Chapter 218: Get
"What you need to do is very simple, just try to keep your emotions calm, don't have any excessive mood swings, if there is a situation like this, your heart will beat faster, and the bleeding speed at that breach will also increase, for you, every heartbeat is fatal."
Yu Feiwan suddenly remembered the night when he and Shen Tianyi held hands and looked at the moon.
I was more moved by that person, but my heart still hurt at that time.
"If I'm attracted to someone, will it cause that?"
“…… When you are attracted to someone, your heart will beat faster, and that is not a good thing for you. ”
Yu Feiwan sat down and didn't continue to speak.
"If you choose to be insensitive, or just sort out from him neatly, I'm sure he won't blame you."
"But I'll blame myself." Yu Feiwan raised his head and said: "I took so much effort, I didn't even want my own face, I finally got together with Shen Tianyi, we haven't been sweet for a long time, but now I have to tell me that I can't continue to be attracted to him, otherwise I may die?" I used to think that people who choose love between love and death were stupid, after all, nothing is more important than my own life, but now I regret it, I feel that person's smile seems to me to be more important than psychology......"
With this kind of heart-wrenching words, Yu Feiwan may never say it to Shen Tianyi again in his life.
Because all Yu Feiwan's love and courage have long been used up in the desert and in front of the hospital bed, and now there is nothing left.
When he was in Golmud's hands, Yu Feiwan was already ready for death, and he had already experienced death, so these things were not terrible for him.
"If you really die, then even if you are completely dead, you will never be found in this world again, do you think this is okay for you?"
"Although I no longer exist in this world, I still live in Shen Tianyi's heart. No matter in the time to come, memories and time beautify me as a living bodhisattva of the savior, or be transformed into a demon and monster by nightmares, from the moment I die, I am immortal in the true sense. I will always live in his heart, don't you think that's good? ”
Lin Dianli finally couldn't help but widen his eyes.
He has always felt that his relationship with Yu Feiwan is very close, and he knows Yu Feiwan well enough.
But now it seems that he is still a little worse after all.
"Eternal life...... And then torture him for the rest of his life? ”
"That's the person I like, I'm not that selfless, and I certainly want him to like me forever."
Lin Dianli: "I don't know what to say to you, it's just that the two of us seem to be talking a little more now after all, you take your medicine first, you take it first, if he feels uncomfortable, or if the blood is boiling and the heart beats faster, you have to come to me in time, I will give you a pulse, and then see how to adjust the dosage of medicine." ”
When he arrived here, a relaxed smile finally appeared on Yu Feiwan's face.
"That's right, there are some practical things that you don't have to take care of, you just need to take good care of my body, and nothing else matters. In addition, don't tell Shen Tianyi that I've been here, if that person knows, he will definitely be cranky again. At this critical time, he may be a little more sensitive than I am. ”
"Yu Feiwan, is Shen Tianyi all in this world for you?"
"He's all I love."
Lin Dianli was silent for a long time, and then finally asked word by word: "What about me?" What kind of person am I to you......"
Yu Feiwan: "He is all my love, you are my family, and in a sense, it is also all." There is not only one kind of affection in this world, and it is not necessary to separate one from one to come first, so it is ...... Never be presumptuous, no matter what it looks like in the end, no matter whether I'm still by your side in the end, there is no doubt that you are a family to me, and there is no doubt that others can't say anything. ”
Lin Dianli finally closed his eyes, on the one hand, bitter, on the other hand, he was also relieved.
These three people knew each other from the beginning, starting from calculation.
Shen Tianyi is a chess player, Lin Dianli is a chess piece in the chessboard, and the two of them joined together and manipulated Yu Feiwan without hesitation.
Yu Feiwan is the best at pretending to be stupid, even if he is quiet in his heart, he will still do this for some kind of hard-won opportunity.
But in the end, no one thought that the person who was used at the beginning would now become a chess player. And the person who played chess at the beginning is now pinched to death by a love, and there is no way to let go, and there is always no way to let go.
I have always been a witness, watching the love of two people, or when the status is turned upside down...... In fact, there are only a handful of things I can do, and there are few pitiful.
After coming out of the medical hall, Yu Feiwan took a deep breath hard, filling his chest with air, and then spit it out suddenly.
Taking a deep breath causes your heart to briefly increase and then slowly calm down.
Yu Feiwan felt that when his heart was beating fast now, there was really a hint of stinging, and it seemed that from today onwards, he would really have no desires.
When she returned to the mansion, she saw that the person was standing at the gate of the mansion and hurriedly looking around, as if waiting for a person.
Yu Feiwan did not walk in, but stood in the distance and watched as if admiring.
When he really leaves one day in the future, will Shen Tianyi look at himself like this...... Longing for someone who can't come back.
Yu Feiwan didn't look long before he walked over: "What are you looking at here?" ”
Shen Tianyi suddenly decided towards Yu Feiwan's side, come over and say goodbye, after arriving at Yu Feiwan, the emotions in his eyes rolled several times.
Anxiety slowly turned into a false alarm, and then it slowly turned into a tangled, and finally helpless.
"Don't run out like this next time, I'll be worried."
"What? Don't you just ask me where I'm going? Yu Feiwan gestured with sign language and walked over slowly.
"Since you don't want me to know, then I won't ask, and I'm very glad to see you come back safe and sound."