feels that her daughter takes it for granted to her, giving her everything, as for her daughter's difficulties, she can't see it, pretending not to know. ”
"The father was released from prison after eight months, he had changed his appearance, the mask of hypocrisy was torn off, only the most hateful ruffian hooliganism remained, he did not repent, and pointed fingers at home, the argument broke out again in the New Year, the mother was hoarse, angry and cried, forcibly grabbed the daughter to argue with the father, the father was angry and left, and the mistress was not clear, a family was torn apart, and was harassed by the mistress in every way, the mother complained day after day, pressed all the negative thoughts and hatred on the child, and at the same time she herself was the most innocent. The hatred between the two people turned into the disintegration of a family of four, and it became a parting of the ways with his father's parents and brothers. ”
She said that no matter how bad others were to her, no matter how bad they were, she couldn't be bad herself, so she asked her daughter to go home to pick up her brother, and then take her brother to join her at her grandfather's house. She pretended not to know that her young daughter would have to spend the whole day picking up her brother, and that she would have to spend two nights turning around the train, and that she would have to sleep day and night to get to her grandfather's house. ”
Chen Chi clenched his fists as he listened, and his eyebrows and eyes showed a bit of terrifying aura.
Shen Linglong's story continues, she said: "For a long time, the torture given by her mother with the weapon of weakness and innocence made her explode, and she asked her voice loudly, and got her mother's sentence: 'It's not safe for me to go alone, what if they harm me?' You'll have to raise your brother alone, and you'll be the only one and your brother in the future.'"
Chen Chi asked, "Why do you want to go?" It's fallen apart, isn't it? ”
has torn the skin of the relationship, and then leaning over is not just stretching out his face to give someone a beating?
Chen Chi couldn't help but continue to ask: "Since you know it's not safe, then don't go." What's the point of going? ”
Shen Linglong laughed, and her eyebrows were full of sarcasm: "Of course, it can show that she is the most innocent, and let her father's relatives and friends see how shameless and scummy her father is!" Then in that scene, I hope to get everyone's support, follow her to crusade against her father, and let that scum get out of the house. ”
"It can't be." Chen Chi does not deny the scum of his father in the story, but he also clearly understands that the father's relatives and friends in the story will not stand on his mother's side, even if he knows in his heart, he will not make a sound on his face.
Shen Linglong nodded and said, "Yes, it's really impossible." ”
"So she was disappointed, and at the same time the hatred was even stronger, and the mental torture of her children was even more turbulent, she wanted everyone in the world to stand on her side, so that everyone in the world knew the shame of her father, and she created an image of suffering for herself, and her daughter wanted to take her out of hell, and she dragged her daughter into the abyss." Shen Linglong is calm and rational at the moment, and when she says a word, there is no fluctuation in her heart.
Chen Chi asked, "What happened later?" ”
Shen Linglong said: "Later, she let the child and the child's father die of old age as she wished, but the wicked have their own wicked grinding, and that man is not a good thing, the two will not divorce for the sake of the house and savings, waiting for the other party to regress, and even asked the daughter who is studying to pay off the debt for buying a house, so that the daughter can afford her son's education, and use the name that the daughter was raised by them and spent countless money." ”
Chen Chi scolded coldly: "Shameless! ”
Shen Linglong turned over and looked at Chen Chi face to face, she was smiling.
This made Chen Chi a little stunned.
Shen Linglong said: "But the daughter refused, and in response to her father's angry words to let her go, she left the house, struggling to survive, and the father who did not see only the ruffian and hooliganism left, ignored self-pity, proclaimed herself a pitiful and innocent mother, refused her mother's pretense, and tried to control her relief again." Her mother's yin and yang weird apologies and countless kinds of lies that could be broken at the first poke made her break down and cry, but she came out strongly, and put aside the shackles of family affection, and worked hard to live for herself. ”