My name is Hu Bi'an, and the reason for taking the surname Hu is because I am a fox, and I am named Bi'an because I should be the king of Hades, and the flowers on the other side of the underworld are beautiful, and it means rebirth.

Just like the name, I have two identities, in fact, everyone is like me, we call it the past and the future, everyone has to experience, everyone has experience, I used to be happy and have everything, and then I was depressed and sad and was a man with my tail between my legs, and now I am eager to change the status quo.

Despite my sadness, I still want to believe that tomorrow will be better than today, and the future will be better than now.

I mixed into the army during the fox clan battle, and I used to only eat holy fruits and never eat human internal organs, because I was weak and sick. It's really lucky to think about it, but when I got into the army and everyone saw it, I couldn't be different.

I looked at the cooked meat in front of me, fat and thin, I hadn't eaten for many days and my eyes were dizzy, I just felt nauseous, and they said, "Why don't you eat it?"

I said, "Because I ate too much a few days ago, and now I'm sick to my stomach."

I have to secretly eat a fruit every day, and others eat rice, but I think I'm different, because I eat a meal now just to not die, and I resist it a little bit.

After many days, I couldn't prevaricate, so I had to take the meat too, and the whole piece of the meat looked delicious and smelled good, but I knew that it was human flesh, and it tasted like eating my own people, and I thought to myself: It's okay, I have to eat it, just eat it. My heart sank, my eyes closed, and I was ready to take a bite

"This venison is really good."

I asked, "Isn't this human flesh?" ”

Their eyes flashed coldly: "Demons and people are not connected, and they can't do anything wrong because of the heavenly court, this person is precious now." ”

I sat under the moon with flowers and plants behind me, and the mosquitoes in my ears were still chirping, and they also bit me a few bags.

The junction of the fox clan and the wolf clan is only a stone's throw away, but they are all camped one after another, never one step closer or one step back, just like psychological warfare, to see who can survive whom, no one knows who will fight first but is unwilling to be the one who fights first.

It's me who is on duty tonight, and everyone doesn't want to, I'm desperate, because then I can see Lu Ju, and that guy can help me bring me something to eat. I don't need him now to know the truth.

He said, "What, don't pick now?" ”

I took a bite of the meat: "Go, go, how do I feel like you know something?" ”

He stifled a smile: "You just know." ”

I said, "Am I suffering for nothing?"

He said: "The reason why he starved his body was because of a great mission from heaven. ”

"Who told you that demons are cannibals?" He asked, "Why don't you know that you're a demon?" ”

I looked embarrassed: "The words of the world say that demons eat people." ”

It can be seen that the rumors are not credible and cannot be believed.

I don't have the confidence to say this, and what others say is not as good as my own real feelings.

He suddenly slapped himself in the face.

I looked at him in shock.

He said, "Why does this mosquito bite me, I will personally send it to hell." ”

I laughed at him, "What is this called? All beings are equal, and no one should be let go. ”

Suddenly, the voice of the general came from the tent.

"On the other side, what are you babbling about, it's noisy."

Our general is very legendary, it is said that he is a yellow-haired fox, the talent of the yellow-skinned fox of the demon clan is the lowest, and it is inevitable that he will be ridiculed, the fox clan demon is not counted, and there are many battalions, there are elites and ordinary, men and women are separated.

At the beginning, the general was favored by the leader of the elite battalion, but because she was a yellow-skinned fox, she lost this opportunity.

The foxes sighed.

I have to admit that the moment I was born, there was indeed a fox in the lead.

The general's voice was coarse, and he walked and spoke like a man, and no one was unconvinced, because her temperament would make no fox want to take advantage of her.

What I still remember is that the armor of the fox clan was limited at that time, and then I had already got it in my hand, but there was a fox who made it difficult and snatched it from my hand, and it happened that this scene was seen by her, and she had always been unable to tolerate sand in her eyes.

Her hair was combed high, and her ponytail fluttering in the wind felt very handsome, and she said, "If you put it down, I don't want to bully other foxes under my nose." ”

A warm current rose in my heart, she is my favorite and most envious, she lives wantonly, everyone dare not mess with her, she works hard enough, I vow to be this kind of fox.

The moment the armor was held in his hand, it was very cold, but his heart was indeed extremely warm.

Everyone is convinced that such people do not have the arrogance of being superior, there is no selfishness to bully others, there is no fake style of only saying good things and not doing practical things, and there is no utilitarianism that only invites merit and rewards, in fact, it is more important to do what you do in your hands than only thinking about what position to take.

I said, "Nothing. ”

Suddenly, the tent moved, and she came out, wearing only her undergarment, and her hair was draped in the unarmoured, and she was so moving in the moonlight.

I hurriedly looked to my left and found that Lu Juan had already left, I took a long breath and smiled easily: "Excuse me." ”

I put my hands on the ground and looked up at the sky.

She said, "Are you scared?" ”

I said, "Oh, if you are not afraid, you are just lonely." ”

She smiled and said: "It's all lonely, it's all the same, when I was a child, other foxes laughed at my origin and treated me as a plague god and bullied me, but I never couldn't bear it, so I got stronger and stronger." To this day, all the people who used to bully me have also recognized and been trampled under my feet. ”

I listened to it and my heart surged: "I have the same experience as you, but the reasons are different, and the results are different, because I am still working on it to this day." ”

She put her arm around my shoulder: "Actually, it's not to be recognized by anyone, who to trample underfoot, it's all false, it doesn't matter, you just want to prove to yourself, you have to be worthy of yourself." ”

The weight on my shoulders and the words knocked on me again and again.

There's nothing wrong with working hard to become that better version of yourself. Don't laugh at others, because a thousand miles of embankment collapses in an anthill, seemingly small but can be majestic enough.

She said: "I appreciate a drama in the world, and he often says that if you stick to it, you won't feel so tired." That sentence also resisted many difficult problems, and I have persevered until now. ”

I was surprised: "You still have research on human affairs?"

She smiled lightly: "That is, I found such a person by chance, and then I took him as an example." ”

Because I haven't worked hard for too long, I moved a little, and you thought it was all there, but those who have been on the road have never been left behind, and I think it's normal.

She said, "You'll have to practice your spells well, or I'll be gone and there will be no one to cover you." ”

I nodded.

……

"That man's wife is chirping crookedly day by day, this battle hasn't been fought for so long, she still practices us every day, I don't see any movement in the elite barracks."

In fact, the gossip of the world is everywhere and pervasive, no matter who you are, you will face this, and even the better you are, the more you will face.

Don't be afraid!

"Who said no, neurotic, why didn't she enter the elite barracks like a cow, but now she is showing off her power on our heads."

"I only roar every day, not gentle at all, I just bully the soft and fear the hard."

I didn't feel comfortable hearing that, but I happened to see her standing in the corner.

The girl's face was expressionless, but there was a mist in her eyes. By this time everyone was ready to eat, and she went silently, and I took a meal and found her, her face buried in her lap and sobbing.

I asked, "You don't care about them?" What does it have to do with you on the battlefield! Whoever dies will not be happy with it. ”

She said: "We are like thousands of troops crossing a single-plank bridge, it is difficult, the fox clan is not as good as the wolf clan, we are destined to fall, and now we can let go of the possibility of a reversal, since I am in his position, I have to worry, and I am not for myself." ”

I said, "They're hopeless, every fox thinks so." ”

She forced them to move a little bit every day, and the more they scolded, and then a fox called the other foxes and said that they would teach her a lesson.

What do you say is right and what is wrong? Is it the largest number?

She was secretly crying and crying by herself, and I walked up to her again: "General, have you heard a story?" I have heard of one country, that is, there is a kind of miraculous spring in it, and those who drink it go crazy, but all the people drink that water, and it is normal for the king to be alone, but they all say that the king is crazy, and the king washes his face with tears all day long, and feels very wronged and miserable, until one day he also drinks it, and they are happy together. ”

She looked up at me, "You mean I'm just like them?" ”

I smiled wryly, "If it's the same, why did you get here in the first place?" ”

She was stunned: "What you say makes a lot of sense. ”

I said, "If you are alone today, he will not be lost to everyone one day." Stick to what you should have insisted on, the road you have to take is always lonely, everyone is the same, and so am I. There are a lot of bullies in the world, but what can you do, you are already behind others, but in order to break this situation, you must not give up!"

The foxes still came and went in the white tent behind me, only me and her stood in a different place from them, we were different from them. No matter how close or far away is that distance, you can't blend in.

I said, "My insomnia is also because I have my own beliefs, and I want to become a god." ”

She said, "You want to be a god, and I support you, but it's really too hard." ”

I said, "I know." ”

The sun was shining on his face, and it was hot. Fine sweat on the nose and forehead is also there, and the feeling of dryness and heat makes my heart even more uncomfortable.

I watched the wild flowers and weeds pull my head one by one, because it was too hot, the grass was not green, and the flowers were not fresh. The cicadas were very noisy at this time, and we were all in great pain, eager to escape, but there was no way to do it. Because I only went to other places after leaving here, although the other places I later did not want, but there was no such demon.

That's all for later......

We don't know what will happen later, but we can never give up on ourselves, and only then can we go long. In fact, you have to understand that the world will not get better and better, and it is lucky to treat you better and better, if it is not a normal heart, we can only get stronger and stronger, because no one can protect you, you can only be tough, especially girls.